Do you know sometimes I whisper at night?
Only one thing over and over
Many ways exist to say the same thing
Into my breath I time it
Time it perfectly to my exhale of breath
So that none can realize my secret
I say it
to the point
of insanity
longing and need fuel my despair
for I whisper it when you lay beside me
asleep, immersed in peace
As I lay here now
Your sparkling eyes in sight
Far beyond the state I am usually in when I whisper
I realize moments before eternity enfolds me
I have never told you the secret
that has weighed upon my soul
that has separated us for so long
the secret that would change us forever
I whisper it now as I watch your face glow with anger
I never meant to hurt you when you tell me
And I don't respond
It made me made me hate myself
More
If possible
To see your tears fall from your eyes
Always caused the affect of me wishing death
Upon a cruel monster
Monsters hurt everyone even the ones that love them
Even the silly foolish girls who they love
I'm sorry I never told you
Nymphadora, I love you
Remus you have always had an Irish whisper
Lupin never told tonks of his love for her because he wanted her not to love him. he was so afraid he would kill her. One of my best friends can't whisper to save her life and she always refers to it as the 'Irish Whisper' so that is where the idea came from