i broke her heart

i wish i could take it all back...

but whats done is done

i still remember the day it all ended...

i took her to a park

it was dark outside,

i told her we were done...

my heart broke at the tears that]

cascaded down her face.

i gave her the cold shoulder as her

pale hand reached for me...

and i left,

i lef ther because of another...

i thought was...better.

5 years later

sitting at the bar drowning in my sorrows flash backs of us

dance through my head

making me regret every tear that you shed

the guilt is unbarale.

"ANOTHER" I shout as i order the strongest

drink there is.

trying to drown her memorie out.

her tear stained face haunts my mind

and so the drinks start to come quicker

and become stronger.

1 year later

i woke up crying

because today was the day it

all ended...

its been 6 yrs now since

then and the memories still haunt every

inch of my mind.

i know i have made a mistake and i wish i could take it back...

i walk to the park where it all ended

and i see her there she has gotten so beautiful

im happy to see her...

when she looks at me i see sorrow in her eyes...

"mommy" a child screamed, the little boy ran up to her and hugged her.

i was shocked...

but inside i wish he was mine...ours...

i look at her with longing eyes

wishing she was mine and i was hers...

but i kno that shall never be...

i leave the park but not without a single glance back...

she gives me a sad smile...

i turn to leave...

when i hear a whisper in the wind...

saying "goodybye"

i smiled in the first time in years...

i knew it was her...

when i whisper back into the wind

"until next time"

as i dissapper into the wind of the night...

knowing we would meet day...

and when we meet we will dance

through the night...in each others arms

and when the day comes the truth shall be know...

and she will be mine and i will be hers...

and everything will be how its supposed to be...

so now we shall wait ...

as the days pass by and even the months maybe even years...

but i shall wait

untill

next

time...