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I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface


Numb:

She was tired of it all. She was tired of being manipulated, abused, and used by the same person she looked up to.

She had lost all faith in the man and was stuck under the surface.

She was pushed too far and lost track. She wondered what Ozai wanted from her, she wondered what he wanted her to be.

She was under pressure, always forced to walk in his shoes, trying to see the world from his point of view.

She tried changing, and it somewhat worked. She wanted to be new.

She was so used to the abuse that she became numb. Numb to the point where his presence didn't matter anymore.

However, she became more aware of what she was doing.

She wanted to be more like her, what she really wanted to be instead of being what Ozai wanted to be.

She tried really hard to let him know that he was something her.

She knew that Ozai was holding too tightly, that he was afraid to lose control of her.

Everything that he thought she would be had fallen apart right in front of him.

Every step that she took was another mistake to him.

She couldn't waster another second as it was becoming more than what she could take.

She was so used to the abuse that she became numb. Numb to the point where his presence didn't matter anymore.

However, she became more aware of what she was doing.

She wanted to be more like her, what she really wanted to be instead of being what Ozai wanted to be.

She knew that in the end that she may end up failing too.

But she also knew that Ozai was once like her with someone disappointed in him too.

She was so used to the abuse that she became numb. Numb to the point where his presence didn't matter anymore.

However, she became more aware of what she was doing.

She wanted to be more like her, what she really wanted to be instead of being what Ozai wanted to be.

She couldn't feel him there anymore

As she laid in the pearly pool, soaked in her blood.