Hey readers welcome my first song fic please no flames ,tips and creative criticism welcome :D Enjoy:D

Disclaimer; I do NOT own The Song or the titans, but I do own the story line :D

Love Of The Forbidden Kind.

Now I will tell you what I've done for you -
50 thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you -
And you still won't hear me.

Do you even realize how much I'm risking just to be with you? How many times I've been reduced to tears at the thought of my betrayal to the team, I've screamed at myself over and over and yet my heart won't let me let you go. So I've finally decided to tell you in a letter, since I know you won't listen any other way.

Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself.
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you

No, I don't want your help, to be soothed in your arms by your calming voice, I'm helping myself the only way I know how, maybe this way will work, the others didn't work. This time you won't win me over.

Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again

When we first began talking I was recovering from another betrayal, Malchior , and now even though I promised myself I wouldn't let myself fall again, I have, and I have fell further than before.

I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under

I'm falling further and further every moment I'm with you, and you let me with your fa├žade of emotion, when you know I can't feel at all you make me laugh, cry and love, yes love. But its going to end, I will succeed this time.

Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.
(So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head

I don't know what to believe any more. Is all of this just a lie, my thoughts say I should trust you, but I don't know what or who to trust anymore, see what you've reduced me to ?

So I can't trust myself anymore.

I'm dying again

I tend to be led easier, Robins noticed, I think he's getting suspicious.

I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through

So now I'm going to stop this before I drown in the guilt and heartache, yes I cannot lie to you. I love you, even though I shouldn't, I do. It will be hard to let you go but I must.

I'm...

I don't know who I am any more, you've changed me, whether it's for the better or worse I don't know, all I know Is that this has to end. I'm sorry.

So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away (so far away)
I won't be broken again (again)

Go on shout at me, I'm expecting it, I will uphold my promise this time, my heart will not be broken.

I've got to breathe - I can't keep going under
I'm dying again

I need to be free of all of this shame ,all this un-wanted emotion you bring me to feel ,I have someone else and its time I stop sneaking around behind his back. I can't say I won't miss your night time visits, your soft lips against my own, the feeling of my frame in your protecting arms.

I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through

I'm Sorry, we would be together if we could be, I mean it ,but alas we are not in a world were heroes and villains can love each other. So here's were this come to an end, I hope you find someone who can love you like I do ,but can express that love like you deserve.

I'm going under (going under)
I'm going under (drowning in you)
I'm going under

I'm Sorry Robert or Red-X as I should be calling you now I'm sorry.

Love you always raven.

She walked out on to the roof were he waited for her, immediately walked over to her embracing her and planting a kiss on her head she pushed him away whispered 'Goodbye' and walked back into the tower, were she cried herself to sleep. Red-X Read the letter, his eyes began to fill with tears he dare not shed he did truly love the purple haired girl. He crumpled up the letter in frustration, because if he screamed he would of course be found, he threw the letter to the ground and teleported away he was numb, he didn't notice the masked eyes that watched him, the owner of these eyes walking out on to the roof to read the discarded letter. He left the tower moments later his intentions were not pure, but plagued with jealousy and anger.

Well what do you think please review it doesn't take much, I do have a idea for the second chappie so the more reviews I get the quicker I update :D oh and feel free to check out my other story

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