2The Door.
Chapter 3: Broken.
MyLittleMooshMooshFace
Warning: Rape, Cursing.
I stood alone on top of the ramp, a frown etched across my face. I looked down and Sora and Kairi they were so happy together, so perfect. Why couldn't I have something like them. Why couldn't I be as happy as them I heard someone's foot steps behind me, I turned and I saw Riku he was watching me watching them. I took this time to gather how truly gorgeous this guy was, perfectly toned chest, long silver hair and almost endless eyes, beautiful. Sora had nothing in comparison to this god standing before me and yet I couldn't rip my gaze away from the happy scene nearly a hundred feet below. Riku touched my shoulder with a kindness that didn't exactly shine like Sora's but it was there and I felt it and for a second I felt like I didn't have to be alone all the time. I could stay and be here with Riku , we could be happy together, maybe he could be my best friend here. Sora looked up at me I could feel his gaze as he turned to see me cradled in Riku's warm embrace as tears of pain came from inside of me. His arms were warm around me I sobbed, Jonas was gone, Sora wasn't allowed near me, and Kairi hated me. I didn't want to be here. I looked up into Riku's eyes and I felt like free almost. But a bird kept in a cage would never be free and I was a sparrow stuck on one strip of land, that I couldn't bear to stay on.
After that day Riku and were together almost everyday, then little by little Sora started to hang out with me with out Kairi's watchful eyes. I would be the same which is why I couldn't blame her for anything she had done. Or for the fear of having him near me because I would do exactly as she had done. Sora started to show some feelings toward me, lingering hands when we would climb, making sure I wouldn't fall. I wouldn't let myself fall for this feeling again , after what it had almost cost me I wouldn't give in so easily, Sora looked at me we were alone getting papau fruit for a pie Uncle Jack wanted Sora's mother to make, I told him it wouldn't be so tasty, but then again who was I to talk I never tried one. I looked at Sora who yawned and sat down on the beach it was getting pretty dark,
"Listen, Sydney I'm sorry about me not talking to you for such a long time its just me and Kairi have been through so much" he said.
"I completely understand. I mean Jonas and me are the same" I said which was true only I knew that Sora wouldn't know the secret me and Jonas shared.
"Well I should probably get these to my mother" Sora said.
"There is an eclipse in a few weeks it only happens once every three hundred years you should go see it with Kairi" I said with a smile, he smiled at me and gave a quick thumbs up. Somewhere in my bones I knew I didn't want him to leave me alone tonight, I felt that something bad might happen if he wasn't with me. Not to him but to me. Later that night Uncle Jack was with Sarah, Sora's mother eating pie. I was sitting alone on a deserted side of the island, I sat there watching the ocean and then decided to go for a swim, not such a great idea I mean that's why I got chased by a damn huge monster, almost like a snake with six heads. I attacked it after realizing I couldn't exactly run from it. It came at me I had a long gash down my side the pain seared through my whole body and I fell to my knees just as it came down and I was sure I was going to die Sora came his key blade hitting its pointy teeth. I laid there and Sora beat the animal, I touched the blood that was coming out almost to fast, he couldn't exactly move me but he could stay with me and heal me, which he promised he would I let tears of pain escape me after much holding back, he wiped them away and looked me in the eyes, I wished he would stop because my lips were burning. Sora touched my neck with his soft fingertips, and then he cast a heal on me but magic had no effect on me. I wish I would have told him that earlier, my tears kept coming as he took off and ripped his shirt into strips so he could wrap and stop the bleeding of my wound.
"You should go Sora, Kairi is probably wondering where you are" I said wincing as I tried to sit up.
"With you in the condition you are I can't leave you here, and I…like being alone like this" he said looking into my eyes again.
"Sora…that's not what you should be saying" I said I didn't deserve this kind of torture did I. sure I had robbed a couple ships but this didn't compare, then before I knew it his lips collided with mine, his kiss was hungry and passionate lightly nibbling my bottom lip I opened my mouth granting him the access he wanted. I thought I was dreaming as his tongue met mine in a dance. My arms wrapped around his neck and his gingerly around my waist trying not to hurt me. Sora's hands were soon wandering, and mine were pulling him deepening the kiss. If this was a dream I didn't want it to end. If this was heaven I'd like to stay dead. I pulled away and leaned into his bare chest and he wrapped his arm around me where we fell asleep. We woke up in the early morning and we began our long walk home.
"You make me feel different then when I'm with Kairi, I feel more alive" he said as he wrapped his arm around my waist acting as my crutch.
