4A Guilty Hate
A/N: This is a WORK IN PROGRESS! Not finished, I just had to get this out there.
I'm not usually one for angst, honest, but this idea has been in my head for a while and wouldn't leave me alone. I don't mean to be Kanaan bashing, I swear, it just seemed a bit heartless, what she did.
Disclaimer: If I owned Saiyuki, this wouldn't be fanfiction.
Summary: A Gojyo/Hakkai oneshot: Sometimes, Gojyo reflected, he really hated Kanaan.
Sometimes, Gojyo reflected, he really hated Kanaan.
It was on nights when the rain fell that his thoughts wandered to the woman who had so selfishly taken everything from the man she was supposed to love, the man who now watched the rain through such haunted eyes.
How?! , he wanted to scream, how could you break so entirely the man who fought through a hoard of demons for your sake? Did you think he would love you any less because you carried the child of another man, or was it you who would have been ashamed?!
Idly fingering a lock of crimson hair, he reflected on his own mother, his demon mother, and wondered if Kanaan would have turned out anything like her.