AN. Hey all. Sorry for the delay. I've been busy writing my new Fic 'Baby, It's You' lately. You should all check it out if want to read a human story about Emmett and Rose. I've also had writers block for this chapter but instead it's now moved to Baby, it's you. So that gave me the opportunity to write this.

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This chapter is sort of awkward; I'm trying to figure out how to get to the main event. But I hope you enjoy it anyway XD

Chapter 6

Undeniable Pain coursed thought my body. Burning; an unseeable fire burned inside of me. My heart seemed to be the main target. But it didn't stop there. No, it spread through my body rapidly. No where was sacred.

James snapping my leg was tiny in comparison to the venom. The many times I'd fallen were Nothing; I would happily fall down staircases if it would take away the pain.

The pain is too much. All I now wanted was death! I didn't want to feel anything anymore; nothing was worth this.

I screamed and yelled, anything to take my mind of the pain but it was worthless. The torture continued. I didn't understand, what more of me was left to burn? Surely I was ash by now.

Have you ever lost track of time? Felt everything you once knew was a distant dream? I have. For three straight days, though it felt like eternity.

I had always believed the one thing that would get me through my transformation was the thought of Edward. I was right. Though not in the way I expected. Once I regained control of my thoughts I focused on my first love. I focused on his perfectly sculpted face and his golden dazzling eyes. I focused on what it will feel like to cause him pain, suffering.

The pain I endured to become what he most he most feared, I blamed on him. All the pain I'd ever felt was on his head. And soon he would feel that pain.

When I awoke, stronger than ever, I was surprised to find Victoria still there. Her eyes were blacker than three days ago if that was possible. And her once cold hand was griping mine, in comfort?

I looked up at her face. I could see everything much clearer now, Everything was so defined. Detailed. But it wasn't because of my vampire scents she looked different. She was smiling at me, not malicious or dangerous but comforting and concerned.

"Are you okay now Bella?" her voice rang. My hearing, like my sight was clearer, adding detail to the pitch of the tones. Her voice was higher, nearing soprano. Your question uttered sincerity.

"Yeah" I whispered. I was taken back by my voice. It was beautiful like Alice's or Rosalie's. I could barely pick out an aspect of my old voice, human voice.

I looked around. The setting was so familiar, then it struck me. We were at the Cullen's house. The interior building which was decorated breathe takingly before was now enhanced in beauty. The small details of their living room were completed to perfection. A nameless new colour reflected of the glass wall.

Being in the house brought back the memories of the past. It tried to open my old worn where my unbeating heart now lied. It couldn't. for the first time since they left, the wound remained unbroken; sealed with a thick layer of hatred.

"Why are we here Victoria?" it was evident it'd take awhile to get used to my voice.

"You remember everything?" she asked shocked. I supposed I did. The idea I might have forgotten everything hadn't registered. My memories were still clear; Charlie, Renee, Jacob, The pack, Angela, Ben and The Cullens. What was most clear was the heartbreak I had been feeling the last few months. The broken Bella.

I nodded. She smiled, glad. "Well Bella we're here because those Mutts were after us. So since your scent is so evident here I hoped coming here would put them off the trail. Those dogs might pose a threat perhaps we have to get rid of them…" she said, ending in thought.

"NO!" I yell. Releasing her hand and leaping to my feet. I shocked myself at my speed and grace. I would never have guessed I could be ..graceful.

"Why not?" Victoria asked me, not defensive but confused. "they're wolves, we're vampires. They'll try to kill us Bella."

I hadn't thought now I was a vampire, Jake and the others would consider me a threat. I guess I was a new born with a craving for blood. Wait? Where was the thirst?

The urge for blood grew with each minute thinking about it.

"The pack they are…were my friends. I don't know where I stand with them now but I could never hurt them. But Victoria I'm thirsty." I told her.

Her mouth twisted upwards in the sadistic smile I was used to her wearing. "Well I know what we can do about that."

Ten minutes later we were in Seattle and I was amazed by the rush of running. Running at that pace was exhilarating. And the rush I received from not falling while running was even greater.

