HI people, I was just bored and I just finished reading New Moon, so I wanted to write this. X)

Don't yell at me if it sucks, 'cause if it does I will apologize in advance: I AM SOOOO SORRY!T_T please don't hate me for being a bad writer! SORRY!

Ok, so there is my apology!

Ok I really don't get why I am so pro Jake and Bella and stuff, but I guess I can just picture them together so well! XD So yes this is Jacob/Bella.

Disclaimer:I do NOT own The Twilight Series, or New Moon, or the song Take Me Away, sung by Avril Lavigne.

(I do however recommend listening to the song while reading this)

I know Bella probably doesn't own a guitar, but no story is complete without music! At least I think so, so here she does! And she plays it! And writes music! And I should stop now!


Bella's POV(Point of View)

I opened the door to my truck and stepped out in to the softly falling rain. Strangely, I was still all smiles even though it had been awhile since I left La Push. I couldn't help it, being with Jake and the other wolves made me...happy. I carefully made my way towards the front door and I let myself in. " Home from my home away from home." I said to myself. Charlie said he had to make a quick stop at the police station on his way back, so he should be home in a bit.

Oh dear. I hate being alone lately. Especially after leaving La Push, because I can feel the hole in my heart start to make itself known again. I sighed. Even after all this time...
What has it been, half a year? Well lets see, he left in September and now its...almost the end of March. Ok so September, November, December,(whats with the 'embers' there?) January, February,(and the 'rys' there?) 6 months. Yep half a year. I ran upstairs and in to my room, wondering why I was so pathetic.

He's probably over me by now. No he was over me before he even left. No calls, no letters, no way of knowing if he was even ever that in to me. I know I love him, and he said he loved me, but did he? Did he really? Maybe...maybe not.

Do you really believe that, Bella?

"Oh!" I gasped, shocked. Then I groaned. It was his voice again. " Why won't you just let me forget you?" I said under my breath.

Just stop thinking about me and I will stop bothering you.

"You make that sound so easy..." I mumbled.

Live a normal life Bella, without me.

"You would like that, wouldn't you?" I asked stubbornly. I took a deep breath. "Great now I'm talking to it. Ugh!" I put my head on my knees and wrapped my arms around them. I let myself have a minute or two before I got up and started to get my shower stuff ready.

"Stupid, stupid, stupid..." I mumbled to myself. I walked to my closet and yanked on a shirt, making the bar where all the coat hangers on it fall down."Ugh! Stupid klutz!" I yelled at myself. I began to pick up my stuff, the I let my hands wander on the pile of clothes as I came across something hard and rough. "What?" I said as I pulled out a giant black guitar case.(The pouch kind, not the hard plastic kind) "Wow.." I whispered to myself. "I completely forgot about this thing..." I hadn't played guitar in...a long time, even before I left Phoenix. I forgot about the closet mess and zipped the case open. I smiled when I saw my beautiful light-brown guitar. I was careful as I carried it over to my bed. I sat down and put my fingers over the strings, playing a soft cord. "Eh, it still works." I said dumbly. Absentmindedly I let myself play a soft tune, picking up rhythm as I did. Then I began to add small words, the sentences, then verses. I took out my small green notebook, tucked away safely with the guitar, and began to write it all down. I hesitated as I began to sing, softly at first, then letting myself sing as loud as I wanted.

I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside; all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew?
What would you do?

All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable; come and take me away

I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands

All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable; come and take me away

I'm going nowhere (on and on and)
I'm getting nowhere (on and on and on)
Take me away
I'm going nowhere (on and off and off and on)
(and off and on)

All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable; come and take me away

Take me away
Break me away
Take me away

"Take me away..." I sighed. Edward...Does he miss me? Does he think about me? Does he care? If I were to die in some fatal accident, would he give me a second thought?


EEK IT WAS BAD I KNOW! Eh, I'm posting it anyway, and like in say in like, everything, I got no life, so I will post the next chapter either today or tomorrow. REVIEW PLEASE!

-Sour Candy

P.S: I don't agree with how some of the people in the movie look like, or at least I didn't before now, now the only on I d can't get use to is Bella, this is how I pictured her, so if it helps for me she looks like Kat Dennings, there's a link on my profile.