She'd had sex.
Róisín tossed and turned in her bed, a strange feeling of emptiness and awareness centered between her legs. She had just had sex. It wasn't like in the movies or romance books where the hero gently caresses the heroine and calls her beautiful and she has a million orgasms. It was…she wasn't really sure if there was a word for what had transpired. Intimidating, definitely, but it also stung and was kind of…erotic. She tossed the term in her head; if erotic meant touching herself in her professors' bed while he listened for her to orgasm.
A jolt passed through her. She'd touched herself in Snape's bed! She turned over in her bed and shoved her face into her pillow. Hoping that it would swallow her up as white-hot shame crept up her face making her blush. She'd came in his bed. On his sheets and everything! Did he smell it when he entered the room? Did he get the sheets changed? WAS HE SLEEPING ON IT? Another jolt passed through her, and she grabbed the blankets around her waist and threw them over her head. She felt something stir between her legs. She'd had sex with Snape. Maybe she could asphyxiate by keeping her head in the pillow.
She'd had sex. With Snape. She could imagine what Anna would whisper in her ear during mealtimes and in private; peppering her with questions and friendly teases. She'd probably ask what his penis looked like – his penis! Róisín wanted to dive into Noon's Hole and stay at the bottom of the watery cave. She'd touched his penis. Okay well, technically he'd touched her with in. But the in transitive property (her da had drilled maths into her head since she'd started Hogwarts, and insisted he wouldn't let her fall behind) his penis had touched her and that meant she'd touched his penis.
She'd never even imagined that he'd had genitals… she knew he had them, especially after… tonight. But he'd always been an ominous head and hands in a black robe. But now she knew. Cringing into a ball. She'd had sex with Snape. And she still had to do homework for his class. That was not like in the muggle movies she and her muggle friends had secretly stolen from a video store and watched they was 15. The girl in that had sex with her teacher and she'd been excused for missing work. Though Róisín knew if Snape had excused her from work, she'd probably feel her skin melt off her. Especially if it meant she'd have to do the things the girl in the video did.
But she could stay at Hogwarts. She could stay a witch, she just had to have sex with Snape.
Oh, sweet Jesus, Mary, and Joseph. She'd just had sex!
Okay, i wasn't going to write any more and then i thought of this. so i think i'll expand to a few one shots of missing scenes and in betweens. Enjoy while we wait for Nilsia. this scene takes place after Róisín goes back to her dormitory after she'd had sex with Snape for the first time.