A MATTER OF TRUST:
"At this point, The Doctor had me comfortable with the idea of her, after all without her I would be dead without the date she gave me, still only just one does not listen to stories about the doctor and can still find the courage to fully trust her; some stories still gave me nightmares to this day.
"I still needed to understand the whole purpose of this exercise was to finally grasp what she was, what she wanted and what was after her-survival depends on knowing and after everything the doctor has become a centerpiece in the game of existence if we time lords are to survive we need to understand.
"This is before I started sending this messages-but only just. This is me smoothing out the rough angles before risking you, I know I'll never see the twin suns again death is the only end to this, I still doubt who will kill me the council or the doctor maybe they are playing with me use me as an example for those who go looking where they are not supposed to.
"Anyway, after I killed the agent the doctor contacted me almost as if she knew, so she set the date and the planet and I went with a gun, of course, I was not stupid she went unarmed not that she needed a gun to kill someone is the stories I heard are correct,but the important part was that she showed me,showed that all her relics, artifacts, treasures, and junk are not just for show-our shady friend is the real deal,I won't lie the moment I learned that was the worst in all my lives just because I never believed someone could be so afraid as I was at that moment.
"While time lords like you and me have been sitting in Gallifrey, waging wars against Daleks and other enemies or trying to get ourselves out of a pocket universe, The doctor has been playing stellar engineer which she isn't, Not by common understanding, anyway, In drawing strength from curiosity and using knowledge, this willy bastard has done the unthinkable.
"while the high council has been using the doctor as an agent in exchange for freedom the doctor has been using that freedom to steal, plan and learn.
"Now, I make no promise that what's she's done was ever intended for the greater good, point, in fact, I actively doubt it. but here we are.
"she's been planning this for a while she has too many favors everywhere, has destroyed whole planets, I don't doubt the good she has done the lives she has saved are both out of the good of her hearth and happy side effects the doctor does care but at the end of the day her plans whatever they are;seem to be the catalyst of their goodwill.
"here the big thing, her tardis it's old but still lives like a new model why? she has done alterations too many I've detected Osirian tech, tardis from newer models, Dalek tech and who knows what else, the result that tardis can survive the end of the universe she did not say it but I think her long-con is that too escape whatever the hell is coming our way, or maybe is a weapon to fight, she says she is willing to fight but I fear she'll just jump ship at the end but she is our only chance unless we prepare ourselves.
"Purity of intent aside, this is her game, she says that something is coming, a storm and she alone can help us, but she refuses to tell me what is this storm, I got tired pulled a gun to her head she just laughed and smiled that winner's smile. Told me I would not understand. I almost shoot her. but she had won, she had put doubt in my mind, was all just a joke to get me off her trail? is there a storm? maybe she is just a crazy renegade?.
"The doctor can't be trusted.
"If what she showed me is true a storm is coming and we must prepare ourselves.
"here is the plan: you need to show this to the council, we can't know exactly what's coming so we'll have to trust the doctor until the end because she has left us with no choice sounds like a bad idea, but sometimes bad ideas are our best option sometimes...
"they are the only option...
a renegade agent final words before returning to the hunt for hidden truths.
I HOPED YOU LIKED THIS, THIS STARED WITH THE IDEA TO SHOW HOW IF YOU GO DEEP INTO THE DOCTOR WHO LORE THE DOCTOR BECOMES A SHADY CHARACTER I HOPED I EXPENDED SOMEONE's MIND SO AS THEY LOOK INTO THE DOCTOR AND WHAT SHE'S DONE FROM A PLACE WHERE IS NOT ALL THE GOOD GUY DEFETS THE BAD GUYS THE DOCTOR IS THE DESTROYER OF WORLDS NOT JUST ONE WORLD AT LEAST IF YOU TAKE ANYTHING TAKE THIS GALLIFREY WAS NOT THE FIRST OR LAST WORLD THE DOCTOR DESTROYED AND I KNOW HE DID NOT DESTROYED GALLIFREY BUT THAT IS NOT THE POINT.