17I would have never imagined I would be in a situation like this.
What is wrong with me? I have the perfect man, the perfect wedding, and the perfect dress to match. Everything is perfect. There is nothing about this that I would change. Except for one small detail.
I wish I was in love with the husband-to-be. But unfortunately for him, I'm not.
Again, what is wrong with me? I should have waited a couple of months for this. Maybe by then, I would have fallen in love with him. Okay, I wouldn't have, but what I'm about to do would have been less of a disaster. Or maybe not.
It's not that I don't love him, because I do. But the problem is that I'm not in love with him.
Cliché, isn't it?
I feel horrible. But now I realize that I've been lying to myself. But worst of all, in my denial, I accidentally wound up having a wonderful man fall in love with me, successfully obtaining his heart in my grasp. Only to, in my realization, crush it with the palm of my hand.
I wish I could just be suddenly in love with him. I wish that he was my prince charming. But I can't fool myself anymore. All my hopes and dreams don't involve him. But, well, him. The other guy.
But said other guy is going to have a baby with his girlfriend, who is one of my best friends. I'm so jealous of her. She's going to have his baby, and best of all (or worst for me), she has him. But I can't find myself to hate her; she's an amazing friend and she deserves this.
My life sucks. I'm going to marry a guy I'm not in love with, and the guy I do love is going to start a family with someone who wasn't me.
What am I going to do now?
Author's Note: Anyways, this was just the start. This is just the prologue, so it's not really a chapter (the actual chapters will be longer). Anyways, please, tell me what you think. This might or might not follow Season 7. It's going to be JD/Elliot by the way. :D
Disclaimer: Don't own it.