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Chapter 1

Sakura woke up at 6 A.M. As usual the place was busy. Unfortunately as she was going downstairs to get breakfast she ran into John.

John started flirting with her shamelessly. Sakura was starting to get annoyed. She said, "John go away, now."

He stalked off. Sakura went back to her bedroom. She closed the door and started to cry. She went to get her book of "Retarded Boyfriends" out. She flipped through the pages and decided John was her first subject.

Sakura remembered the times with him, evaluating everything. John always seemed to be distant. He was a playboy from what it seemed. But he always went to her before she moved on.

She started to write lyrics in her diary.

Why can't you go away?

Every time I'd be moving on.

You come back

Calling my name

You would always leave me

Heartbroken, crying

Crying in my friends arms

To your new girl

I'm tired and done

I'm gonna leave

For the last time

Be the fool.

You may be messed up

But so am I

Our families may force us

Another direction

I'm breaking' free

Away from this vicious cycle

Like always I'm fee

Free from the path

Of an ordinary girl

Of my position

I'm rebelling

Good-bye forever.

She remembered what her mother's motto was; Don't compromise yourself for others, only for yourself.

A tear was on her cheek with the remembrance of her mother. I shouldn't have come back, she thought.

Well let's move on, most of these guys were arranged, she thought. Some were guys I thought I loved. Some guys my dad hated but I liked kind of.

Sakura checked the time to see she stayed up for 2 days! Oh well, she thought, there's my no-sense-of-time.

Author's Note: Hey guys I hope you liked this installment. From here on out these are her problems of life. I will try to update every 2 weeks. So please review!