So much for my happy ending
My first time at a songfic, hope its not too bad.
Actually im not even sure what a songfic is. Ive read a few that said it was a songfic and got the general idea. If im right then a songfic is actually a fiction story where characters feelings are based on a songs lyrics. Ok if im wrong someone please let me know so I don't continue on being stupid.
Hope u like my FIRST songfic and if it sucks let me know so I can improve my future ones :p
For all those who don't know this is the bit where Tidus leaves Yuna after they defeat Sin.
And ok maybe not all the lyrics in the song relates to the fanfic, just some parts made me think of this part(and don't ask me why)
NOTE-Yuna doesn't actually say anything out loud, this is all inside her head. Well what might she have been thinking at that time.
So much for my happy ending.
How can it be a happy ending if the love of your life is leaving you forever? I thought angrily to myself.
There's Tidus standing there looking as if he would fade away any second now. Actually that's what's happening just now. He's about to fade away because we destroyed Sin just so Spira could be a better world for everyone. Better for them of course, they're not the ones that have to see someone they love disappear forever right in front of their eyes. Having to say goodbye is hard. Really hard.
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
Why do you have to leave? Was destroying Sin the right thing to do?
This world is dead to me without you, no one there to always be there and care for me, no one to cuddle and hug me when I feel frightened, no one to…kiss me and tell me that they love me. I feel so…vulnerable. Who was going to protect me now that you're leaving? You were my guardian. You were supposed to protect me from any danger. You were supposed to stay here with me forever…
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
Yeah I thought we could be together. Doesn't look like it anymore.
Why did the Fayth(or whoevers like God in that game, I cant remember) make you come here. To meet me, to journey with me, to protect me and to make me fall in love with you? And then so cruelly taken away from me?
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Is this how its going to end? My was-going-to-be happy-ending crumbling and all those times we were together becoming memories and forgotten? Were you pretending you didn't know this was going to happen all those times?
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
Were you acting you actually loved me? Are you just there watching me now as I fall?
And letting me know we were done
No, no, NO! Not true, not true, NOT TRUE! This cannot be happening, you can't possibly leave me…
Life is just so unfair.
So much for my happy ending