I have decided to rewrite this fic. The prolog is up and the fic is called 'Hemligheter', aka Secrets in Swedish.
Summary: Toboe was well aware that he wouldn't be able to hide from what he left behind forever, that was a naiv dream after all. But he could never have thought it would come to this, and the outcome was more terrifying than his wildest imaginations had ever been.
Please check it out and more information about the rewrite at the Prolog.