19;_; I could've sworn I had more chapters to this story, but apparently I didn't... please forgive me -bows- I shall never wait so long to update again, if so, you can scold me however harshly you like...
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Fay bit his lip to stop a moan from escaping his mouth. He wished he wasn't doing this alone. He wished his hand was clawing at the pillow because it was Kurogane's hand on him, not his own. He wished his ass was in the air in waiting for Kurogane to enter, not just waiting. He blushed as his mouth opened to breathe quickly, ashamed at himself for thinking such vile thoughts. He knew the ninja would come in at any moment because in this world they were sharing rooms. At the moment, all he could focus on was how loud he was preventing himself from being.
He tightened his grip on his shaft, whimpering loudly before shoving his face into the pillow, trying to suffocate himself for being so weak, for converting to masturbation to will away thoughts of Kurogane's hands on him, for wanting to be with the ninja in this way… for letting his heart ache when Kurogane didn't seem to give him the same feelings.
He felt his eyes start to water in self-loathing, so he squeezed them shut and moved his hand faster, trying to forget that he wasn't supposed to fall for the warrior. That he wasn't supposed to get involved. That he didn't regret developing feelings for Kurogane. He found himself hitting a new wall of ecstasy, like he wasn't doing something he was supposed to and was getting away with it. A malicious grin spread across wide lips and he moaned again into the feathered pillows, his mind only focusing on reaching the brink he had neared and the sound of his skin against his own member.
Being caught up in this action, he hadn't heard nor noticed that Kurogane had been staring at him, red eyes wide from shock at having opened the door to hear Fay trying to muffle his own sounds of pleasure. Fay's loose hand gripped the pillow, his face removing itself to hover about the white fabric.
"Mmnn… Nyah… Oh… Nnn Kuro…" He groaned, eyes still closed as he fought off tears. Kurogane's body flinched, torn between disgust and want that Fay had said a fraction of his name while displaying himself in such a manner. Kurogane felt the inside of his mouth go dry and his hand around the doorknob was sweaty. Had it already been sweaty? What the hell was he doing before he walked in on Fay? He tried to think of a reason, but his eyes could only stay on the other and the way he moved.
The magician's blue eyes opened slightly and Kurogane could've sworn he heard his heart stop, but the other hadn't looked in his direction. He had to close the door, but if he did, that might give the other notice that he was here. He didn't want to be caught staring… but his eyes wouldn't remove themselves from Fay's rear, watching as the blonde subconsciously bucked into his own hand.
Fay whimpered loudly and his body quivered, his back arching to the ceiling as he reached his brink. Kurogane watched with almost hungry eyes as the mage released his pleasure onto the bed, coating his hand in the essence. Fay moaned again, collapsing to the side. His back was facing Kurogane as he breathed raggedly. Kurogane took that opportunity to show off his ninja skills and close the door and make it down the hallway soundlessly.
He leaned against the wall by the staircase, eyes still wide from watching Fay's private showing. He would've let himself glide down the wall had it not been for Syaoran walking up the steps. The boy gave him a curious look.
"Kurogane-san?"
"…Yeah? What?"
"…Are you ok? You look like you've seen a ghost…"
"A-a ghost." Kurogane replied, not bringing his eyes to the child and instead he looked down to the hallway.
"Nevermind it kid, go to sleep." He grumbled, not watching as Syaoran bowed his head and went obediently down the other side of the hall, though he was still curious as to why the older man had began sweating for no reason. Kurogane subconsciously bit his lip with a canine, staring at the entrance to their room.
No… not a ghost… but something equally effective…
Fay hummed to himself as he wiggled his hips, something he did absentmindedly while reaching for something out of his grasp. He just happened to be doing this when Kurogane walked into the room. Said man stopped and gawked as Fay continued his subliminal dance, trying to grab the flour. Kurogane shook himself easily from this time of watching the blonde and walked forward, not knowing why he was trying to keep himself quiet.
