5AN: Okay, so here's chapter 4 to feed my little birdies. I know some of you wanted more Bella/Jasper content, and we will get there, but you have to remember that this triad is being written by a poly-sexual who has never had sex with a penis herself, so you gotta understand that I enjoy writing my femmeslash and will lean more in that direction. This chapter does have our triad having some fun together initially, but it turns into a Bellice-centered chapter for the most part, so I apologize for those who asked for more Bella/Jasper. I do promise he and Bella will have their own time to build on their relationship before the end of this story, and if I feel I haven't met your quota, I'm sure I can squeeze in a epilogue or 'behind the scenes' chapter somewhere.
That being said, I hint at some more alternative bond-mate intricacies in this chapter that I haven't written anywhere else. Hopefully some of you will enjoy it, others might be confused or dislike it. We'll see. My partner read it and said they enjoyed it so I gotta go with 12 years of marriage on this one lol.
That being said, I have run out of pre-written chapters because I have become extremely obsessed with another fic I've been writing on non-stop for the last few weeks. I will finish this story, as it is definitely one of my favorites, but I expect at least a few weeks for the next chapter to hit. I appreciate everyone being patient with me and all the likes, reviews, and just general support you've all thrown my way. You're truly an amazing audience to write for.
Bella
After our loving declarations, we decided by unanimous vote to take advantage of the large shower in order to get cleaned up after our rather debaucherous activities. Admittedly, we got quite dirty during the shower, which I think we all knew was bound to happen. I can't say I didn't mind encouraging my two vampire mates to put on a show for me while I lathered my body with my favorite body wash that Alice somehow managed to bring with us.
Watching Jasper lift our pixie mate until her legs were wrapped securely around his waist, only to force her down onto his cock without any signs of strain on his part had me dropping the rag and sliding up behind him. I pressed my breasts into his back, arching my hips into his toned hip in time with his thrust up into Alice, who was moaning frantically at the punishing pace he was setting. I knew neither of us was going to last long, not with the potent eroticism of our shared pleasures, so I reached around Jasper's waist with both hands to find and begin torturing Alice's clit while sliding my other hand down, finding Jasper's thus far ignored balls and began fondling them gently.
Both vampires groaned in unison and before I knew it, my hands were pinned between the powerful immortals as Jasper slammed into Alice one last time, sending them both over the edge as he emptied himself inside of her. Gods, that was one sensation I never thought I would grow so quickly addicted to, but I already couldn't wait to feel him inside me again.
Unfortunately, my two vampires had an entirely different idea as I found myself pulled in between their bodies with my back to Alice as they quickly rinsed the soap away. Her cold hands slid down the backs of my thighs and with a yelp I found my body lifted until my back was pressed against Alice's front, her arms casually holding me under my knees with my legs spread towards Jasper.
He gave one of those clit-stimulating rumbling chuckles of his as he took in my wide-eyed look. "You've had your way with us but now I need to taste my little human mate's pussy before your scent drives me insane." He'd barely finished his sentence before another one of my fantasies came true and dirty-blonde hair got lost between my thighs.
Oh fuck! His tongue was fucking agile! The cold of his mouth was the perfect balance to the heat of the shower, but I was not prepared for just how fast his tongue could move. It was like he was everywhere all at once, and with Alice's arms holding my legs spread there was nothing I could do but luxuriate in the feel of his tongue somehow delving deep inside while his fingers began to torture my sensitive clit. Oh dear gods, I was building up so fast, I couldn't think much less fight off the sudden explosive orgasm, a scream of pleasure filling the steaming shower.
Except he didn't stop, he just kept bringing me higher and higher until I was sobbing from the endless pleasure of it all. Eventually it became too much, pleasure bordering on pain, at which point Alice let me close my legs, her signal for Jasper to kiss his way up my body as I curled in on myself in Alice's arms. Smirking, he leaned in to share a sloppy kiss with his wife while I looked on with a trembling body and tear-streaked eyes. They both moaned in unison as they shared my taste and I could feel a sympathetic pulse of pleasure jolt unwillingly through my core. 'Unwillingly' because I didn't think I could stand on my own at the moment let alone survive another orgasm.
