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Lilly awoke with the need she felt often. She grabbed her purse and went to the bathroom. She had just had a dream about Miley again. No one knew that she was bi and in love with Miley. She held on to the belief that Miley would hate her if she knew. So when she went to the bathroom she pulled her sleeve back to reveal the old scares there and the fresh cuts from the night before. She pulled a blade from out of her bag and ran it across her wrist. She heard her phone ring. She jumped and slid her sleeve down. She picked it up and said "hello?" it was of course… "Hey Lilly its Miley! Do you want to go to the beach with me today?" Lilly thought about what she had to do today then replied "I have a few chores to do but then we can go" "Ok!" Miley said "call me when you're done and we'll meet up somewhere, ok? Maybe you can spend the night tonight." Lilly was excited "Ok! I'll ask my mom and then I'll call k? Talk to you later. "After she was off the phone with miley she took a shower which stung her arm a little but she didn't mind because it calmed her a little bit more.

- Miley's POV-

what can I do with myself till Lilly calls? Maybe dad is doing something interesting.

And so she went to find her dad who was in his room with his favorite guitar, trying to write a new song. Miley got to thinking as she slowly and quietly left the room,

Maybe I can write a song for myself. Dad said I used to when I was little. They should be a little better now. That is what I'll do…

There you lay next to me

In the sand, so warm

You have no idea what you do to me do u?

I'm afraid to tell you I love you.

What if you don't love me back?

What if

What if

What if

And that was as far as she got when she heard her phone ring. Of coarse it was lilly.

"I'm ready now. Where do u want to meet?"

Miley thought about it for a few minutes before saying "come over here first. I can show you the song I'm trying to write and you can change here and help me pick out a bathing suit. You could wear one of mine if you want . whatever you want to do."

Lilly said on the other end of the phone "sure I'm coming right over."