Do you know sometimes I whisper at night?

Only one thing over and over

Many ways exist to say the same thing

Into my breath I time it

Time it perfectly to my exhale of breath

So that none can realize my secret

I say it

to the point

of insanity

longing and need fuel my despair

for I whisper it when you lay beside me

asleep, immersed in peace

As I lay here now

Your sparkling eyes in sight

Far beyond the state I am usually in when I whisper

I realize moments before eternity enfolds me

I have never told you the secret

that has weighed upon my soul

that has separated us for so long

the secret that would change us forever

I whisper it now as I watch your face glow with anger

I never meant to hurt you when you tell me

And I don't respond

It made me made me hate myself

More

If possible

To see your tears fall from your eyes

Always caused the affect of me wishing death

Upon a cruel monster

Monsters hurt everyone even the ones that love them

Even the silly foolish girls who they love

I'm sorry I never told you

Nymphadora, I love you

Remus you have always had an Irish whisper


Lupin never told tonks of his love for her because he wanted her not to love him. he was so afraid he would kill her. One of my best friends can't whisper to save her life and she always refers to it as the 'Irish Whisper' so that is where the idea came from