love is nothing but an emotion

its isnt real.

you have proven to me that its nothing but lies

so now i sit here in the pouring rain

while i drown in my pain.

you left me

with sorrow..

taking all my happiness away

i plunge a knife through my heart...

beacause when you left my heart

broke into a million pieces...

and i was still breaking a little more day by day...

so now i won have to suffer

with this pain

so now i will never fall in love again...

love is nothing but a useless emotion.

it brings nothing but heartache and tears...

so why would i want a brokedn hear?

when all the suffering can end here...so now i lay in

a puddle of my blood as i drop to the floor.

the pan that runs through my vains

is beautiful...

the sensation is wonderful!

then the memories start to run through my head

like a marathon...

i relive each last memorie before i die.

and with my last breath i whisper "i love you"

in to the wind... and i close my eyes for an eternal sleep...

5 years later

im alive...

a man found me when i was about to die...

he took me to the hospital and healed me

he took care of me and taught me how to love again.

we have a son he's three...

but i still miss you (HIM)

he will always be my first love...

1 year later

i saw him i was at the park

with sikaru...my son.

it was the park that he left me at

and i almost perished at...

he looked at me with longing eyes...

but why?

then he saw my son...

he smiled a sad smile...

and then dissappered into the wind.

again, except this time i smiled even though

i wish he was mine and i was his.

but i know that will never be...

so i whisper in the wind "goodbye"

when i hear a faint whisper reply

"until next time"

i smile and walk home with my son

knowing one day we shall meet again...

so i will wait for that day to come...

as the days pass by

maybe even months or years

but i shall wait until next time...