As always my dear fans all kudos to the great and almighty SM whom created these people, who's lives i feel like i must mess them up...

Bella POV

Here I stand in the darkness of the forest towards the ever light; its familiar and a calming place to me. Had I just shown Edward the monster that lingers within me, the part of me that is forever wanting more power and to control all elements of life?

I was not brought up to be powerful and take absolute control of life or others. I was a mere girl whose life consisted of looking pretty and to marry a wealthy man… How had I come so far for that girl long ago?

So many centuries I have run from the girl I formerly was, I was selfish and petty and cared for no one besides my family and to be above others. I was of nobility and nothing more.

I stood in forest thinking of those times and what it's done to me as a person, moving from place to place and always changing myself from what I really was.

I regret what I have done and shown to the one I truly care for, the one who could end all this for me. Through his eyes I saw a power hunger witch bent on revenge and anger towards Azazel…

I did not mean to loose control of my ways, I've never truly used such power like that before in my many centuries and truthfully I was scared….

I was scared of what really resides within me and what could happen if it came full out… In that moment of power I did not feel as myself… It was like another presence had taken over for a fraction of time… Someone who was bent on taking control over other's lives and enforce them into pain and suffering… Those truly were not my feelings; they felt so alienated and I was utterly terrified.

As I stood in the forest the sun growing towards Twilight I could sense someone coming my way and I knew exactly it was.

Edward was now standing behind me, my back to him facing away from his eternal beauty, only my breathing could be heard. He spoke to me in his so ever velvet voice….

"Bella… I want to trust you and I can't if you're not honest with me… What's really going on?...You can trust me….I won't hurt you."

With a slight sigh I turned towards Edward and gazed into his golden eyes and could see he truly cared for me, but it was just too hard for him to see this side of me.. To see a monster that could possible destroy the entire world…

I looked to him again trying not to glaze into his soulful eyes and in weakened tone I managed to speak…

"Edward…. There are things about me that even scare me half to death when I think about them…. I have spent everyday trying to be a good person."

I could feel the tears escaping from my eyes and I didn't want Edward seeing me this way. I was utterly weak in this moment… I tried to speak again but the words sounded even more distorted with my sobs…

"I've done horrible things throughout my life and have hurt so many people that I have loved."

After I had said these words I had noticed Edward grew closer to me placing his arms around me cradling me in them as if he was protecting me from the world, I just felt safe in his arms and I knew nothing could harm me.

"Bella it doesn't matter to me what you've done in life… Because I have such strong feelings for you and I want to be with you for whom you are… Not your actions."

Saying these words to me I brought my head up to Edward's gaze and in that moment I could see into his soul through golden eyes and I knew that I was falling harder for this stranger I just met. I was truly happy about this revelation.

"Edward, how could want to be with someone who's done unthinkable things? But, yet no matter what deep inside me I feel the same for you…Edward, I want to be with you too and I have these strong feelings for you.

I just couldn't lie to Edward anymore… I had to come clean with everything… "Shut your eyes Edward and come into my life." I shut my eyes and with that motion Edward did too.

I showed him everything that has happened to be throughout my 300 plus years and it was over. How I came to be with my powers, the killing of my father, the men I married, the people I have killed. Everything.

We opened our eyes at the same time and Edward was looking down in my eyes. His face was just caught up in what just happened, in low whisper he spoke, "Bella…. Wow!... You've truly done a lot in 300 years… And you where there at the party in Chicago? No wonder I felt like I'd known you from somewhere… I couldn't put my finger on it… Wow this is just so much to take in. I'm actually speechless."

I looked away from his intense gaze for a brief moment then return my gaze by to his. He was still holding me in his arms and I spoke in a somewhat clear tone…

"Now you know Edward… And yeah that was me at the party… Even then when my eyes looked towards you I felt a surge of emotions that I had no clue what they meant, but now I know that I was in love."

Edward gave that crocked smile that made my heart melt and he gazed deeper into my eyes… "You know Bella; I have to admit at that party I felt like someone was calling me, and then my eyes met this beautiful woman who was at the far end of the room chatting with another. I also felt a surge of emotions that I didn't know where they suddenly came from. Shortly after that night, I got sick and well died but I always came back to that girl at the party… What I mean is as the years went forward I always wondered what had happened to her and well here she is standing in front of me."

I blushed deep red at his words. "Edward Cullen, you have no clue what power you have over me… God, you're just too perfect for me sometimes."

"On the contrary Miss Swan you have no clue as to how you make me feel when I'm near you and I think I know how you feel for me. It's the way you show it whenever you look at me and honestly I'm going to just get this over with already."

With those last words from him… He leaned closer to me and I felt his marble lips crushing into my soft ones. I could feel the electricity surging throughout my entire body, my hands roaming through his bronze hair. It only got more intense and I was utterly losing control of all coherent thoughts letting my passion take over from there.

The next thing I knew I was tearing Edward's shirt off of him, he was kissing my skin, my neck, behind my ears. His deft hands worked their way across my body as I worked my hands across his. It was pure excitement and we didn't want it to stop.

Somehow we had managed to find our way onto the forest floor in such a blur and we were twisting violently, our limbs entangled, our bodies molded together like two halves of a whole finally coming together.

My frenetic pace matching his as we struggled to get closer to one another, I could hear the slight moans from Edward with every touch I put on his marvelous body. He was like a god and I was blissfully longing for more of his body.

My heart felt as if it would burst out of my chest, as if my lungs would explode from excessive breathing each time Edward touched me, each time I felt his soft caress on my sensitive skin. My body was experiencing things I had never felt even the first time and thank god it was with Edward.

Our bodies shifting on the forest floor we laid in the bare of the night, the moonlight shinning down upon us… gazing at one another's body.

This kiss only intensified the moment. He placed his hand on the tree above me and the other lay on my stomach, just below my breasts. I sucked in a breath of much needed air, his touch sending shock waves through me.

I needed Edward inside me; my body I yearning for him. Without any hesitation, Edward jostled our interlocked positions a bit and entered me slowly. Immediately, thrilled sighs of relief escaped from both of our lips.

I let the tips of my fingers curl around the nape of his neck, digging in my fingernails a little into its soft, hard skin. The forest ground was cold but I didn't care at all. All I cared for was Edward and what was happening between us. We were sharing a connection like nothing before.

"Harder." I panted to Edward looking into Edward's eyes. I whispered this word, knowing that his automatic response with me was anything but "harder." He thought he would hurt me, but I knew he wouldn't.

With slight reluctance, Edward pressed vigorously into my all-too-willing body, and I felt him harden inside of me. His eyelids drifted shut, soft groans emitting forth from his lips for the following couple of minutes. Our bodies continued to move as one. My hips meeting his each time he pushed into me. My body was in a state of pure euphoria.

My breathing grew labored; my chest heaving up and down with the intense effort. Edward opened his eyes. His steady gaze bore into mine; he knew I was about to reach it. A final bolt of electricity went through my body. I squeezed my eyes shut and threw my head back as I my climax grew more intense.

I screamed his name, "Edward!" My climax was at its peak and my screams of passion bore throughout the entire forest.

I gazed into Edward's eyes and could tell he was about to reach his climax… He let out a growl of moans and I could feel it from within me and knew we had accomplished what we both had wanted badly.

It took a few moments for Edward to come down from his high and gain some kind of composure. He slowly pulled out of me and laid on his side facing me wrapping me up in his arms. I laid my head on his chest still trying to get control of my breathing. We laid like this for a while in each other's arms underneath the moonlight.

Now that we had shared the most extremes of passion we had become one… body and soul belonged to the other and nothing would destroy what we shared… No force of evil would come between our love.