Fay gasped lightly when he saw Kurogane's hand reach up and grab the bag he had been trying to get, noticing the other tanned hand was on the opposite side of his smaller body. He blushed a little and looked over his shoulder to smile.
"K-Kuro-rin, you scared me." He said with a giggle, blushing a little deeper when he saw the taller man's body so close to his own.
"You should be more aware of your surroundings then." Kurogane scoffed, pulling down the bag to give to Fay. The magician didn't turn around, and grabbed the swordsman's hand before he could move away.
"A-actually, Kuro-chi… I-I needed the one behind this…" He said falsely, casting his eyes to the ground as his hand moved back up to the cabinet. Kurogane raised an eyebrow, knowing the game the other was trying to play, but he merely shrugged it off and decided to go along with it, for whatever reason.
"This one?" He asked, 'accidentally' touching Fay's hand with his own to glide it farther into the cabinet. He almost choked on his own breath when he felt the other 'subconsciously' graze his behind gently against his own pelvic area. Fay whimpered extremely softly, but Kurogane's suddenly very acute senses picked it up almost instantaneously.
"A-ah… No Kuro-woof… this one…" He cooed gently, pressing his body more so against the ninja's as he 'tried' to reach for the one way off from where the first had been sitting. Kurogane let a growl slip and knew, he KNEW that the other wasn't shivering from the cold.
"That's way off from the one you were trying to get before." He grumbled into the blonde's ear, noticing Fay's eyes closed hazily.
"Oh… I can't see it… can you get it for me, Kuro-ruffruff?" Fay asked innocently, his hand slightly faltering. Kurogane smirked to himself, leaning forward more so in order to get it, 'unintentionally' pressing his body completely against Fay's as he got into the back of the cabinet. He knew Fay let his mewl slip, seeing the pale hand shoot up from gripping the counter to cover his mouth. Kurogane lowered the bag and his hand to Fay, the mage taking it shakily.
"What's the matter with you? First you don't have enough brains to get a stool…" He muttered next to Fay before lowering his lips against the pale ear. "Then you make sure I'm close enough to do this." He sharply pressed his hips against the other man's, making the wizard moan a little too loudly for liking.
"K-Kuro-bi, w-what are you…?" Fay asked as if in a daze, his eyes opened only slightly. The other man chuckled.
"You're dumber than I thought…" He chided lightly, removing himself completely from Fay's body. The lithe man shuddered somewhat and his head fell forward.
"Nn… Kuro-ra… You're so mean…" He muttered, blue eyes shielded from Kurogane's vision. The other turned on his heel.
"Mean? In what way? In keeping you from making breakfast?" he asked as he paused from exiting. "Or from keeping my own secrets?" This made Fay turn around to stare at the tanned man, eyes wide and a blush vivid on his face. The taller man smirked in both amusement from the blonde's expression and from knowing the other was curious. Fay simply smiled, though Kurogane could tell it was to cover his curiosity.
"K…Kuro-san…" Before Fay could say more than that, Kurogane left, wanting to slap himself from toying with his companion in such ways.
After breakfast Fay waved the three children off, glad to see Mokona could frolic freely in this world because magic was almost as popular as breathing. It wasn't too different from the society of Hanshin Republic, now that he thought about it. He watched as Sakura and Syaoran vanished down the street, going to the market place to get information on the girl's feather. He closed the door and sighed, knowing that the other man's eyes were on him.
"Is Kuro-wan reading or is he staring?" the blonde asked without turning around, hearing the magazine being set to the side.
"The latter is what you're wanting, isn't it?" Came the deeper voice. Fay frowned, looking down, before turning with a smile hiked up into place.
"Ne, What is it? Do I have something on my shirt from breakfast? Or maybe on my pants from sitting in something?" He asked innocently, which only caused Kurogane's anger to stir.
"You know good and well what it is…" the ninja replied a little irritably, folding his arms. Fay laughed airily and sauntered over to stand in front of the man with a smile.
