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Yeah so its a little late, oops. I wrote it when i was eating sweethearts today. This is my first fic up here. be nice, please! Read and Review! if you have any questions e-mail me at LadyYamato . Oh yeah, warning: Sorato. *laughs*
Oh yeah, i dont own Digimon, no duh! too bad though..
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I sat alone in the local coffee shop. It was Valentine's Day and I was alone. Yeah, me, Yamato Ishida...alone. Sure there were tons of girls begging me to spend the day with them. I declined to all the invitations and promises of night I wouldn't forget. I could have gone, but they weren't like her. They didn't have amazing eyes you could get lost in or an awesome personality like she did, they all lacked that breathtaking smile she, and only she, had. I sighed and looked down at my box of sweethearts, you know those little candies with cheesy sayings on them like 'Page Me!' and '2000 Hugs!'?. I had bought a box at the counter with my coffee, you know just to get in the valentine mood.
I lazily opened up the red box and pulled out a yellow heart, I like the yellow ones the best. I rolled the shape back and forth on my finger tips just thinking about her. I read the inscribed message it said 'Love Her.'
'Do I ever!' I thought and popped the candy in my mouth, I rolled it over my tongue letting it slowly dissolve in my mouth.
She was probably out with her date having the best time of her life as she was being sweaped off her feet by him, being feed chocolates and being told the words I wanted to find the courage to speak myself. But no, I sat alone in the coffee shop teaming with love-sick couples whispering sweet nothings to each other and exchanging kisses. It made me sick, Its funny how you only mind that sort of thing when your alone.
'Damn you Saint Valentine, you and you chubby little cupid!' I cursed in my mind at the creator of my sarrows. I started to regret turning down the girls, It would had been fun to at least go out to dinner, nothing more though. Anything is better then being alone. 'Except for being with Jun. Yuck!' I laughed a little.
I still wanted to be with her though, my only love. I heard foot steps come to the edge of my table. 'Great with my luck because I thought Jun's name she's shown up.' I looked up reluctantly but was relived when I saw it was only a waitress, her name tag read Miaka. 'Thank God.' I smiled at her, she blushed, I wanted to laugh a little, it was funny how a simple smile could knock a girl off her feet. 'How come it doesn't work on her? because she was different, she wouldn't just like me because the way I look, like just about every girl I've met.'"Refill?" Miaka held the coffee pot up.
"Yeah, please?" I handed her my cup and she poured me a fresh brew. "Thanks." I offered another fake smile.
"You're welcome!" She smiled. "Happy Valentine's Day!" she offered as she walked away from my table.
"Yeah...Valentines..." I mumbled and dumped another heart into my mouth, that one had read 'Love Me.' I wish she would. I ate another heart thinking of her telling me she loved me.
'Right Ishida! In your dreams. Literally.'I absentmindedly watched a couple across the room. He had just given her flowers, her face was priceless. I watched her tell him she loved him. I'd give anything to hear the one I loved say those words to me and look at me like that. I took a big swig of coffee and chewed a handful of candies as my eyes stayed locked on the mussy couple.
Yeah, tonight was the night of lovers, the night of passion, the night of I love you and I love you too's the night of happiness not for me though, I was alone drowning my sarrows in my coffee cup, or at least trying to. Maybe I wasn't meant to be happy, maybe I took after dad when it came to women, I chuckled to my self. 'Which means I'm hopeless.'Tonight she was with whoever she loved, I knew who she was with. Even my little brother had a valentine tonight, Kari. 'She's a sweet kid, I like her a lot. I'm glad TK is happy, that's all that really matters to me I guess.' They were perfect for each other, Kari and TK. I pulled out another candy, an orange on this time it said 'True Love' yeah that was them, true love to the core. I thought about saving it and giving it to TK when I got home 'Naw, he would laugh at me.' I could hear his insane giggles now, I almost laughed myself but realized a guy sitting alone laughing to himself to himself would be a little weird.
The jingle of the heart shaped wreath on the door tore me out of my thoughts. 'Just another love struck couple.' I dumped out all the hearts in front of me and went away to sipping the warm liquid in my cup.
Reading the read writings made my thoughts turn to her again. I could picture her perfectly in my mind. Her warm rusty-amber eyes that lit up every time she saw you. Her shortish, silky, cinnamon hair that flipped out from her face naturally, framing her face perfectly.
"Sora..."I mouthed and laid my head down on the table. 'Sora, cant you see the way I love you?' Longing was in my tone but then it changed. 'No, I Haven't told you, that's why you don't know, I'm to chicken to tell you, how are you supposed to know. Your not, you love Taichi anyway not me so why does it matter? I cant take you away from the one you love. I cant change your mind.' I rose from my laying position on the table, resting my cheek on my palm. I picked up another sweetheart, 'Dream On.' It read. 'I know! That's all I can do...dream.' Event the little candies had turned against me.
'Yamato Ishida, the most popular, good looking guy in school. Ha! what a laugh! Then why am I alone?' I laughed a little'Whats wrong with this picture?'
I shoved another heart in my mouth and chewed it angrily. It wasn't fair. The place was filling up around me, some couples walked by and gave me pitiful glances as they walked by. could you blame them? I was alone, on valentines. I still couldn't stand it. 'stupid Valentine's Day!' I brought my hand to my head. I was starting to get a head ache, maybe it was because of all the talking and giggling going on around me or I was just thinking of Sora too much that my brain was on overload.
'I want to be with Sora. She's probably in Taichi's arms right now though Its not fair, he doesn't care about her like I do, it doesn't even come close! Why cant she spend the day with me in my arms, letting me hold her and tell her this is the way I feel.' Tears started to form in my eyes making my vision hazy. What a rarity, I hated crying, it seemed so pointless. I didn't want to be alone anymore though. I set my cup down on the table along with the box of sarrow-well...sweethearts and laid my head down to stare at the two objects, a tear slipped down my cheek and plopped on the oak finish of the table top I rested on.
'Stupid! Why do you have to cry!' I yelled at my self.
I couldn't believe I was actually crying in public. I wanted to leave, get out of this hell hole and leave but I couldn't I didn't have the energy to move. Footsteps neared my table again, 'Miaka, my dipsy waitress, great.' I thought sarcastically.
"I don't want another refill." I told her before she started to wish me another happy valentines. I got no reply. "I said no thanks." I tired again still not looking up at her, I didn't want her to see my stained cheeks, how humiliating.
'Just go away!' I wanted to yell at her. There was still no sound from her. "Look, I don't want anym-" I stopped as a sweetheart was placed on the table and slid towards me by a delicate finger, it read 'Be Mine.'
"Be Mine?" I wiped my tears and sat up confused, I looked in the direction that the candy came from.
"Sora!" My breath caught in my throat when I saw her smile. A light blush stained across her soft cheeks. She was gorgeous, indescribable even.
"Well," she asked sheepishly.
"I.." I stood up. "Sora, yeah." Meaning wove throughout my voice. she smiled and I took her in my arms like I had wanted to all night. She held me back.
"Happy Valentines, Yamato-kun." she whispered softly.
"Happy Valentines, Sora-chan." I kissed her lips.
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please please please review! I'm thinking about doing this from Sora's view too, should I? Let me know in your review. Thanks!
-Lady Yamato.