kasumi pov

ren is hiding something from me he's been avoiding me since the kendo accident.

I walk around my room for a little bit looking at the patched hole in our wall.

I wonder what's going on with me why would Ren want to avoid me I have to dig for info.

I open my closet and see a bloody pair of my clothes

"AAAAAAA WHATTHEHELLISTHAT" my head is really starting hurt Ren didn't come immediately because he's one of his mysterious adventures outta of all the times Ren could be missing why now.

"the memories of the horrible crimes I committed are rushing through my head my stomach was not in sound shape.

I ran to my bathroom and then proceeded to empty out the breakfast I made this morning into the toilet.I kasumi ayase a murderer the suwahara decapitator tears flow out of my eyes.

does Ren know and he's conflicted on what to do about me or is he avoiding me because he can't face me again but doesn't want to turn me in.i hear an knock on my door I put my body against it.

"kasumi I'm coming in" he already push me away like I was nothing

"Ren don't please don't I'm a"

I can see the tears and rage in his eyes it wasn't quite directed at me.

"k-kasumi please don't tell me you remember it was only I who was supposed to carry this sin I wanted you to live your life in peace without guilt."

"Ren I could still do it I can try at least for you just know my most of my money going towards to the families I've put in grief."

"kasumi your not a murderer do you remember what state of mind you were in you even had a distorted voice I wasn't coming near you because of them" who ever Ren was talking about had to be scary to make him avoid me.

"just be careful Ren I'm going to lie down" I think I'm going to go help people work at an orphanage or as a teacher or something maybe start going to homeless shelters.

"oh yeah kasumi you might have a longer life span than others knowing how old those bastards are oh yeah and be careful with your strength"Ren says this to me and every recent event clicked in my head I have to live with for a very long time more tears falls from my eyes.

"alright Ren"

I gotta help people I have blood on my hands I don't want to think about it anymore this is just too much for my head

the end I just wanted to see how far I could go with this idea I just want to say this is one of many more one shots and series.