The next several minutes were spent with me luxuriating in having my mates finish the job I had started of washing, paying delicate attention while washing sensitive areas. I think they both knew I was at my limits sexually, at least for the next several hours. That's one thing I wouldn't miss when I was turned, exhaustion. I would never again grow tired, nor would I succumb to sleep. I literally had eternity at my fingertips and I was anxious to get this trip to Alaska over with so our happily forever after could begin.
I was still drying my hair in front of the mirror minutes after our shower, admiring the various marks that dotted my body from our amorous adventures over the last few hours. I expected to feel embarrassed or shy in the aftermath, but all I felt was contentment and love. Being with Alice and Jasper was everything I'd ever dreamed it would be and more. I was just so comfortable with them that the three of us walking around naked didn't bother me at all. Well, it did make me hot and bothered, because you can't look upon literal perfection in the form of the two most gorgeous vampires to ever walk the planet and not react.
Alice appeared in the doorway to the bathroom, a mischievous grin on her beautiful face. She had changed into a new pleated skirt with an adorable red and black checkered pattern that barely reached mid-thigh, a flirty little matching crop-top showing off her pale midriff. "Beeeella! I hope you don't mind but I picked you out an outfit."
My eyes narrowed suspiciously at the little pixie, wondering at the hand that was hidden out of sight behind the doorway. But I also knew what clothes I'd brought with me so I knew it couldn't be anything too bad so I gestured for her to join me in the bathroom. "Let's see what the fashionista has managed to put together from the scraps of cloth I call casual wear."
Alice's smile only seemed to grow and I suddenly had a terrible sinking feeling in there pit of my stomach. There's no way she could have planned that far ahead that she already had something prepared for me!
Alas, I was proven wrong when Alice stepped fully into the room, hidden arm draped with a royal blue dress that looked as if it were perfectly tailored for me. Knowing the seer, she'd probably gotten my measurements and made this dress from day one. "As if I would disrespect my mate's privacy by going through her things! Nope, I just so happen to pack a few extra outfits that I've been dying to see you in. And would you look at that, it's just your size!"
I groaned, closing my eyes and letting my head fall into my palm. "You can't possibly have known to bring clothing for me when I already packed almost all of the clothing I owned."
When I looked up after Alice remained silent, I noticed she actually looked a bit uncertain, and that was just not a look that should ever appear on her beautifully exotic features. "Hey," I murmured as I closed the small distance between us, lifting her chin so I could catch her worried gaze. "I was only teasing, Ali. I know whatever you choose for me to wear would look amazing."
Her smile was slow in coming, but she still held a bit of doubt in her amber gaze. I pulled her into my arms, unable to stand the thought of my little Alice ever feeling self-conscious.
Her voice was hesitant when she pulled back to meet my eyes, and in her gaze I saw her hesitancy burned away by a terrifying amount of hope and love. "I've always seen you becoming one of us," she admitted slowly. "And no matter what scenario brought about your change, you were wearing this dress. I think I packed it because I wanted this to be one of those visions, because you're always smiling at me with such happiness." Her gaze turned watery as she leaned in and kissed me, her arms tightening gently around me. She pulled away before the kiss could turn heated, but I still felt breathless as she continued. "I never understood the context until now, why you were looking at me with such love."
"Well that's easy to answer," I responded teasingly, "it's because from the moment I met you, I loved you. I didn't know what kind of love it was at first, but suddenly you were there and everything was brighter."
"Then I stepped in frame," Jasper cut in from the doorway, making Alice and I to turn to him with matching loving smiles, "and the monogamy default set in and forced that love to remain platonic."
I couldn't help the smirk I sent his way, taking in his jean-clad hips and open button-down. "Oh like you weren't in the same category, Mr. Tall, Dark, and Dangerously Sexy."
He flashed his sharp teeth at me, causing an uncomfortable tightness in my abdomen as I pressed my thighs together. "All that aside," he went on, ignoring my aroused state, "We're flying in to Alaska, loves. I don't think that dress is going to do much to block freezing cold temps."
Alice's eyes went comically wide as if she hadn't considered that. "Shit, I think my mind already sees you as a vampire because I completely forgot."
I couldn't help but giggle at the adorably flustered look on my pixie mate's face. "It'll be fine, love. I promise to wear the dress the moment we get settled in. In the meantime, I think a winter-weather shopping trip is in order."
