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Judes POV

So i'm failing history, great, what will i need it for anyway? It's not like im going to university. So why do i need to learn about 'the rise of Hitler in Germany?'Also i have to do a project on the D-day landings on Utah beach, and the stupid make up test next week. If i fail i might not get to graduate. Then my parents would take me back to Canada and i would't get to see Tommy.

"Jude honey" i heard from the door. Oh great just what i need. Let the heartache begin.

"Hi Mom." I said not happily. She can't expect me to be happy with her.

"What's wrong?" She asked. Did she really just say that, i can't belive her. Damn i'm mad now.

"How can you even ask me that? You move me to the other side of the Atlantic, away from my friends, the guy i love, my music and you expect me to be happy? I say slowly very mad now.

"It was for your own good, i've seen the notes he sent you, the were almost stalker like.(AN: yes i note the note was not at all stalker like but mrs Harrison wants to belive that so she will.) See i have one here." She handed the note to me. It was a piece of paper torn out of Tommy's old journal. I remembered that day.

Flash back

"Tommy what are you writing? Come on please." I whinnied he's been writing in that journal of his for ten minutes pausing every two to think what to write next.

"You'll find out soon baby, just be patient and write." He replied.

I looked down at what i had written so far:

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

The chorus as taken me an hour to write. I am so blocked to day. I hear a ripping noise, i look up to see Tommy's finished with whatever he was handed me a neatly folded note. I opened it reading it carefully, smiling as it came to an end.

"On my eighteenth everyone will know about us, and how much i love you." I told him. He said the same moments later. While the note lay discarded on the soundboard.

End of flashback.

That had been the last time we had been in the studio before we had been caught. Tears threatened to fall at the memories.

Choking up i sat "I guess something,s will never change, you will always find someway to make me cry."


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