4Hey, it's been a while since I have written anything...my first drabble-ish song-fic, usually not a fan of them and of course when I finally got around to doing one its an over done song...
Disclaimer: I don't own the song just the idea and the story..
This is one-sided, I was thinking of doing both sides but now that I have finished I'm not sure...I don't even know if I really like it that much...review please!
"Words like this" are the song
"Words like this" are her thoughts
I'm so tired of being here
I've been with him for most of my life
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
I hate being alone
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
But him...
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
I'm alone and with him at the same time
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
He's always with someone else...I thought that I could get over it...but I guess I can't
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
I hate that I cry for him...
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
Thoes wonderful dreams...they aren't dreams anymore..
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I can never let go of him
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
He's an amazing person..being near him is like a dream come true for me
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
But that's all I have...
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
I wake from nightmares constantly
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
I go crazy just being near him
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I sit and wait for the day he might look my way...
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
That day has yet to come
But though you're still with me
So close, but so far from me..
I've been alone all along
He never would have picked me anyways
Once again please review, I am a loyal reviewer to everyone that I read. I think this could really go for any one-sided love but of course I have to put it to my all time favorite pairing.
Until next time!