At the mention of me willingly volunteering to go shopping, Alice's eyes brightened until she was practically vibrating in my arms. I couldn't help but realize that I was still naked and wrapped very intimately with my lovely pixie mate, my body betraying my arousal once again. "How about you go pick me out something from my wardrobe," I commented teasingly, "while I try to tame the mess you two made of my hair."
Alice backed her way towards the door, a sly grin making me bite my lip. "Like you didn't enjoy every second of it, love."
The two had slipped out of the bathroom before my reply came, but I said it anyway knowing they'd hear. "We're investing in hair ties in the future, just so you're aware!"
"Won't matter," came Jasper's reply, "I have so many ways I want to have my hands in that beautiful hair of yours. A piece of elastic is not going to stand a chance."
I found myself grinning as I finished drying my hair before starting the arduous process of brushing out the length. I was considering cutting it shorter but then I realized that would be my length for eternity and I figured it would be better to start long and shorten it later if it still felt cumbersome. Poor Alice had told me how much she wished she could have longer hair, since she woke up without any of her human memories with her currently pixie-cut length hair. I absolutely adored the short style but I wished she'd had a choice like me.
"I can see the steam all the way from the room," Alice teased from the doorway. "What's got that wonderful mind of yours occupied?"
She handed over one of my short-sleeve flannel button-downs, along with a pair of cutoff jean shorts I hadn't worn since the last time I'd been in Arizona. Damn had it really only been a few months? It seemed like a lifetime ago that I was raising Renee, compared to the clusterfuck my life had become until this trip.
I had slipped on the comfortable outfit before I answered, my mind finally seeming to catch up with everything. "I was just thinking about how much I love your hair, which devolved into thinking about your gorgeous amber eyes, then I derailed at the station thinking about those lips, and what were we talking about?"
Alice's giggle was adorable as she took ahold of my shirt and pulled me to her, unbuttoning the top two buttons before leaning in to plant a quick kiss on my lips before pulling away. "I know a lot has happened since you came into our lives. It feels like you've always been part of us, as if the rest of our lives were lived on pause until you showed up. As much as Jasper and I have loved each other, I know now that there was always this sense of waiting, like we weren't quite complete even though we were perfect together."
I smiled, pulling her close, surrounding myself in her sweet, comforting scent. "I know what you mean. I didn't feel like I started actually living my own life until I moved to Forks and met a family of vampires masquerading as high schoolers." She gave one of this tinkling giggles that sounded like wind chimes. "I'm just so happy the three of us are here together now. Can you imagine what it would have been like if I wound up staying with Edward?! I'd probably wind up jumping off a cliff."
It turns out shopping with my 'girlfriend' Alice is much different than shopping with 'best-friend' Alice. Namely, the lack of privacy in my dressing room while Alice 'helped' me into a few different combinations of outfits, after she had selected over a dozen items. And by 'help' I obviously mean that she found every opportunity to have her hands roaming my body until I was a writhing mess panting with my bare ass pressed against the cold mirror while Alice knelt down-"to pick up these very important hangers I dropped"-and began running her palms up the fronts of my bare thighs.
Jasper, the poor dear, had to drop Alice and I off under the awning of a nearby mall to hide her from direct sunlight, so he was unfortunately left out of our little foray into my first experience of having sex in public. It wasn't my fault that Alice insisted on joining me in the same dressing room, and it surely wasn't my fault that my hands couldn't resist helping her out of her own clothing. I might take a small bit of responsibility for her current position as she massaged my thighs apart since I was the one who ran my fingers through the already plentiful wetness between my thighs before rubbing them across her lips, which may or may not have led to her suckling my fingers clean with a black-eyed growl of hunger.
I was biting my knuckles at the first contact of her tongue against my wet folds, her cool mouth working me over nearly as fast as Jasper had in the shower that morning. Where his mouth and fingers had been everywhere all at once, Alice was deliciously focused on my clit while quickly working two fingers inside my clenching core. Gods, her tongue felt like magic, her lips velvet-soft yet impossibly firm as she suctioned my clit between her teeth, her tongue bringing me quickly over the edge as my body clenched around her curled fingers, my breath hissing out in breathy whimpers when all I wanted was to scream my pleasure to the heavens.