"A guessing game? How fun!" He cheered, but was surprised when he felt Kurogane's hand wrapped around his wrist. Before Fay could pull away, the swordsman tugged the skinny one down on his lap, effectively making the blonde straddle him.
"K-Kuro-chi?!" Fay squeaked, his free hand going to rest against the broad chest. Fay felt his breath catch in his throat when red eyes met blue.
"This is it, what you want." Kurogane said coolly, making Fay shiver absentmindedly before he could stop himself.
"W-what?! N-no, Kuro-run, why-" He cut himself off, realization bubbling in his mind. His face drained of color.
"Y-you… you saw me…" He blushed brightly, bowing his head.
"You saw me… last night…" Kurogane raised an eyebrow and noticed Fay's hand on his chest tightened around the fabric of his shirt. The ninja sighed, grabbing the back of Fay's head to yank him up. Blue eyes closed at the force that his hair was tugged, but they opened in shock almost instantly when he felt rough lips press against his own. Fay muffled a whimper against said lips, his hand digging into Kurogane's chest in surprise.
When he realized Kurogane wasn't going to pull away anytime soon, Fay let his eyes flutter closed and added pressure to it, noticing Kurogane's hand on his hair loosened its grip to rest against his skull. The mage wiggled his other hand from the taller man's grasp, only to move it up the stronger arm to rest against the dark bicep.
Kurogane cracked his eyes open and concealed a sigh, moving his hand to sit on Fay's lower back. The mage's face was covered in a light blush, but his cheeks tinted suddenly as he timidly darted his tongue across Kurogane's lips. The ninja chuckled and opened his mouth slightly, allowing the blonde to enter his mouth.
Fay whimpered again as Kurogane's positively dominating nature took over. He slinked his thin arms around the taller man's neck, pulling the warrior closer than humanly possible as their tongues continued to dance with one another.
"Mmm… Nn.. Kur… Kuro-myu... st... stop…" He begged, trying to pull away from Kurogane's mouth. The ninja inwardly sighed and retreated obediently, staring at Fay in confusion as he panted lightly.
"W-we shouldn't be… we can't… I don't…"
"If you're afraid of being caught, you shouldn't have done anything to begin with…" Kurogane scolded, noticing the stiffness of the other's body once the words left his lips. Fay slowly looked up, eyes shaking as he tried to conceal emotions from his companion.
"I don't… want… to hurt you…" he bowed his head.
"I don't want… to get involved…" he whispered, making Kurogane balk slightly. His eyes narrowed and he growled. Before the mage could think, he was up in the taller man's arms, on their way upstairs.
"Kuro-sama, what are you…?" He tried to ask, but the other man didn't seem to be in the mood for answering questions as he kicked their door open. Fay let out a grunt as he hit the bed, eyes widening when Kurogane crawled on top of him.
"Kuro-chan, you can't… we can't…"
"Can't what, mage?" Kurogane asked, crushing his lips against the blonde's. Fay murmured an answer against the dark scowl but gave up when the tongue was reentered forcefully into his mouth. Fay gripped Kurogane's shirt, trying to tell himself he liked it, and he halfway agreed, but he didn't like that he was left unanswered. He pulled his face away to lean his cheek against the pillow, but that didn't stop the taller man from kissing and licking the pale skin offered to him.
"Kuro… mmm… oh… Kuro-ri, stop… nn… what're… haaa…." Fay whimpered, slowly losing himself to the ninja's nipping against his neck.
"What do you think I'm doing?" Kurogane asked, blowing warm air onto the saliva trails he had left.
"Scandalously torturing me?" Fay offered with a cheeky grin before giving Kurogane a serious look.
"Stop it… please…" He begged the other, making Kurogane raise an eyebrow.
"This is what you want, isn't it?" The taller man repeated, making Fay whimper.
"No… not like this…" The blonde whispered, his breath hitching as he felt Kurogane's hand slink down to the hem of his shirt.
"How do you want it?" Kurogane asked, making Fay's eyes widen.