"Well Bella here we are. Our hunting ground." Victoria laughed. I looked around the streets of Seattle. It was dark out ; night; so the streets were lit by the street lamps. The streets were full of innocent people. Laughing, arguing and partners holding each others hands on their way home. I didn't want to hurt them; to kill them but the smell was too hungering. I began to move forward towards an alley I heard voices coming from.

There were four men; they reminded me of much of the night I had nearly been hurt. I knew they weren't the very same guys but the urge to attack them was combining with the urge to feed.

Victoria's laugh was hostile behind me. The metres between the men and myself were soon closing as I steadily stalked towards them.

The smell rose in the air and I was eager with anticipation. The hunt was all that now consumed me.

"Bella. Love. Please stop, you don't want to do this" He, Edward spoke in my head. I had forgotten the velvet charm his voice held. His voice didn't full me with love as it used to it just raised my anger. 'Why the hell not Edward? I'm a freaking vampire.' I yelled back at my ex-lover mentally.

"Well hello there beautiful." One of the four men said to me. The men were merely 2metres from me now. I smiled, baring my teeth sadistically. The men were startled and began to back away as I moved into a crouch. Preparing.

"Bells, STOP." a voice screamed in my head again. This time it was not the voice of Edward. It was with voice of my best friend. My Jacob. "Please Bella stop! This is not you, it's not what you want. You are not a murderer. You're not a monster."

'Yes, I am Jake. I'm a 'bloodsucker' now' I screeched back.

"No, you're a vampire but you're still my Bella. Please try to stay her. There are other ways you can survive…Please." he pleaded with me. I could defy Edward but Jake; I couldn't hurt him. He's going to hurt enough when he finds out what I am.

I looked up at the men who had taken my moment of pause as I chance to run. They were now down the end of the alley closing into the street. I could catch them if I wanted. But Jake's pleading kept replaying in my head ' Bells STOP'

I couldn't kill these men. I was not a murderer. It wasn't right.

I turned to see that Victoria had come to stand next to me. She had a confused look. "I don't understand Bella. You had them where you wanted. Why didn't you feed?"

"I couldn't do it Victoria. I can't kill humans." I told her. She surprisingly nodded. I didn't understand her. She had changed since I awoke. I thought she hated me but it seems she hates Edward more.

"I'm amazed at your control Bella. I guess you want to follow the Cullen's way of feeding?" she asked me. I thought for a moment. That seemed the best choice. I didn't want to feed of humans.

"Yes."

Victoria looked almost offended. "Very well. Do you know the closest place you can feed?" I nodded, I faintly remember the Cullen's telling me where they hunted. "Good I'll meet you there then." Victoria said before disappearing in the direction of the four men.

I ran to the closest park and still couldn't get over the feel of running. I loved it. I soon found a pack of deer emerging from the trees. I realised I should have asked Victoria how to hunt. I had never seen anyone hunt before; Edward would never show me. I was unsure of how to proceed but soon found myself running after them. I pounced on the largest deer and my mouth attacked it's neck. I began sucking urgently. The burn in my throat slowly subsided to a faint sting once I had finished off three of the deer.

I stood back admiring the job I'd done. It wasn't as messy as I assumed. There was a small splatter of blood next to each corpse but nothing too obvious. My shirt had been soaked in the blood but the old sweats I was wearing hadn't been victim to bloodstain.

The next issue was how to dispose of the shell of the deer.

"Well done Bella. I must say for your first time that was impressive! I never thought when I first saw you as a pathetic human you were capable of that." Victoria cheered. I turned around following the sound of her voice. She was perched on a tree, smiling. "You just made your mother very proud. Though I do believe you would enjoy human blood more."

Mother? I already had a mother, Renee. That only other person I had ever considered a mother figure was Esme. They were the mothers I would always know and love; but the thought of being family to Victoria didn't scare me the way it would have.

I felt a tie to Victoria, she did bring me a rebirth. The birth of a stronger Bella, whom wasn't broken.

Mother, I must say I didn't mind that.

"Thank you Victoria. How long were you there?" I asked her.

She jumped down gracefully from the tree. Her eyes had changed from black to red. She had feed.

"Oh just to witness your last kill." I shuttered at the word Kill.. "It was easy to find my food, the 4 men from the alley. So I was here in plenty of time."

I nodded. She had killed those men; it was hard to wrap my head around. Then again if I hadn't heard the voices wouldn't I have done the same?

