37This is intresting chapter right here and of course they find out who the girl is, how will they react?
Again all kudos go to SM, because yeah she's right here holding a gun to my head telling these are her characters and i better acknowledge it...
And to my friend Annie who finally pushed me to post this story thank you!
Oh yeah there going to be some errors in here, so please just deal with it, if i were a professional writer i would so fix it but i care more about the story and the readers!
Carlisle responded, "I'll see what I'm able to do Jonathan but it seems like she doesn't want to forget this boy. May I ask what is her name?"
He gave a somewhat odd glare to Carlisle and than said "Isabella Marie Swan" (dramatic music playing loudly)
Once that name rolled off his tongue I had to get out this room this fast, it was like someone has stabbed me in the heart, I glared a Carlisle and nodded my head to set him off that we need some time to talk
"Jonathan I'll see what I can do for this girl but first is there somewhere me and my son can talk in private first"
He gave Carlisle an odd look and than said " You can use my office I actually need to go speak with Miss Swan"
Shortly after Dr. Lewis left the room Carlisle stood and walked towards the window it was already night time and then he turned to me. I didn't have to read his mind to know what he was thinking.
"Edward I know this might be difficult for you to understand but the Bella you love is not really here at this moment in time, as you herd Dr. Lewis said her memories have a good amount of wholes in them. Some completely erased from her memory all together. I know you meant the best for her , that leaving would let her move onward with her life. But it seems our leaving has completely destroyed the Bella we loved. She just has the fragments of the one person that hurt her . I don't think it will do much good if you are here"
"Carlisle don't even tell me to leave, look what I did to her. I destroyed the one person in almost century who loved me and cared for me. Not caring to what i really am!Who wanted to be with me forever no matter what way it be. I thought leaving her would help her to move on and find a normal relationship away form my dangerous world, to be safe from what I am. It back fired so wrongly it caused her a mental breakdown. I never meant to say those words in the forest , I though she would see past my lie and knew I'd
come back begging for her to take me back and to love me again.
But no I fought everyday to control my urges thinking I was unhealthy for her. It turns out she needed me to keep her stable and protect her from anything or even herself. I love her Carlisle and it kills me that she's broken like this. Promise me that you'll help her regain what was lost and that I can be there for her"
Carlisle just stood there thinking but I couldn't bare to listen in on his thought it already was to much to bare, than he finally spoke "Edward my son, I know how you feel for Bella it will take a lot of effort to regain those painful memories
she has to be able to forgive you son. There might be someone I know of who could help us, but she's not easy to find these days. She's a powerful witch but she's truly the one of the best. Her powers are ancient and very old, it could go either way on what she does. Bella could be the same person or could cause her more mental problems. Edward are you sure that you're willing to go forward with this?"
I was silent for few more minutes than answered him "Do what ever's need is possible to save her"
Carlisle nodded his head and than opened the door and left the room, I knew where he was going
Wednesday March 28, 2008 -Isabella Swan
Of course I was in my room on lock down again it wasn't my fault that stupid bitch of a Nurse caught me betting against the guards on basketball games. She probably hasn't gotten any thing in ten years. I laughed at myself,
"Ha, that old cow will get what's coming to her someday sooner or latter"
As I was plotting against the wrenched Nurse Harwood I herd the door turning and someone as opening it, looks like its time for another escaped I thought to myself.
As I sat up from my bed it wasn't my usual doctor come to try more of his crappy techniques to save me. It was someone different. I stared at this beautiful man, his pale blond hair and his pale white skin against his golden smoldering eyes.
Surly there was some confusion he looked he jusr walked right off the runway or better yet he was made of marble. I was in shock surly this man couldn't be a Doctor he was too young. He walked into my room and closed the door behind him and walked towards me; he grabbed the chair sitting next to my bed and came closer to me.
"Hello Miss Swan I'm Dr. Cullen and I here to see if I can help you out some"
His voice was like a heavenly angel like that my mind would explode if I herd him speak any longer but something about that I couldn't remember . Like I knew this Doctor from somewhere but I didn't; I tried to speak back as this beautiful Doctor wanted for me to respond.
"Hello "
"How are we feeling today Miss Swan?"
"I'm doing better than other days and some days I'm just not here really."
I couldn't help but keep staring at him his beauty it was really over powering to me. This feeling was something I knew but I didn't know really
"Anything else you would like to talk about today"
I kept thinking to myself why does Doctor remind me of something, I was going to go insane well more insane
I kept staring at and than I blurted it out without thinking
"I'm sorry for asking but something about you reminds me of someone, I can't put my finger on it. It's the strangest feeling"
It looked as if was caught off guard or was conflicting in his mind, he gave me the oddest look like he knew me
"Miss Swan I did use to work at the hospital in Forks you might have come encounter with me."
I kept staring Dr. Cullen like somehow he was right about us meeting before, but it was a vague memory.
" We might have Dr. Cullen but it seems it's possible but my memory's aren't so sure right now"
"I under Miss Swan ,what you went is a very harsh situation and it takes time to recover"
"I know your trying to help but there hasn't been much progress excluding the sock therapy, which basically wiped nearly all my memories of this boy."
When my gaze meet Dr. Cullen it seemed he was in a distant thought process, suddenly it was if he was trying to get of the room. His body language was different now as if he knew something I didn't know
"Well Miss Sawn it was good talking with for now I've learned much more about your condition and I'll continue to look more in-depth in research, for now just relax and I'll be back tomorrow to talk more with you"
"Thank you I actually felt like I got somewhere today unlike others here"
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