"You… you can't… be serious…" He said breathlessly, making the ninja's frown deepen.
"I'm serious… on three conditions…" He said, moving his head forward to nip Fay's neck a little harder than before, causing the magician to moan.
"One, if you think feelings more than just the ones we have now will get me hurt, then you're obviously an idiot and don't think I can handle myself. If you think stronger feelings than this will hurt me still, then don't develop them." Kurogane ordered against Fay's ear as the other man's shirt was moved off his stomach. Fay mewled but nodded, closing his eyes. Maybe if Kurogane set the restrictions, he could live with doing this for a little longer…
"Two…" Kurogane bit Fay's collar bone, licking the teeth marks that he knew would leave a bruise.
"What happens between us stays between us, no flaunting around how big or small I am to whatever the hell it is you see on that stupid box or read in a book." Kurogane muttered, making Fay giggle.
"Nnn… Kuro-rin's insecure then?" He asked, being cut off by his own moan as Kurogane's hand grazed a nipple. The taller man pulled Fay's shirt off over the magician's head, tossing the article to the side. Fay mewled loudly as Kurogane brought his mouth to lick where his hand had previously been.
"Oh yes… nn.. wha… what's num…number three then?" Fay muttered, mind almost too clouded from pleasure to comprehend his own speech. Kurogane bit down on Fay's chest away from the perk skin, making the mage shudder.
"Three…?" Kurogane grumbled, licking that skin too. He pulled away from the blonde, looking down at him. Fay stared back up through half lidded eyes, curious as to why the other had stopped. Kurogane frowned and lowered himself to Fay's lips, barely touching them.
"…Hang on; I'm making an addition to number two." He growled, making Fay groan in complaint.
"Kuro-yam! Make up your mind!" He mewled, wrapping his arms tighter around the broad shoulders. Kurogane chuckled, kissing the mage lightly.
"You have to make sure you act the same around the kids. Don't be any different from the way you acted before I dragged you up here." He grumbled, his hands slinking down the mage's body. Fay moaned against Kurogane's lips, a blush accumulating on his face that was darker.
The ninja pulled his lips away and continued their trek down Fay's body. The blonde whimpered and groaned as he got closer to the magician's pant line. He smirked to himself and rose up, hooking his thumbs into Fay's pants. Blue eyes opened wide when he felt his body become completely nude in front of Kurogane.
"W-wait!"
"What's the matter? I've already seen you naked." The taller man replied with a wicked grin, making the pale face go redder.
"Kuro-sama's mean…" Fay pouted, wrapping his arms tighter around the man's neck. Kurogane chuckled and licked the smaller man's neck again. He touched Fay's inner thigh and the mage squirmed instantly, a loud moan exiting his lips.
"Hnn… anxious?" Kurogane teased, making the other turn his head away.
"Ha… Kuro-ti shouldn't talk…" He whimpered, talking about being yanked off the couch to be thrown on the bed. The ninja raised an eyebrow again and lowered his hand, touching Fay's member with tentative fingers. Blue eyes shot open and Fay's hands tightened on the other's shoulder blades.
"Oh Kuro-rin!" He closed his eyes tightly when the fingers closed around him, shuddering in pleasure. Kurogane watched the scene unfold before him, ignoring his pride for once as he began to move his hand up and down against the pale body part. He watched as Fay squirmed beneath him, writhing and moving against his own clothed body. The mage tilted his head back, mewling loudly as the grip was tightened and the pace was quickened.
"Nn.. Oh… Nnn…" Fay clawed at Kurogane's shirt, making the other growl in approval.
"You want something?" the taller man asked, licking the other man's ear almost too slowly. Fay made a sound in defeat, yanking at the warrior's shirt.
"P-please… Kuro-run… t…take it off…" He begged, wanting to see the other's naked form. Kurogane chuckled again and pulled away from Fay. He sat up against the bed and pulled off his shirt, revealing a well toned body before the mage. The blonde felt his heart stop, noticing that his body where the armor usually was had concealed many more scars from the group, some bigger and some barely noticeable.