The next thing that happened shocked me. Victoria came and wrapped her arms around me, in a hug. "I was thinking while I was watching you Bella. I'm so glad I turned you. It's been very lonely being alone since my James was killed. The fact that we have both been scorned by Edward only strengthens our connection. You are the first human I have sired; so I'm happy to have you as my first daughter." Victoria spoke softly. I was becoming used to her voice.

I felt pity and gratitude towards the woman who four days ago was the one I hated most.

"Can you tell me about James?" I asked her. I don't know where the question came from.

Victoria pulled away and began to climb back up the tree. I saw her smile down at me once she had reached the top. "Sure" she said, patting the branch next to her. I climbed the tree myself. I had never been good at climbing as a human but it came so naturally now.

I sat in the branch across from Victoria as she started.

"James was my everything. He was amazing. I met him while I was human you know? I was out one night with my boyfriend Ronald and a group of his friends. They all thought they were tough and didn't see anything wrong with walking around town at night. I was unsure but Ronald assured me it would be fine.

"He was wrong though. We were walking down a deserted road and Ronald had his arm around me. But he was suddenly pulled away from me, from behind. He screamed and we all turned. What we saw shocked us; Ronald was in already dead. James was sucking the blood out of his neck but looked up to give his signature merciless smile.

"Ronald's friends all screamed and began to run. But I didn't move. I couldn't get over the beauty of the man who had just murdered my boyfriend. I watched as he hunted down all of Ronald's friends. Killing each man one by one before returning to where I was. He grinned at me and said "Looks like I saved the best for last."

" I was even more taken back by the sexiness of his voice. It gave me the chills. I realise I should have been scared of him; terrified. I had just watched him kill 6 grown men but I was intrigued.

"You bet you did." I had told him seductively. He laughed. God I miss his laugh. "What love, you're not going to run from me?" he asked me, impressed.

"No" I told him "you're free to have your wicked way with me" I couldn't help myself; I felt like I couldn't defy him anything. Whether he wanted my blood or anything of mine, I was willing to give it to him.

"James was impressed by this. As I was impressed with everything about him. I knew he wasn't human and asked him about it. He told me that he was a vampire and I listened eager to learn more about this life. I felt he was just talking to me, to play with his food. But it turned out to be more. Later that night he turned me. I awoke from three days of pain to see my angel's face. No angel is all wrong. I awoke to see my devil's face grinning down at me. He was even more beautiful than I had remembered. But do you know what the first thing he said to me was?

"Hey sexy. What's your name? I'm James." For the whole few hours we had talked before he turned me, we had forgotten to exchange names."

Victoria laughed at the memory. She was glowing while thinking about James. She had really cared and still cares about him.

"We were inseparable since that day. The only time we were ever separated was when he tried going after you.

I was jealous of you by the way. I hated James died because the thing he wanted at that time was you! I think that was part of the reason I wanted revenge against you. I miss him with all my fibre and now the only thing that gets me through him not being here is the thirst for revenge." she finished now shaking. I felt a mix of emotions.

I jumped off my branch, onto hers and pulled my sire to me. She leant in to me. She was hurting like I had been. Losing the one you love is hard. She was the one person that hated Edward as much as I did. He caused her pain as he did me.

I will hate him until I get revenge. Hate him for simply toying with me, never loving me but making me love him. I will never understand why he didn't let James kill me?

Victoria peaked up from my shoulder. "We have to go!" she said urgently. She jumped down from the tree and I followed her.

"What's going on?" I asked her but then I felt it. Danger was coming this situation wouldn't end well unless we leave fast! "Victoria why do I have the feeling this situation is not going to end well?"

She looked at me shocked before answering "Because it's not. I can tell from my power. We'll talk about it when we get somewhere safe."

We ran off and I turned my head back to where the 3 dead deer still lay. I noticed a group of animals…Wolves! They stayed where they were but I could see their eyes watching me. I turned back around and ran faster. Soon hearing a desperate wolf howl…Jake's wolf howl.

I guess the pack now know I've been turned.

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Please though no flames for what's happening. I got this from a dream and wasn't going to write it. But when it wouldn't leave my head and would keep me awake at night I decided it must want to be written.

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