To forget is to die

But is that not what I long for?

To remember is to torment

To torture my mind and spirit

The caress of your skin

The whisper of your breath

a poison to my heart

I can never forget

but I will always regret

this mistake will haunt my soul to its grave

Forever a weight on my sanity

Of all my sins ours

Broke me

And so I will always hate you

And so I will always love you

But never to be mine

So my essence shall forever be caged

In my memory,

in your eyes

A kiss to forget