Title: Just a Kiss (Chapter 10 - Epilogue: The Future)
Author Name: e-chan16
Owl the author: here.
Rating: PG-13
Spoilers: OotP, HBP. Written between Order of Phoenix and Half-Blood Prince.
Genre: Romance, Angst
Era: The Harry Potter at Hogwarts Years
Main Character(s): H, Luna
Ship(s): H/Luna, Hr/R
Summary: One simple question: "Harry, what do you think about when you kiss Ginny?" That's when all the trouble started, and thanks to Luna Lovegood, Harry Potter's world is turned upside-down.
Disclaimer: This story is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK Rowling, various publishers including but not limited to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books, and Warner Bros., Inc. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.
Author's Notes:
Two months later...
Nearly
everyone is gone, except for the five of us-Me, Harry, Ginny, Hermione, and
Ronald, that is-and the teachers. Harry talked Professor McGonagall into
allowing us to stay for an extra day (none of us could figure out how he got
away with it, particularly since the Death Eaters' raid) and Ronald and Ginny's
parents made an exception (after Ronald
and Ginny argued with them for fifteen full minutes), so they went back home
after the funeral. Daddy is impatiently awaiting my arrival at home-he will
need my help with the "Tribute to Dumbledore" issue of the Quibbler.
We were
the only ones who weren't so desperate to leave Hogwarts just yet, and I don't
think Ginny wants to leave at all. She's been wandering around the castle as if
in a dream, lightly running her fingers along the walls and gazing at
everything with unfocused eyes.
She's been
depressed lately; more so than any of us, even Harry. Her mood changed quickly,
not that I can blame her, right after the Death Eater's attack on the castle. I
have a feeling though, that there is more to it than that. She had been so
happy before, even after Harry and I started dating-Ginny glowed, glowed like she knew the secret to happiness. She skipped
classes, stayed out after curfew, and always came to Dinner with a smile on her
face. The whole school had speculated why, but Ginny wasn't telling them.
She only
told me.
I asked
her why once, and Ginny had answered, "Because I thought you'd be the only one
who'd understand." Then she inhaled hard on the last of her cigarette and
flicked it to the wind. We were at what was becoming our usual spot in the back
of Hogwarts, behind the base of a tall gargoyle statue that concealed us from
view of any castle onlookers. Ginny and I could be found here a few times a
week simply talking or doing nothing at all, but no matter what we did, we
always enjoyed each other's company. We found the place when wandering about
the grounds one day after finding out our Potions class had been cancelled;
Ginny wanted to take a smoke break without word of it getting back to her
brother, and the statue's cover was nearly perfect.
I don't
know how to explain how we became better friends, actually-it just sort of
progressed, despite the fact that her ex-boyfriend was my new boyfriend and we
hadn't exactly been friends in the first place, just friendly. It was awkward at first, of course, as the whole castle
was going wild with rumors about the Ginny-Harry-Luna love triangle, but I
think we've gotten over it... mostly, anyway. There will still be times when hurt
feelings arise, but we try not to show it. We've gotten to know each other
better, too-Ginny even understands my sense of humor now, and gets that the odd
things I say really aren't so odd at all. She still laughs at them sometimes,
but it is a different kind of laughter now.
I saw that
she had gotten a letter today, very early in the morning. She and Hermione had
invited me to sleep in one of the Gryffindor dorms so I wouldn't have to be in
the empty Ravenclaw Commons all night. I wouldn't really have minded, but they
insisted, so I agreed with the exception that I sleep on the couch in the
Common Room instead of in a dorm. Sleeping in front of the fire seemed much
better than sleeping in an unfamiliar bed, and besides, I could tell that Ginny
wanted to be alone that night, so I didn't want to bunk in her room either.
Harry seemed content with me being just downstairs from him too, and kissed me
goodnight before he went upstairs to his dormitory.
He came
back down about half an hour later in his tee shirt and boxer shorts, his
blanket and pillow tucked haphazardly under his arm. "Couldn't sleep," he
mumbled, rubbing wearily at one eye, and held up the pillow in his other hand. "D'ya mind?"
I pulled
the blanket away from the space on my right and tapped the cushion. "Not a
bit." I felt my face warming up with pleasure and even a little excitement at
the prospect of sleeping together as Harry climbed in next to me. It took us
awhile to get situated (the couch really wasn't as big as it looked) as we
tried out a few different positions, and after a few unsuccessful attempts, I
grabbed my wand from the chipped coffee table and cast an Engorgement Charm on
the couch. We got comfortable lying down on our sides, propped up on elbows and
facing each other.
We stayed
up all night, talking, mostly. We talked about Dumbledore's funeral and what we
thought was going to happen now, if Voldemort could
possibly be stopped before he realized the full impact of Dumbledore's death.
We wondered if things would ever be the same again, who might be targeted next,
and the fate of Hogwarts... until Harry insisted that he'd rather talk about
pretty much anything else or he'd never get to sleep.
So we did,
but it wasn't until the heavens turned lavender with he first hints of sunlight
that Harry's eyes finally closed. By this time I was snuggled quite comfortably
in the crook between his shoulder and chest, ready to nap too, but I then I
started hearing this odd sort of drumming coming from upstairs. I would have
ignored it, but the sound came louder, more insistent, and I went to
investigate.
I deducted
it was coming from Ginny's dorm, and opened the door after climbing the stairs.
She was slumbering, but her eyes were puffy, like she had cried herself to
sleep. (It's not something I'm unfamiliar with.)