Alice took her time cleaning up her mess, paying particular attention to the trails of fluids that had leaked down my thighs. She was nothing if not a gentlewoman. The next moment she stood up and kissed me soundly before proclaiming that we would buy everything. I made an effort to complain, I really did, but after she'd shown me the very large number of zeros in her current bank account, I felt my guilt withering away. Then it hit me that I'd only tried on a few of the actual outfits and suddenly I knew I had been had. And quite spectacularly in a public changing room.
Damn, I think I was going to learn to enjoy shopping with my girlfriend regardless of the exorbitant amounts of money she decided to spend on an unnecessary amount of winter clothing. I mean, they planned to turn me as soon as we got settled in so the likelihood of any of those outfits actually getting worn was slim.
"We still need to blend in when you've gained enough control to be around people," Alice had explained quietly when I made a fuss, while the raven-haired cashier with a cute little nose ring and snake-bite stud piercings rang us up with a wide-eyed gaze. Whether it was the wardrobe big enough for three or the fact that Alice was clinging to me with a toothy grin while brushing my hair away to show off some of her marks she'd left there, the girl behind the counter had a permanent blush on her cheeks to match mine. Though admittedly, my flushed cheeks were mostly the aftermath of another glorious orgasm from one of my mates, so I could be forgiven a little teasing when the girl stuttered out our total.
I turned toward Alice with a simpering pout, her own eyes gleaming as she tried to hide her knowing grin from the cashier. "Babygirl," I husked in the best come-hither voice I could muster. "Do you think you could take care of it this time? I'll be sure to...pay you back later." I threw in an obvious wink for good measure.
Alice paused with her hand on her chin, lips pursed before she finally nodded. "Alright, but my husband gets to join this time."
I had to bite my tongue to keep from bursting out laughing, playing along with Alice's version. "Oh, baby, you know I love it when Daddy joins!"
The cashier, poor girl, was so red in the face I kinda feared for her heart at this point. "Come on, baby, we don't wanna keep holding up this cutie. I'm sure she's got more interesting things to do than listen to our nightly routines."
"I d-don't mind!" the cashier squeaked out, startling herself so much she nearly jumped backwards. "I-I mean, it's all cool! To each their own!"
Alice was grinning as she casually swiped her ridiculously high limit credit card. "Sorry, my girlfriend can be a bit of a tease at the most inappropriate times. She can be so feisty, you definitely wanna clean that changing room before the next person uses it." She paused as she was signing her name on the receipt, throwing a wink up at the girl. "Unless you need some...inspiration during your break."
I had to choke back a laugh at the amount of heat in this girl's face. I couldn't imagine what was going through the girl's mind as she squirmed where she stood other than taking said break as soon as possible. Knowing the effect my mate had on humans, it was actually fun to be playing on this end of the game. There was something so deliciously bad about teasing the human in front of us. It was equal parts hilarious and arousing and I didn't think I'd ever experience those two emotions while teasing someone who wasn't Alice or Jasper.
The girl paused only long enough to write something on Alice's copy of the receipt before handing it off to the pixie. She then signaled the other cashier and told him she was going on break and headed straight for the other end of the store where the changing rooms were located. I peeked over Alice's shoulder to find the girl had written a short note: 'Call me if you need a loyal sub,' followed by her name: Amelia, and her number.
"Wow," I murmured, trying not to let my arousal show, "I didn't think we'd actually get her that worked up."
Alice giggled as we gathered our bags, heading toward the exit. "You can't hear what I'm hearing, love. I think she was ready the moment we reached her counter." She paused, tilting her head with an adorable little twitch. "Oh, she can't keep her voice down like you did. Girl's probably a screamer."
I felt my already sensitive core clench and I wasn't sure why this was turning me on, especially considering the fact that I had literally the two most perfect mates in existence. I had to stop on the way out of the store to lean against the wall, panting and pressing my thighs together as I looked at my pixie mate in confusion.
Alice had a Cheshire grin on her lips as she leaned in, her face inches from mine all of a sudden. "You're feeling it, aren't you? You want to hear it don't you? You want to move closer so you can hear what we made her feel."