"Oh Kuro-tan…" he said airily. Before the other could lie back over top of him, he brought his body up to kiss one on the tan abs. Kurogane blinked and felt his own cheeks heat up.
"W-what're you doing?" He asked, making the magician flinch. What was he doing? He pulled away and looked up to Kurogane with a smile.
"Returning the favor." He cooed, though they both knew it was something else. Kurogane let it slide and lowered the blonde back down on the bed, kissing his neck as the lanky arms were returned to around his neck. Fay mewled and reached for the tanned hand to stop it from going back to the previous actions.
"Nn… I think... I-I think I want… you in me…" He mumbled, blushing deeply from his own words. The red eyes open slightly wider before he closed them and brought their lips together. He lowered his hands from Fay's member to the entrance, tracing over it experimentally. The other whimpered and moaned once a finger was entered into him, his nails digging into the other man's back. Kurogane grunted at the sharpness of it, but moved his hand until he felt the muscles around him relax.
He pulled his hand slightly away before entering another finger. Fay moaned a little louder to this, pulling his head away to breathe. Kurogane watched, entranced, as he scissored his fingers and Fay reacted in such a majestically delicious way. He pulled his hand away altogether then, seeing that the wizard was ready for the real thing this time.
The other kept his eyes closed as he felt Kurogane remove his fingers, and even when he heard the taller man unzip his pants.
Kurogane leaned forward and kissed the pale neck, holding a hip as he guided himself in. Fay let out a slightly muffled cry, burying his face into the tan skin instantly as nails dragged themselves against his shoulder blades. Kurogane moaned and paused. He had never known that the other's body was so suffocatingly tight. He watched from the side as Fay got comfortable with his length inside him, the pale face contorted with less pain by the passing second.
"Hmm… Ku… Kuro-rin's b-bigger… than I imagined…" He whimpered, knowing he would tear from the friction that would come soon enough. The ninja blushed at the mention of his size, but he continued to wait for Fay to be ready. He noticed the muscles around him relax, and Fay let out a soft and shaky sigh.
"K-kuro-bun… m… move..." He whimpered, thinking he was ready for the taller man to start. The warrior stared at Fay before exhaling roughly, moving away from the shorter man to brace his hands by the blonde locks. He pulled out slowly and pushed back in, hearing a distinct mewl as Fay was reentered for the first time.
Kurogane continued this a little clumsily, not having as much experience from this as he pretended to, until he created a good enough rhythm. Fay became to make a noise for each entrance, causing Kurogane to go faster. The ninja growled in approval when he felt the thinner hips buck up against him, showing him he wanted it rougher.
"Kuro-ran… Kuro-chan… Kuro… Kuro…" Fay started to lose the nicknames as they continued, going too fast for him to come up with something different each time. Kurogane smirked at this little victory, content with just hearing the first part of his name instead of it with a little honorific unfit for it. He felt himself groan as Fay tightened around him from inexperience, the blonde whimpering as he came closer to the edge than both of them wanted.
"Nnn…nn…haa… oh… Ku.. I…" He began vaguely, making Kurogane raise an eyebrow quizzically. The blonde clawed down tanned muscles as the ninja became rougher.
"D-don't… s…stop…" Fay groaned throatily, and the taller growled in agreement. Fay gripped his arms tighter, digging his nails into the skin so it almost drew blood… well… it did, actually, but not that much. Not that Kurogane cared.
He listened as Fay whimpered and moaned, shoving himself into the smaller body relentlessly. He knew the other was starting to lose it when he briefly cast his eyes down to see the abandoned member start to drip with pre-cum droplets. He smirked to himself, pounding into the other harder to make Fay create more noise.
The magician's eyes widened as his breath clogged his throat, his hands shaking as he felt himself release his seed against Kurogane's heated skin. The taller grunted as it splashed against him, slowing his pace. The pale hands tightened on his arms, telling him to keep going. Kurogane looked at him in question and almost felt his heart shatter.
