Ok, well actually this is more or less my first story, my first yaoi,my first incest, my first everything when it comes to fanfiction...so be nice to me... I wrote it about a week ago but was a little hesitant on posting it. Enjoy. Oh yes and the title could change because I am not very sure of it right now.

A lot, I MEAN A LOT of Adult content and this is just the first chapter so if you are against, rape, incest, or yaoi. Please do not read.

My Pain, My Life:

The pain, the screaming, the moaning, the touching. Too weak to fight, but too strong to admit it. The voice told him not to fight, but he continued against the strong hands that groped at him. Soon, a large shadow covered him and he was on the floor, his face in the dirt as his clothes were viciously removed.

Laying naked against the ground, a large fist wrapped itself around his waist pulling him up, while a large hand grabbed into a fistful of his moonlit hair.

He continued to fight, bite, punch, kick... anything to get this monster away from him but all to no avail. Soft words entered his elfin shaped ear, cooing him, attempting to calm, telling him that this was just another part of training.

But he knew better, their training had never gone in this direction before, those eyes had never stared at him with so much lust that it frightened him. Panic finally settled in when a hard wet rod pressed against his innocence, all that he had left to lose.

"Please..."

Releasing his pride and dignity all at once, he allowed the tears to fall free from his eyes, leaving a clean line down his dirty face.

"Why are you doing this?"

A soft chuckle rang through his ears, only causing him to cry harder. A long wet tongue licked its way up his cheek, tracing the lines of his tears. He felt as the throbbing rod was now rubbed along his backside, preparing him.

He opened his mouth once again to speak but was cut off by a possessive growl and a hard thrust.

His screams flew forward in an attempt to escape but all he could muster up was a breathless whimper as he allowed himself to fall limp against the larger, stronger body.

His legs kicked weakly in his last effort to be released and he turned his head in desperate need to bite at his captor. But his seme only greeted him with a warm kiss.

"Be a good boy."

A small bark called from his trembling lips as a feeble threat.

The thrusting increased, harder and faster, thicker and longer.

Low growling entered the pup's ear as the monster began to suck and nibble at his pale neck leaving purple and red bruises.

Clawed hands finally released his hair, loosening the pressure on his scalp as it now roamed down the younger demon's chest... he knew where it was heading.

"No, please don't."

"...You'll enjoy it..."

"...I don't want too..."

"...but you will."

That accursed hand now grabbed onto his young manhood, gently petting, as it came to life against his will. A strangled moan arched from his throat encouraging his seme as the stroking became agonizingly rough.

The pup could not control his actions as his hips bucked forcefully against that damned hand, earning a low grunt from the rapist who was still sliding in and out of his bleeding and bruised opening.

He felt so dirty, he wasn't suppose to be enjoying this, it was wrong, so wrong, but it felt so good.

His moaning grew into a frustrated but desperate cry.

"..You're enjoying it."

"..no"

"...Yes you are, I knew you'd like it."

"...I hate you."

The pup screamed, regretting those words as he was nearly torn apart by a hard merciless thrust.

"...Tell me you love me."

He looked up into the cold eyes of his assaulter.

"...Tell...me."

The thrusting slowed to careful strokes as the hand continued rubbing his cock, he knew he would cum soon if this continued.

"...Tell me...you love me."

"...I...I."

His voice was cracking, how humiliating. How dare this monster wish for his love after violating him in such an unforgivable way, but what other choice could he make...

"I...love you, daddy."

A sadistic chuckle came from his father as he leaned forward and bit softly into his pup's ear.

"I love you more, Sesshoumaru."

A soft howl filled the room as Inu no Taisho continued to stroke his son's member, now intent on making him cum. The pup thrusted uncontrollably against the sick pleasure, his eyes clenching shut.

"Please..."

"Shh...it's ok, cum for me little one."

Biting down hard on his lip, Sesshoumaru dug his nails into his father's thighs and threw his head back in pure ecstacy as he thrust a few more times before cumming hard into his seme's hand.

"...daddy..."

A satisfied smirk spread across Inu no Taisho's face as he stared proudly into the eyes of his son who was tilting in and out of consciousness.

"...Go to sleep, we shall finish this later."

Sesshoumaru's eyes closed completely and a mortified whimper was all he could offer when he was lifted from his father's still hard member.

The Western Lord dressed himself, wrapping his pup into his shirt and carrying him off to the springs.

He gave the sleeping pup a nice gentle bath being careful not to aggravate his wounds. Then he carried his son back into the castle halls. He thought of setting Sesshoumaru in the room with him, or maybe in his own room. But then he decided on something else completely.

Stopping in front of the door to his youngest's room he carefully grabbed the knob pushing the door slightly open.

Inu no Taisho squeezed the rest of his way into the room and softly called out to a still form lying on the bed.

"Inuyasha?"

He listened to a shuffling of the blankets.

"...yes?"

The Lord chuckled softly as a pair of soft white ears peaked from under the blankets.

He walked over to the bed and pulled the covers back shining a fatherly smile at a three year old Inuyasha.

"Sesshoumaru would like to sleep in the bed with you tonight, will you allow that."

Without saying a word, the young half breed slid over allowing his father enough space to place his brother next to him.

Inu no Taisho laid his sleeping son gently into the bed, pulling the blanket over both of his pups and softly petting Inuyasha's head.

"Thank you, puppy."

"...el'come, papa. 'Love you."

The demon lord grinned before standing to leave the room.

"I love you more."

TBC...

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