Turn My Way, Baby.

Chapter One- Everything.

Song by Lifehouse, lyrics used without permission. Jeff/OC. Started off as one shot fiction, it's now turned into a chapter spawning monster.

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I smiled at Candice Michelle as I walked into the women's locker room and put my bag on the bench with a sigh. I didn't usually walk into the arena by myself, I was usually with Jeff.

" Hey Amber" she smiled back at me " Are you two talking yet?"

" Jeff and I? Nope. I wish" I smiled almost ruefully and began to fill my locker with my things

" Well, you two have a tag match against Phe-Man and Ken tonight"

I laughed at 'Phe-Man', the divas name for Beth Phoenix that Ashley and I made up and then turned to Candice " Great. We'll have to lose, because he isn't talking to me"

" Sup babe?" Ashley walked into the room, jigging around to her ipod and kissing my cheek. Pulling out her earphones I smiled;

" Not much, but I have to tag with Jeff tonight."

" Against who?" she turned her ipod off and put her bag next to mine

I grimaced " Phe-Man and Honey I Shrunk Mr Kennedy." Candice and Ash fell about laughing as I grinned and answered my cell phone; " Hello?"

"Am, it's me."

" Jeff...I..."

"Amber, shut up. I just wanted you to know that I'm meeting Ken in catering to discuss the match. You should be there. Bye"

He hung up as I cursed and threw my phone into my bag. " I'm going to catering to plan out the match. Won't be long." I waved and grabbed my ipod to listen to on my way.

Find me here, speak to me
I want to feel you, I need to hear you
You are the light that's leading me to the place
Where I find peace again

I sighed as the song came on and carried on my way to catering, bracing myself for the barrage of insults that I was sure would come my way.

" Amber, care to sit down?" Beth looked at me and asked as I frowned " Since you're thirty minutes late, you don't have a choice"

" Whatever, Jeff only just rang me. I'll sit away from you, mmkay?" I went to sit next to Ken, begrudgingly. He scowled and put his jacket on the empty seat.

I bit my lip and sat in the seat next to it " How come Jeff isn't here?"

" He didn't want to see your skanky ass walk through the door" Ken answered and looked at Beth with a smirk.

" Okay. Whatever" I sighed and turned my ipod back on

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

Flashback

" Jeff! I'm going to meet Randy, he just called me sounding upset." I shouted through the bathroom door to my boyfriend, Jeff Hardy

" Okay, baby. I love you" he opened the door in just a towel and kissed me lightly.

" After nearly a year you still make me blush, Jeff. Damn you." I giggled and headed out of the door.

" Amber?" Jeff called after me " You mean the world to me...you're everything" He shut the door with a click.

I just smiled and walked to Randy's room, knocking lightly before saying " It's me, babe"

He answered almost immediatley and pulled me into the room, kissing me before I could say another word.

I blinked a few times to clear the tears from my eyes and shooed the memory out of my head. Randy and I had been having an affair for months...we'd just never been caught until last week.

" Hey Beth. Ken, can I sit there?" Jeff walked into catering and I kept my eyes focused on the screen of my ipod.

" Sure...but..." Ken moved his jacket as Jeff sat down. I could smell his cologne as he leant over me to pick up a bottle of water. Closing my eyes, I just turned up the volume of the song as they all began to talk about the match. Bending down, I grabbed a pad of paper and began to write down the lyrics of the song.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

I almost smiled at the last line, Jeff would always say that to me when we were together on our own.

" Amber?" Beth snapped as I took my right earphone out

" What?" I sighed " I wasn't listening."

" You need to, cause you just got tagged in." Jeff said, quietly

" I didn't think you wanted to be near me, let alone touch me" I said back and carried on doodling

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

" What're you writing on there, bitch? Some more nicknames for me?" Beth wrenched the pad from my hand and read the lyrics out loud. Ken sniggered but Jeff looked at me and then to the screen of my ipod.

He took the right earphone from me and put it in his ear as I pressed play again " I'm so sorry, Jeff. I was stupid."

He looked straight into my eyes and nodded " Me too, Amber. You were everything to me."

" Jeff, we're better than this." I begged " Please forgive me...please have me back."

" I wish I could, Am. I wish I could." he gave me my earphone back an dturned back to planning the match.

I stood up and pushed my chair back, running out of catering...and smack into Randy Orton.

" Now who are you running from, Amber?" he said, taking me by the shoulders and talking slowly.

I wiped my tears and stared at him " You." Wrenching myself from his grip, I ran back to the locker room.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

" Didn't go too great, then?" Candy took me by my left arm and sat me down on the bench as all the divas bar Melina and Jillian crowded round me.