Author's note: This is my first try at writing fanfiction. Hope it turned out readable even if it needs to be a little fixed...I'm a pessimistic...so... Please do not flame, it is not nice. If you have constructive criticism I thank you as it'll only improve my writing and my english. And on with the show...

Disclaimer: Stargate SG-1 and its characters are not mine...asked for Christmas but Santa didn't seem to understand my bizarre request!

Summary: It's a drabble. Mostly the thoughts of Jack after the Zatarc testing. Because it was better not to deal with it and just leave it in the room...

Leave it in the room

You should try being truthful, maybe you'll even be good at it. Or, on the other hand, you'll only fail (for the first time) as the lie becomes a second skin.

And our feelings...oh...that's right! What feelings? We are only coworkers, good friends (or are we even that?).

Is there even friendship in the automatic way we deal with each other? There are times when only awkwardness lingers...

But the longing will always remain: the desire to touch someone who wishes to stay locked behind the four walls of the room.