"I never thought I'd hear those words from you Sora" I said with a small smile.
"I never thought I'd say them, but I cant stop my heart" he said.
"I won't let you throw Kairi away like that though" I said regretting the pangs of guilt I had felt in the cave.
Sora looked at me a slight frown on his lips, he walked me back to Uncle Jack who scolded me for being alone and Kairi jumped on Sora looking at me almost suspiciously but relieved, but was it relief that I was not dead, or relief that Sora was no longer alone with me? I guess I'd never know. But I wouldn't tell anyone not a soul what had happened that night. Two weeks and Sora was taking Kairi to see the eclipse, I wish it were me going though . Me and him had kept a secret relationship and I knew I was completely and irrevocably in love with this hero of the worlds. But right before today we had a really bad fight because he doesn't want to leave Kairi. I should have let him do it before, but I grew a conscience and had felt bad for her, but I resolved he couldn't have us both and I refused to be the girl hidden in the dark but that's where I belonged in the dark , with nothing, and with no one. Sora had said that but I had made him so angry, and he had been on edge since Kairi almost caught us.
I sat in the cave where Sora had told me that he had feelings for me, wishing he would come here too , but I knew it was just a silly wish that wouldn't come true. As I sat there I watched the eclipse cover the moon. Creating darkness all over the island. I heard a noise and then the only entrance and exit to the cave was covered with a barrier pitch black and like a wall, I ran towards it hitting it with my shoulder, but I couldn't and I was still healing from the battle with the six headed snake. I couldn't see anything and then flames danced out covering the walls and suddenly everything was illuminated, Demyx sat his blonde hair and his light blue eyes staring straight into mine. On the other side stood the guy Axel he looked like he'd give almost anything but to be here. Demyx grabbed my chin and looked at me,
"She sure is a looker, huh, Axel" he said pushing me into the wall, roughly I hit the wall with a thud and a surge of pain. Axel looked at me and nodded turning his face.
"Stay from me" I yelled knowing no one would hear me because I was on a deserted part of the island, Demyx grabbed my hair from the base of my neck with a sick smile.
"I just want to eat you up, Ms. Sparrow" he licked my neck I shoved my hand in face as fast as I could but he laughed wrapping his arm around my waist tightly.
"Leave me alone" I begged knowing even though magic didn't affect me he was a man and I wasn't stronger than him especially with my current ailment, his hand reached up cupping my breast.
"Does this bother you, pretty girl" he said and he began to rub over my clothes, I turned my head tears sliding from my eyes.
"Demyx, just hurry up already. No need to torture her" Axel said I didn't look over I just wanted to run away to have never left the hut.
"This is way to much fun" Demyx said bruising my lips with his as his hands ripped through my shirt, I tried to push him away to kick him away from me, I screamed loudly , cried, I begged. He pulled away and through me to the floor where my back hit the stone, he kicked me in the ribs knocking the wind from my lungs, his body came crashing down on my own and he slapped me across the face, I kept fighting him and my eyes caught Axels as Demyx removed my bra, they were full of pity. Demyx held my arms down and sat on my pelvis cold air hit my exposed skin , and as he had his way with my unwilling body I felt I would die, because as his sweaty and heavy body pounded into mine roughly I saw nothing but Sora sitting on the beach enjoying the night with Kairi. Demyx made a loud moaning noise as he collapsed on top of me pushing my body even more into the stones beneath me. He pulled out of me and dressed himself. I laid there, what hadn't been violated what point in getting dressed was there. My throat was raw from screaming and other things I had been forced to do and my eyes hurt and my cheeks burned my whole body hurt, and I was dirt y and ashamed. Axel dropped his black coat over me I laid there crying, with silent sobs escaping me, Demyx sat there smiling at me.
"Axel, she was the tightest little bitch, I ever had. You should have a go at her" Demyx suggested standing up., Axel looked at me curiously.
"She was a virgin, wasn't she?" he asked seeing a small pool of blood where I had been laying. Demyx nodded.
"So sad that she had it stolen by you, you don't have any mercy do you" Axel said looking into my misery racked eyes.
"Axel if you don't do it, I will" Demyx said trying to punk Axel into raping me too. Axel turned his back and sat down against the wall. Demyx took this as he wasn't going to and came towards me again. After Demyx had exhausted himself Axel picked me up and dressed me again. Despite my limpness as he did so. I sat there in my cargo pants and mostly ripped tank top. I curled into a ball.
A/N : I am so completely sorry about the drama, yes it was needed and no you'll understand this part soon enough unless you already do. Now Read and Review Everybody.