Author's notes: This is chapter 12 of my adult fan fiction story A Villain's Payback. It mostly involves Kim Possible, Shego and Motor Ed. With some minor parts including Dr. Drakken & Ron Stoppable.

I do not own the rights to Kim Possible nor do I make any money from this story. It is purely for entertainment. It's more of a thriller then sexual however...

** WARNING: This story will have sexual content. Chapter 12 is SFW.**

A Villain's Payback

A Kim Possible Story

By Chris Palmer X

Chapter 12 - What Shego Has To Live With

Later that same day, Kim was lying on her couch watching the local news. The news story was about an auto body shop that was burned to the ground.

Ron comes in from the Kitchen, "Is that Ed's shop?"

"I think so. It was dark and I was inside of it so I...I don't want to talk about it. Not..."

She stopped talking when she heard a knock at the door.

Ron answered it.

It was Shego.

Kim looked at Shego in the doorway and said in a very dry tone, "What do you want?"

Ron looked at Shego too and told her, "I don't think she wants to see you."

"Listen, I saved your ass from those two raping ass holes. If you let me in I'll show..."

Kim told Ron, "Let her in."

Ron asked Kim, "I have to make a quick run to the store. Do you need me to stay?"

Kim looked at the TV and told him, "No, I'll be OK. Despite what you think of Shego I think we need to have a talk anyway."

Ron let Shego in and he left.

Shego saw that Kim was watching the news.

Kim asked, "Do you think Dr. D & Motor Ed survived?"

"I don't know and I don't care. They deserved to burn in hell for what they did to you."

Kim asked, "You could have just let them continue fucking me and then kill me. Why did you save me?"

Shego told her, "Listen Princess, we've had our disagreements but we respect each other. What they did was wrong on all levels, even for a villain like me. I really thought they would just beat you up and torture you or something."

Kim was not impressed with that answer, "Oh, is that all?"

"Dr. D and those other villains put you though so much back when you were in high school. You're a tough girl. I thought you could handle it. But I saved you so now we're even for you kicking me into that tower!"

Kim got angry, "Seriously?"

She stared at Shego and then gave her an ear full, "What I did to you back then was at the end of battle and you would have done the same thing to me if you had the chance. What you did to me last night, capturing me and leaving me with those two, KNOWING how much they hated me, that was cold, calculating revenge. That makes what you did even worse in my eyes. There's no honor in that and I expected better from you."

Shego looked away, "Shut up I feel bad enough as it is."

"Good, I hope you feel bad for a long time."

Shego sighed and said, "Well, this will help you more then it helps me." She gave Kim a briefcase. It was the $500,000 dollars she was paid to capture Kim.

Kim was disgusted by the idea. "Is this the money Ed paid you to capture me? "


"I don't want it."

Shego was a little angry, "Why not? Couldn't you and monkey boy use it?"

"Of course we could but I'm not taking money from the person who was paid to capture me and ultimately have me drugged and raped!"

Shego shouted, "I wasn't paid to have you raped!"

"I know. You were only paid to capture me and leave me with two guys who hated me for always busting them. Two horny older men with a heavy grudge ageist me! Did you really think they were going to obey your rule? No, you can keep the dirty money Shego."

"I don't want it now. Donate it or something. Every time I look at that case it just reminds of what I did wrong."

Kim was angry, "So you want to get rid of it so you're not reminded of what you did wrong? Shego, I hope that every time you smell motor oil you think of what Ed sprayed all over me. I hope every time you see an audio body shop you think of what they did to me. I hope every time you see chains they reminded you of how those two men tied me up and…"

Shego put her hand in front of Kim's face, "Alright, I get it."

Kim responded with, "I appreciate that you saved me but this should have never have happened in the first place."

Shego looked away.

Kim told her, "Take the money Shego. I don't want it. Give it to a homeless man or something."

"What? NO! I'm not a hero like you."

"Really? You saved me."

Shego yelled, "Do you want me to turn myself in? Is that what you want? Will that make us even?"

