Ok guys a new story but one shot coz in the middle of my other one untitled you have to help with a title by the way.

I do not own sailor moon and for the records, I probably never will but off the record, I am saving up the money. That is off the record.

So this is based on home sickness from the princess serenity, but she's sixteen year old Serena and she's just been blown to pieces by her memories, wonder who's gonna come to her rescue, her mother…no… doesn't sound rite…. Umm shall we find out?

Nobody's home

She has been sat in her bed since she regained the silver crystal she has never left the warm covers. Her friends have not seen her in school for over a week and her parents had not seen her at the table. Her mother has left food for her every morning, lunch and dinner only to find it has not been touched. Thinking it was something else she did not say anything if she had known maybe the princess would be ok now. The senshi did not even know and the disappearance of Darien and tuxedo mask had not helped. But she had been there when they took him, the only man she had loved. Luna her cat had not even seen her she had been locked out and so had been staying around sailor Venus' house with Artimus (spl). Oh mina was beside herself with worry shed even tried to go see her but her mother had said Serena wasn't seeing anyone and every time she herself had gone to see her and given her food Serena had hidden.

It was difficult for the scouts to help the princess when they didn't know who she was, why she was like this or even how they were supposed to help her.

But someone out there knew and she watched the princess sighing deeply every time a memory assaulted her daughter, yes queen Selenity watched her daughter, from the heavens. For she was dead and she knew she was one cause of her daughters pain. The other was the one she had so blatantly told she was not allowed because it could not work now she knew she was wrong so she knew her daughter's heart but Selenity could see him too, he was now evil terrorising the city, and the scouts were there. As her daughters senshi communicator went off she watched a hand snake out and turn off the call for help, the same mistake she had made through out the week leaving the senshi to do it themselves.

I could not tell you why she felt that way,
she felt it everyday.
And I could not help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

Selenity could feel her daughter could feel things getting worse but still she lay there. Serena knew there were problems going about the city unsolved because she did not help the scouts. But she was having a crisis, she knew who she was but where did she belong, the moon or on earth. But she could not go back to the moon because it was desolate, no one lived there it was ruins and she knew it. She could see it in the memories before Beryl killed her. After killing her lover Serena had been the second to last to die, before her mother of course.

Serena watched the days go by through her window and wondered about her friends, she was becoming weak form lack of food but she didn't care it was numbing the other pain she felt at the loss of Darien, her dear prince Endymion.

Getting up she wondered over to the mirror to look at her picture. She was skinny, large bags hung under her eyes, her hair hung limp down her bag, and its sheen she prided herself in was gone. Her bubbly personality had disappeared as well. Sighing she crawled back into bed.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Serenity heard a voice in her ear; it sounded a familiar like some one shed known a long time again. But when she looked she saw nothing but the words said reverberated in her head, 'you've been rejected find the reason why and be strong, be strong for those you love'. Serena got up and out of bed at that thought, she did have to be strong no wonder what the senshi thought of her. But boy would they be shocked. She got dressed ran down stairs and eat everything in sight so she could gain her strength, she grabbed everything senshi, princess or other wise and ran out the house. It was not long before she reached Raye's temple and walking in on them she saw their faces at her exhausted look. She still looked depressed but she was happier today then she had been for ages, "I'm the princess and the reason of my absence was because I wanted to go home and I could hack the fact that it was I that lost Darien to the Nega-verse. It was I who lost him from my side before we had a chance to get back together, he is my love Endymion and I am princess Serenity!"

'I'm a broken soul and I don't know where to be any more but one thing I do know I've made a load of mistakes this past week and I intend on fixing them!" this declaration stunned them even more if it were possible, but they all knew she was back for good, despite the circumstances.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

It was not long before they were in a fight against Endymion; serenity was still heartbroken and broke even more as she saw him there controlling the youma. She never showed what she though, and as they battled him she saw it was impossible to get him back, her dreams of him holding her again began to fade quickly, but among it all she was slowly slipping into that of which she was before depressed and lost. As she began to contemplate the more, he beat her to a bloody pulp but she was still slipping and she did not feel it any more, her faith in her abilities fell with her inability to get him back. She was clumsy and was often saved by the senshi because she could have been killed and Serena was scattered across the park. But as he watched he lost his ability to hit her, he could not do it he did not know why but to watch her fail like this was pulling him to pieces.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah, oh

Serena lay against a tree, muttering she said, "at least I get to go home now if he hits me."

Besides her broken heart she could feel several broken bones, slashes where everywhere across her body, and all she could do was cry over the fact that she had truly lost him. But now she could go home.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

The senshi stood near by dodging attacks and watching her slowly fade away. she was lost, lost for ever.

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

What do you think then guys? Good or not reviews are welcome and I beg for reviews.