I gulped, but I could never be dishonest with Alice, so all I could do was nod, my confusion only increasing as Alice leaned in and pressed a kiss to my lips lingering for a brief moment before pulling back slightly. "I wondered if you would experience that feeling while still human. Jasper said it was unlikely but you continue to surprise us at every turn."
I whimpered when she pulled away, her lips so soft that I couldn't help but chase them even as she held me at bay with an indomitable hand at my chest. "Easy, love. We didn't think you would be so susceptible to our mating pheromones." When I just continued staring at her lips with a whimpering sound that was just this side of pathetic, she proceeded to explain quickly, "Despite still being human, you're exhibiting signs of a fully mated vampire, which means you're being excited by others through proxy of your mates. You're getting turned on by that girl's attraction and lust for us."
I nodded again, my head filling with imagined sounds of a mystery woman fighting a losing battle with her moans. I could see her, the cute sway of her dark hair as it wrapped around beneath her ears in a short yet serious style that was contradicted by her various piercings and - in my mind - sweat creasing the loose strands to her forehead. Somehow my imagination was able to approximate some kind of dirty talk based on the few things the girl had said to us and it was driving me crazy!
I looked up in time to notice Alice's considering gaze but I could only guess what she was thinking. I could barely remember my own name, I needed her so bad! I was tempted to find the nearest secluded area and tend to the building ache myself when Alice eventually perked up. She grabbed my arm in a gentle grip, but even still her smooth skin felt abrasive against my oversensitive body, a moan slipping from me as I eventually noticed that we, too, were heading deeper into the store. Specifically, we were making a direct path to the changing rooms and I half-heartedly tried to resist even as every fiber of my being began to vibrate with anticipation.
I knew exactly which room Amelia was in. Even if I hadn't been in there not 10 minutes ago, the quiet music playing on the overhead speakers couldn't quite mask the panting moans from the woman within. Alice was right, she really couldn't hold back her noises. Luckily for my slowly devolving mental state, Alice didn't take us to that door, but quietly and stealthily opened the door directly next to it and pulled me inside.
As soon as the door was locked, Alice pushed me up against the wall connecting to the other dressing room, a keening moan leaving my throat. The silence from the next stall was painful as the store clerk no doubt realized she wasn't alone. Luckily, Alice knew exactly what I wanted as she pinned me to the wall, her hand unbuttoning and delving into my shorts while addressing the girl next door.
"Don't take this as a proposition," Alice started, projecting her voice over the open overhead partition, "But I wasn't about to walk my poor girlfriend all the way back to the car in her current condition." As if to punctuate her point, she quickly found my clit and began circling it with rapid sweeps, surprising an unhindered breathy moan from my lips that was quickly answered with a groan from next door.
"G-Got it! No strings, just-" whatever she did next had her cutting off with a sharp gasp, a thud vibrating against my back "-just pl-pleasure!"
Alice no doubt knew exactly what the girl would say since she managed to time the insertion of two fingers easily into my aching core with the word pleasure. Luckily for us, Alice also chose to kiss me, swallowing most of my moan, though the answering gasp from behind me had my hips bucking forward into Alice's strong fingers. I was so wet and already clenching, I knew I wasn't going to last long with a stranger's panting moans in my ear and the taste of Alice's mouth on my tongue.
What pulled me over the edge was the woman's trembling voice whispering harshly to us between the partition. "Oh fuck! You had her just like this, didn't you? Right up against this mirror! I swear, I can still smell you!"
I felt my body shaking uncontrollably, my orgasm stealing my breath with a guttural exhale as I felt Alice's fingers curling as her palm rubbed my clit in time with her every stroke. In the same breath, an ecstatic sound that was part sob, part laugh accompanied me into bliss. I was in a high like nothing else I've ever felt, save for being with my mates for the first time. After what seemed like hours but was most likely barely a minute, Alice began slowing her pace, gently bringing me down until she withdrew her glistening fingers from my shorts.
I found myself leaning heavily against the partition as Alice grinned devilishly at me. She unlocked our door just as I finish buttoning my shorts, leaning out with that same Cheshire grin from earlier on her lips. "Amelia," she called out teasingly. My curiosity got the best of me as I forced myself to lean out as well, just as the neighboring door opened. The red-faced, panting woman slid into view, a nervous look about her.
"Y-Yes, ma'am?" she answered, voice shy, but even in her disheveled state I found her adorable.
