Disclaimer: I don't own Gilmore Girls or Taylor Swift! I do own the characters POV though and the story!

He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine

I watched him open my door for me, I slowly climbed in. "You look beautiful tonight," he said. I didn't feel the flutter of my heart in my chest, I just felt…fine, for lack of a better word. Now he's just Finnegan Rothschild, not Finn.

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2 AM and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

I miss being able to scream and fight with him, and then have make up sex after. "Damn it Finn!" I screamed into my pillow. After sufficiently trying to suffocate myself I glanced at the clock. 2AM blinked at me in red letters. I-I don't love him like this, he's not my Finn anymore…before it was like a rush of adrenalin to be with him. That's how I loved him.

He respects my space and never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing and I'm comfortable

We sat on my parents couch, never invading my personal bubble; before he wouldn't even care we would always be touching. He even calls when he says he will! Usually I wouldn't get the call until like an hour after he says he would. "How are you, Finn?" my mother asked him. My mother and him were close, something I found weird!

"I'm great, Mrs. Locke! How about you?" Finn responded, smiling at her. My Mom looked at him disapprovingly.

"I thought I told you to call me Georgia, Finn!" she said in amusement, he nodded at her before my father distracted him with business talk. I rolled my eyes. Sure he's charming, but he's always been that way, but now I don't know how to feel. I mean I'm comfortable, but it's just weird.

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2 AM and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

I stared out the window in my room, it was raining. I smile slowly worked its way onto to my glum face. We kissed in the rain once, it was amazing that was one of the many best times I had with him. Though of course he's stiff now and we don't do anything anymore.

He can't see the smile I'm faking
And my heart's not breaking
Cause I'm not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating intoxicating complicated
Got away by some mistake and now …

I faked a smile as he grinned at me, he didn't even notice. We were slowly falling apart and what's worse is my heart wasn't even breaking like I thought it would. I don't feel anything anymore, not when we kiss, or when we hug, or do anything together. I thought about all the wild things we'd done, jumping of a building with an umbrella! Or skinny dipping, he was a drug I couldn't get enough of. He drove me insane though, and he like a puzzle I couldn't figure out though… I can't figure out what happened between us though.

I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It's 2 AM and I'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you uhhh
Whooa whooo oh, oh
Oh and that's the way I loved you
oh, oh, oh uhhh… oh, oh, oh whooo
Never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

I did the most insane things with him! I love how he brought out my crazy side, how he was crazy, the way he never gave me personal space, when he didn't call when he said he would, how we would kiss in the rain, or how he didn't need to give me a compliment to make me feel beautiful. That's the way I loved him.