kagomes pov

i lay in bed tonight listening to this song that i used to listen to in high school when i used to see you at a cafe i used to always go to...

the name of the song is Spanish guitar by Toni Braxton *chuckle*

this song had always reminded me of you because, you would sit in that cafe and play that Spanish guitar of yours...i used to wish i was the one in your arms.
i had always imagined what it was like to be in your arms...safe...protected...loved

A smoky room, a small cafe They come to hear you play

And drink and dance the night away

I sit out in the crowd

And close my eyes

Dream you're mine

But you don't know

You don't even know that

I am there

...i remember the day i first saw you, i was sitting out in the crowd, i had closed my eyes hoping you would notice me...but you never did.

I wish that I was in your arms

Like that Spanish guitar

And you would play me through the night

'Till the dawn I wish you'd hold me in your arms

Like that Spanish guitar

All night long, all night long I'd be your song,

I'd be your song

i always wished i could replace the guitar that was held in your arms with me... and hold me all night whisphering sweet things to me

Steal my heart with every note you play

I pray you'll look my way

And hold me to your heart someday

I long to be the one that you caress with tenderness

And you don't know You don't even know that I exist

the more i went to see you i had found my self falling more and more in love with you you held my heart in your hands..

but you didn't even know that...

but i remember wishing that one day you would realize it...

I wish that I was in your arms

Like that Spanish guitar And you would play me through the night

'Till the dawn I wish you'd hold me in your arms Like that Spanish guitar

All night long, all night long I'd be your song, I'd be your song

i remember the first time you saw me...you looked at me while playing...our eyes locked with one another as i swayed to the sound of your music...

Te sientas entre la gente Cierras tu ojos Y suenas que soy tuyo

Pero yo no siquiera se que estas ahi

Me gustaria tenerte entre mis brazos amor

( translation :You sit between people Close your eyes And dreams that

I'm yours But I do not even know you're there I would love to have my arms)

i would close my eyes and imagine you holding me close to your heart just as you did with that guitar)

I sit out in the crowd

And close my eyes

Dream you're mine

And you don't know

You don't even know that I exist

i would wish i was yours and you were mine...but you never knew i was there you never knew how i felt...i was nothing

I wish that I was in your arms

Like that Spanish guitar

And you would play me through the night

'Till the dawn I wish you'd hold me in your arms

Like that Spanish guitar All night long, all night long I'd be your song, I'd be your song

...i used to go home ever night wishing i would be yours and you were mine...

but then one day we finally met it was at that same cafe you said you noticed me there...

and how i came every day to listen to him play.
and from that day on...we fell...we were in love...in such a passionate love that no one could replace...or so i thought...

...

i lay in bed now singing the words wishing i could change time so i could warn my self of the heartache i would face in the future... the tears roll down my face as i go every memory that we had together...when i thought we were in love.
i lay in this bed as my heart brakes more and more...wishing i could be in your arms safe and loved again.
why did it end this way?

my heart longs for you!

I'm dying eachday a little more without your love...when will you hold me in your arms like that spanish guitar?