Alice's grin turned into a more genuine smile as she gazed at the other human. "I just wanted to thank you for allowing us to join you in such a manner. In fact," she turned a grin my way before holding up her hand, fingers still glistening with my juices, "I thought you deserved a treat for being such a good girl."
Amelia trembled, a sharp inhale her only response as she whimpered before nodding rapidly. I couldn't find it in me to feel jealous of the other girl, even as she practically lunged and took my mate's fingers into her mouth, groaning as her pink tongue struck out between each digit until Alice eventually pulled her hand away. The poor human looked to be on the verge of cumming again on the spot, but unfortunately the overhead chirped before calling for Amelia to return to the front of the store.
The young woman looked panicked, but Alice just smiled at the girl, and if I weren't still partially in the room I would have missed Alice wiping her fingers on an embroidered tissue before depositing it inside a small plastic baggie. "Just tell them you ran into us on your break and that we wanted to thank you for all your help with handling such a high-value transaction and then flash our receipt. That should keep you from getting in trouble." Alice winked at the human before taking me by the hand and gathering our bags that I hadn't even been aware she'd stashed outside the rooms. Shit, how out of it was I that I didn't even think about the hundreds of dollars worth of clothing we just bought?!
I was just starting to panic myself as we walked away from the human who rushed off back to the checkout. I didn't feel like we'd 'cheated' per say, but I was starting to feel a rush of guilt at how much I had enjoyed the entire shopping trip. Whether she saw my breakdown coming or she could otherwise sense my coming meltdown, Alice quickly pulled me into a small alcove between two unused shops.
"It's okay, Bella," she tried to reassure me. "We didn't do anything that wasn't allowed. It was just you and I in that dressing room, only us touching each other. Getting off to that girl's sex noises is no different than getting turned on by porn. Jasper will totally not be bothered, I promise."
I did my best to let her words wash over me. If anyone would know the outcome of our little weird tryst, it would be Alice. As new as everything was and with all the changes that were happening all around me, I knew to trust my pixie mate to never lead me astray. "I love you," I whispered, voice thick with emotion as I leaned in to press a hard, loving kiss to her sweet lips.
Her answering smile could easily put the sun to shame, though it fell quickly into a thoughtful frown. "I love you, too, but we need to find a bathroom to rinse the smell of human off my hand. I fear what the combined scent of sex and a foreign human might do to Jasper's control."
I felt my eyes widen when I realized what she was talking about. Alice's hands no doubt smelled of my arousal, combined with that girl, Amelia, having licked her fingers clean despite the napkin. I sent my mate a thoughtful gaze as she once again began to gather our bags. "Would this help?" I asked, and before Alice could object, I took hold of that same hand and brought her fingers between my lips. I made sure to trace my tongue over every inch of cool, pale flesh I could reach. I could still taste myself between her fingers and I couldn't help the moan that slipped from me. I was so caught up in my latest oral fixation that I almost didn't hear when Alice fished her cell phone from her purse, looking up to meet her darkened gaze just as she somehow managed to dial a number all while staring up at me with a heated look that dared me to stop.
I couldn't hear the other end of the conversation but I knew Jasper had answered when Alice spoke. "We're done," she said calmly into the receiver even as I continued my ministrations, moving to her palm to tease the smooth skin there with my tongue. "We'll meet you at the south entrance. That's where security is about to escort us to."
With that, she hung up just as a throat cleared nearby, drawing me away from the sweet taste of my girlfriend. "Excuse me, ladies," a deep voice rumbled from what turned out to be a tall, beefy man in a blue security uniform, complete with khaki pants and utility belt that held a taser at his side. "I'm going to have to ask you to leave the mall. We've received complaints from concerned parents about your...affectionate displays."
I barely held back a snort, though I did roll my eyes as we followed the man to the nearest exit. "'Concerned parents,'" I mocked under my breath, knowing Alice could hear me. "More like homophobic parents who can't stand to see two people happy."
Alice managed to juggle at least a dozen bags to one hand so she could grasp my clenched fist until I eventually laced our fingers together. "Do not bother with the opinions of fools, my love. Our sexy hunk of a mate is waiting just outside the doors and then we'll be leaving this town behind."
Fuck, I can't wait!