The blonde was crying. That fucking bastard turned his head to the side to hide it, but he was crying. Kurogane moved to stop completely, but Fay shoved himself roughly against the other's body.
"N-no! D-don…don't stop…" He begged, his mouth opening slightly to pant from his orgasm. Kurogane's eyes were still wider than normal at the way the mage acted, but his mind focused more on getting his own release. He was close enough though that it only took him a few more thrusts to spill inside the wizard. Both bodies shuddered at this, the pale one blushing as he felt himself being filled and as Kurogane's seed dripped out of him onto the bed.
With a ragged breath Kurogane moved to remove himself from Fay's body. Again, the wizard stopped him. The ninja growled at him, getting a little frustrated.
"What the… hell mage?" He panted, feeling his mind was still blurry from release. Fay looked up to him, smiling passed his leaking eyes.
"I-I… I just… d-don't want this… to end…" He said truthfully, shocking the other into silence. He looked down to the magician with confusion, and Fay lifted himself shakily off the bed. He planted his lips against the taller man's, not bothering to wipe his face.
"If you pull away… H-how do I know… I wasn't just dreaming?" He whispered against Kurogane's lips, blue eyes hesitantly looking into red. Kurogane frowned and lowered Fay back onto the bed through their kiss, pulling out at the same time to make Fay grunt.
"You'll know it was reality…" Kurogane began, kissing the mage more than necessary. "Because I won't let you forget…" He pulled the other into a one armed hug, and Fay for once returned it with vigor.
"K-Kuro-rin… I-I'll be… I'll be quiet… about this… I'll follow your rules…" He began slowly, not wanting to let go.
"Just please… let this dream continue passed today…" He closed his eyes tightly, not wanting the words to make the other leave. He had to open his eyes when he didn't feel Kurogane's body tense or pull away.
"K-Kuro-chi?" He blushed when the other man's lips met his own forcefully before he pulled away from Fay.
"You're stupid." He said lightly, making the magician bite his lip.
"But… Not much else I can do now…" He grumbled, grabbing a part of the blanket to wipe off his stomach from Fay's orgasm. The magician looked at him in confusion but smiled, knowing what he meant. He gripped Kurogane hand before he stood up to leave and the ninja looked behind him to the lithe man. The warrior reached forward and placed his hands over the other man's eyes.
"Go to sleep. You couldn't walk if you tried." He commanded, subconsciously wiping the trails of water away. When he pulled his hand away Kurogane watched as Fay looked at him one more time before nodding, pulling the clean blanket up and around him to keep his naked body out in the open. Kurogane smirked to himself as he zipped up his pants before picking up his shirt. He listened as Fay slowly fell into sleep, knowing doing that activity had worn the other out.
He frowned when he remembered he hadn't told the other the third condition. He closed his eyes and shook his head. The third condition was… well…
That the mage had to keep it in mind that Kurogane wasn't doing it out of love or hate, or any emotion. That he wasn't doing it to make the other satisfied, that he was just doing it to keep his own needs at bay. Just as the blonde didn't want to get involved, he didn't want to get attached either, to any of them. He didn't want to have sex because he fell in love or something, that was just a fool's dream, and they both knew it. He placed his hand in his face and sighed before walking out. He got his shirt on just in time to hear the kids come in.
"Kurogane-san! We're home!" Syaoran announced, smiling to the older man. Kurogane grunted in reply, leaning against the wall. Sakura looked around.
"Where's Fay-san?" She asked him. Kurogane shook his head and looked up the stairs as his mind drifted to what he had said to the blonde.
"That idiot is lazy. He fell asleep and I had to carry him back to bed." It was half true, but he didn't want to scar their minds with telling them all of what he and the blonde had done. He frowned to himself, wanting to go back in time to erase that morning's activities, because the more he thought about it, the more he regretted it. He realized too late that the third condition wasn't as true as he thought…