Immediately
I understood where the noise had been coming from. There was an eagle owl at
the window, tapping hard at the glass with his beak. "Ginny!" I exclaimed, and
ran to allow him inside.
At the
sound of her name, as if she hadn't been asleep at all, Ginny bolted right up,
spotted the eagle owl, and jumped out of bed. The owl stepped inside the window
and held out the scroll on its leg, which Ginny took right away. The bird
didn't stay to get Ginny's reply, and she looked very sad to see it go; she
stood staring at the window for several moments after it had flown away. Then
she read the letter, crushed it to her heart, and cried.
"I love
you," Harry says suddenly, surprising us both. The words burst from his mouth
like they'd been dying to leave his lips, and he has trouble looking at me. "I
mean it," he adds a moment later, his voice cracking, and my eyes never leave
his face. "Even if the Sparks are wrong, and we're not
soulmates. I just wanted you to know in case-anything ever happened." He
doesn't elaborate. He doesn't need to.
"But I'm
not afraid anymore," he continued, "because..." He glances upward and shakes his
head before meeting my eyes again. "Amor vincit omnia,
right Luna?"
He remembered.
Harry
wasn't unhappy with the Fates' decision.
He loved me.
If I were
anyone else, I might have thought it was too good to be true, but I'm not
anyone else. I'm Luna Lovegood. I believe in the impossible, in the improbable.
I believe
in love. (Though with a name like mine, I suppose you'd have to.)
"Oh Harry,
I love you too," I cried, throwing my arms around his neck, and I hear him let
out the breath he'd been holding. I kissed him and a laugh escapes his lips; my
hair tickles his nose.
Harry
grinned and leaned in to kiss me again. His lips are warm, and pretty, even,
when you look at them, and they're just right for mine-our kisses are perfect,
even the one where we both missed and my nose was injured in the process.
(Harry pecked it fondly in apology, and I felt much better afterwards.)
Some time
after our kissing session ended and the both of us had caught our breath, Harry
spoke again. His grin had faded.
"I have
something else to tell you," he said quietly, standing up. He shifted to gaze
out at the lake, hiding his face.
I stood up
as well. I didn't know what Harry was going to tell me, but I doubted it would
be happier news than his confession of love earlier. Harry took my hand in his,
as if bracing me, and leans down to whispers in my ear; I am not sure if it is
because he is worried that someone will overhear somehow or because he is
trying to tell me the news gently.
With a few
well-chosen words Harry drops the bomb-he's going to hunt for the Horcruxes with Hermione and Ronald in an attempt to destroy
Lord Voldemort, and he doesn't know when or if he'll
be back.
I pull my
hand away from his. "You're leaving me," I translate flatly. I know it sounds
selfish, but it's hard not to be upset. I don't look at him, instead turning to
watch the sun's reflection turn the lakes surface gold as it began to descend.
"It's not
like that," Harry says, reaching for me, but I take a step backwards, away from
him. Vexed, he sighs. This isn't going as planned, I'm sure. "Don't make it
harder for me than it already is. I don't want you to be in any danger."
"And I'm
not now?" I ask. I understand Harry's concern and his mission one hundred
percent, but did he really think I'd let him leave me now, after he told me he
loved me? After I felt my heart grow larger than I'd ever thought possible,
after I had told him too, that I loved him? Harry was my best friend. We
laughed and told each other stories and secrets, we did our homework together,
and we watched sunsets before Dinner, just like we were doing now...
"I know,"
he responded, taking my chin in his hands. I try to turn away, but Harry's grip
is soft but firm, and he locks his emerald eyes onto my moonstone-colored ones.
"That's why I wanted you to come with me."
It is the
second time in one day that Harry has surprised me with such an announcement,
and honestly I don't know if I can take another. I feel shell-shocked indeed,
and Harry sees his opening and rushes on. "Luna, I can't protect you if I can't
see you." He took a breath. "I sent an owl to your dad this morning. I'm
escorting you home tonight, and I plan to discuss it with him then. That is, if
you want to go with me," he added, lightly running his fingers down my chin
before releasing it from his hold.
"I do." My
tone is definite, and Harry seems heartened by my answer.
"It'll be
hard," he warned anyway, even though we both knew it was useless. "We don't
have much to go on and there's a good possibility that Voldemort
will be trying to kill me, even if he doesn't know what I plan to do. His
allies are everywhere. We can't count on anything."
"Tell me
something I don't know." My eyes are stinging, and I hope Harry doesn't notice
they are watering up. "I don't care,
Harry. I need you like you need me, and I'll follow you."
The grin
has found its way back to Harry's face, even if his eyes are still fairly
worried. I had to admit that I was a little scared too. Harry was right, it was
going to be very dangerous, but his mission was one that had to be done. If he
needed me in order to do that, I'd help him. I'll be there for him.
"Now let's
go talk to Daddy," I say resolutely, wrapping my hand around Harry's fingers
and beginning to lead him up the hill to the castle doors. "I hope he won't be
too disappointed about me not being able to see the Wrackspurts
in Finland with him over the holidays..." I add
lightly, leaning my head against his shoulder.
"I hope so
too," Harry agrees, kissing my forehead.
My
boyfriend is going to meet my father for the first time, but there are going to
be larger hurdles to jump. We can't be sure about everything, but that's simply
the way it's supposed to be, the way the universe works.
...Still, it
can't hurt to tell Harry there's Daddy is very fond of the Buttercreamier
Jumbo Mints sold at Honeydukes...
Fin. (Really!)