Nostalgic Bitterness

A/N: I love to write and read things about the order of the phoenix and this idea came to me when I was very bored. For now I will leave it at that unless I think of something else I can add to this so it would be a one chapter thingy.

I would also like the thank Celtic Goth one for helping post these chapters correcting them and also being my bestie buddie. (C.G: *sniff* I feel so special *sniff*)

Disclaimer: If I owned Hp I would be spending my money and writing the next book for everyone

A note from C.G.:

NOSTALGIA- sentimental yarning for the past; regretful or wistful memory of the past. 2. A thing or things which evoke a former era. 3 severe homesickness. {From Greek NOSTOS meaning 'return home') nostalgic is the adjective

Title by our fabulous friend Kitty !MWA!

It was a warm, autumn's night and Harry was still awake. Ever since summer he had the same reoccurring dream about Sirius dying and a piecing scream still ringing in his ears.

Sirius had been the only parent-like figure Harry had, had in his life. There was an empty spot in Harry's life. Everything he seemed to get attached to and loved had left in his life. All he had left was Ron and Hermione.

Countless times he had blamed himself for what had happened. If he hadn't fallen for Kreacher's lie, none of this wouldn't have happened. Sirius would have died ...

Harry's scar had been prickling everyday since then. He knew Voldemort was full of hatred and vowed revenge. All the times he had tried to close his mind off he seemed to be drifting of thoughts of Sirius. Besides his owls his grades had dropped rapidly and so had his attention span ...

The second war was almost on. Harry knew the time was drawing closer and closer as day-by-day past. Many lives had already been taken and one thought was brewing in Harry's mind ... revenge. His mum, his dad and Sirius had died all he ever cared about gone. All because of one evily corrupted bastard ... Voldemort. Tom Mavalo Riddle. Whatever you called him he has still the same person. One sick twisted idiot. His only thought was to create a world ruled by himself and have all muggle born's and half bloods dead and his knew target Harry to be dead so he wouldn't be stopped and his plan would succeed.

As long as Harry lived he vowed to get back Voldemort. For all the things he'd ever done in his existence ...

R+R!