9Title:Blue-eyed boy
Written by: whitesoul
A/N: ahhh...this is PG-13 for kissing...hehehe...no lemon here...gomen...
i know the ending is sad...don't know why i'm in for angst when i
should be celebrating Senru Day with smiles and laughter!
Not to worry...i am planning this to be a trilogy...hopefully a
lemon can be added in the last chapter...enough of ramblings
on to the BLUE-EYED BOY[title inspired by U2'S THE SWEETEST THING]
White canopies decorated with long and frilly pink ribbons
stood outside my white mansion. This was my bachelor party. I couldn't
believe that I was going to wed tomorrow.
Takuya Reiko...
Her name just had a ring in it. Where and when we met
didn't seem to matter...just that we were getting married
tomorrow.
I sighed...as I took a good look around. My parents
talking animatedly to their guests. The whole ex-Shohoku team
were here. Captain Akagi and his petite wife... Sakuragi going for
the nth round at the buffet table. Kogure sempai standing alongside
Mitsui sempai who was still my team mate. Not forgetting...
The Japan National team where I'm now trainning were
also here...Sawakita Eiji, Maki, fujima, the ace from Aichi...
Coach Anzai was there at Miyagi and Ayako's table...
Seems like everyone is here except him...
I couldn't blame him...he had every right to be angry
with me...every right to hate me...every right to ignore
me...
After almost five years together...I broke the news to
him. I lied...
I told him that I wasn't homosexual. I told him that I
just took him in as a close friend. And those kisses...those
kisses we shared meant nothing.
Just an experiment to better myself for the girls...
Who am I kidding?
The band was playing a fast paced tune and couples were
rocking to it. I remembered dancing with him...Dancing at a
party so long ago when we were yet to be more than friends
Slowly...closely...my arms circled around his neck and his
were round my waist...
What was that about me not being homosexual?
I felt him...
felt me...
felt us...
I belonged in that pair of hands...
I could just drown in his sapphire orbs.
I tasted those sweet kisses...
The warmth of our embrace...
His scent lingering...
"What was that about you not being homosexual?"
It was his last words before he turned away...walked out
of my life...six long months ago
I could just live in that memory of us dancing, swaying,
moving in sync.
How...we could understand unspoken words...
If only time would freeze at that moment...
The loud jamming song ended and the soft intro of Utada Hikaru's
First Love floated through the air.
This was the song when he asked...
"May I have this dance?"
I gasped and spun around...
"Akira..."his name escaped my lips.
He offered an outstretched hand. Him... Standing there
with a casual black collared shirt and slacks while me all
buttoned up in a tuxedo.
His eyes searching mine and when they found my blue orbs...
I was caught...
My heart thumping furiously and the ache of not being with
him returned...
The need to be near him arisen revealing my deepest desires...
I took his hand and we stepped into the dance floor. I
circled my arms around his neck and his were on my waist.
The whole crowd seem to be staring at us with their
breaths held. A few shocked gasps from unknowing relatives were heard...
Thankfully my parents just looked on although my dad had that stern, cold
look on his face...the one i regretfully inherited...but I knew that he
wasn't going to start a row...Not when I might just bail out on his multi-
million dollar business deal to take over Takuya Enterprise
My team mates...my friends...if I could call them that...had the look
that read...
"Go on, this is meant to be..."
And all was silent...with only the soothing voice of Utada
Hikaru in the background.
We just danced...swayed...moved in sync...the memories of us flooded
my head. My heart aching...that I let him go...that I pushed away all the love
he offered...that I let him down...
That I hurt him too...
Wordlessly we danced...Eyes bore into each other...
This was it...
This unspoken thing we have that makes me whole...
Tachi tomaru jikan ga
Ugokidasou to shiteru
Wasuretakunai koto bakari
Time like a cloud standing still
I'm asking if it's gonna move
Leave me with things I don't wanna lose
He pulled me closer...I could feel the beating of his heart...as I leaned
my head on his shoulder feeling the steady rise and fall of his chest...
This warm embrace...I could do not but wish that this song will never end.
You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mato koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love, you taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada Kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made
Now and forever...
You are always gonna be my love
And one day if I see another like you I know
what to say
I'll remember to love, you taught me how
You're always gonna be the one
In my mind as I pick away the saddest of saddest
love songs
Till another one will come,
and give me a new one...
Now and forever...
"Duty..."I whispered softly into his ear as the music gradually ended.
"Duty was the part of me that was not homosexual..."
A long and deafening silence fell on the both of us. Then I heard him
sigh...somewhat in defeat.
"I understand..."he said in the barest of whispers...
As we released our united forms our eyes lock once again
and together we moved slowly and gently our lips met...oblivious to our
surroundings...
Just one...the last sweet kiss that means nothing yet everything
all the same
When we part...he whispered words that were barely
audible...
"Aisteru Kaede...my blue-eyed boy..."
A/N: Actually though what do you guys think of the ending...should i or
shouldn't i do a sequal? Feedback is much appreciated...anyways
hopefully the story comes out before 11/7!
SENRUSEN FOREVER!