"No. I don't want you to turn yourself in and this isn't about making us even, Shego. I want you to live with the guilt that what happened to me is YOUR FAULT!"

Kim pushed Shego down in a chair and Shego fell into it with no resistance. "Here, let me paint you a picture. After you were paid to capture me and you left, they tickled tortured me. I thought, this isn't so bad. These dorks don't know what real torture is but then Ed sprayed me with motor oil. It smelled gross. Then he sprayed me with water from that hose you squirted me with. It stung! He shot me with that high pressure hose - in my pussy, Shego. IT HURT LIKE HELL! Oil torture and water torture? Boy, was I ever wrong. At that moment I realized they were just toying with me when they first started. I kicked and tried to get away as they continued to tickle torture me again but I couldn't get away. After a while I got tired from kicking and laughing so much and I wondered what the hell was next. After that, Dr. D, your ex, got board so he drugged me with something. Whatever that cocktail was…it warped my mind! I felt like I wanted to do the things I never did before. I wanted them to punish me. How the hell did that idea even get in my head? That drug wasn't like the mind control chip but I couldn't help but 'want' to do the things I did with them. In the back of my mind I knew what I was going on but I couldn't stop. It was as if my ability to hold back any desire I knew was wrong disappeared. My ability to know right from wrong was…gone!"

Shego sighed and listened to Kim's very true words. Even though, deep down, she's has the cold soul of an evil villain, the guilt of what happen to Kim was eating her up inside. She whispered, "I know."

Kim didn't pay attention to what Shego said as she continued her rant, "Shego, they made me suck their dicks. I wore there jiz smeared all over my face like a prize. Your ex fucked me up the ass while I was tied up!"

Shego couldn't take it anymore. She looked down and felt really bad whispering the same words as before but a little bit louder, "I know."

Kim yelled, "Look at me. Did I paint a vivid enough image for you yet? LOOK AT ME!"

Shego looked up at Kim as she continued, "I hope I burned that image in your brain, Shego. I hope it haunts you for the rest of your life! I want you to live with the image of me being RAPED for a long time. No matter how you felt about me in the past or how you feel about me now YOU set the ball in motion for this to happen to me. Live with that!"

Shego finally yelled, "I know!"

Kim asked, "What do you mean, 'I know?"

"I know because Dr. D did it to me too!"

Kim is shocked, "He what?"

"A few weeks after Ron broke his leg, he shot me in the ass with that stuff while I was in the shower. I was rinsing my hair so I was distracted and 'pop' right in my ass cheek. I was furious at first but it took less than 5 minutes and I forgot how mad I was. That stuff turned me into a horny sex crazed animal."

Kim looked at her in disbelief as Shego took a breath and then continued, "When I woke up a few hours later my ass hurt like hell and there was still dried cum on my chin. I knew what he did to me and how he took advantage of me so I burned his layer down and left him for good. I only let him live because…only because…"

Shego sighed and continued, "…I only left him stay alive because at one time I did love him."

Kim looked Shego in the eyes and started to weep.

Shego told Kim more, "I realize now that Dr. Drakken was just a very – VERY - horrible person."

Kim finally talked, "You knew how it felt and you captured me and left me with them anyway?"

"I thought the threat of burning them alive would stop Dr. D from using that stuff on you. Remember, oil gun and my power? They look pretty scared!"

Kim gave Shego an evil look!

Shego confessed, "Obviously, I was wrong."

Kim turned around and started to cry.

Shego got up and said, "I know what I did was wrong. I punished the men who did it and they'll never hurt anyone like that ever again. Right now, all I can say is…I'm sorry."

Shego reached her arm out, as if she wanted to hug Kim, but then…she didn't.

Shego closed her eyes and sighed. She knew her relationship with Kim is badly tarnished.

She took the briefcase and was about to leave, "Listen Princess, I still don't consider us "friends."

"I don't either. Not after today."

Shego swallowed her pride because knowing she would never be friends with Kim again really hurt. She ended with, "But if you ever need anything Princess, anything at all, just call. I'll be there. No questions asked."

"I know. Thanks again for saving me."