Hot, Rough, Wet, Sticky, Fast, Loud, Slow, Slow, Slow...slow

"Sesshomaru!" She came to her peak as he continued to pound slowly but roughly into her as his followed a few seconds promptly after.

He fell on top of her, his silver hair stuck to his face and his sweat covered face laid on top of her plump breast. The rest of his body fell into her bare spread legs leaning on his knees to the ground. A few minutes later her hands came up to play in his hair, brushing it from out of his face to reveal his closed eyes. Watching him rest silently and peacefully, she smiled softly and leaned forward to kiss his forehead.

"Rin." He whispered in his sleep between his even heavy breaths.

"I love you too." Rin said it so quickly with no hesitation it seemed that way for the both of them she thought, but Sesshomaru's body suddenly tensed.

He was awakened from the bold statement, "Get out." He picked his head up off of her body slowly looking up to see her fiery eyes.

"Sesshomaru, I..." Her voice cracked so she stopped speaking, she was too strong to shed tears in front of him. Of all the many times before she had cried over him she never would cry in front of his face. His usual cold demeanor was always too much to take on one's emotional state.

"No." She finally let out after a moment of hesitance as she searched Sesshomaru's eyes for any feelings.

Sesshomaru looked as if he was in thought for a second staring at her pink and sweaty face before he chuckled heavily. He sounded teasingly rigorous as his next few words rolled off his tongue, "Rin, you really are a naive little girl. Is it my fault?"

He pulled up his boxers and dark blue jeans from next to the stand in the hotel room they were currently in after the homecoming dance, only to Rin would he be so patience with he had to admit. He then looked up to her waiting for her reply in which she gave none but seemed to silently fume to herself.

He smirked, "No, of course not." He pulled his shirt over his head.

Rin finally sat up ready to speak looking anywhere but into his eyes. "Sesshomaru, I love you. No matter how inept you may think I am, I do." She paused and looked up to him then continued.

"You caused me to, since we were middle scholars you made me. Never since then have I ever wronged you like you've wronged me. Kagura, Amy, Naomi, Kya... You hold on to no reasons compared to my own not to admit how you feel for me!" She yelled at him on the brink of tears, for the first time she had stepped out of her nonchalant character and yelled at him.

Before she even had a chance to breathe out her frustration she was pushed up against the back board of the bed and choked out her hot breath thanks to the rush of the movement. Sesshomaru pinned Rin by her chin to the back of the bed while the rest of her squirmed a bit under him but soon stopped.

He gazed silently into her eyes and then pecked her soft lips, "You could never love me because I would never love someone like you, and you're nothing more than anything to me. Like a simple child's toy to play with, a soft and delicious plum to eat, a plain white toilet to piss in. Anything."

Her tears began to fall that was the finish that was all she could take. He let go of her and backed away, she was crying in front of him for once. There was only one other time he had ever seen her cry but this is the first time she had ever in front of him with her knowing of his presence. He felt something inside of him pulsate, a refreshing eyes widening feeling that was left old from his past. Rin's knees came up to her body and her head fell into her lap as Sesshomaru watched her cry.

"I can't take this." She wiped her eyes and muttered out. "I can't take you!" She screamed pulling on her hair to let out built up stress.

Sesshomaru didn't know what to feel watching her like this for the first time up close. How to feel, their relationship was odd really. He did love her, he just became bored with her. She showed no emotions anymore. At first as kids she would smile a lot and laugh but after a while she sort of became dry. This was a long awaited a reaction from her, something like this. That's why he had never made them official and slept around with other girls most of the time and left her to her self, he wanted a reaction. Now that he got one he was speechless. Leaving out of the hotel room, he left her to sulk while his mind wandered.

Weeks Later

"Sesshomaru, have you seen Rin? I wanted to give her this present for Christmas but she's been out for almost three months. Did she move?" A green box with a red ribbon tied around a fairly normal sized box was being held up by a good of Rin's named Tori. She was a short haired blond with pretty eyes.

"Yea Sesshomaru, that's like your best friend right? Where has she been?" Miroku, one of Rin's many current stalkers walked over into the conversation.

Sesshomaru has been frustrated over the last few months; truth is he didn't know where Rin could possibly be. She hadn't come by his house in a while, not even to visit his parents. Her father has no idea where she is and had for this whole time thought she was staying over his house. It's like she had enough of him and ran-away. As a matter of fact it is more like that's the situation, the last time he had seen her was when he left her crying in the hotel room by herself. Nothing bad had happened to her because when he had went back to check on her there was no trace of a struggle. Guessing his words must have really hurt her this time he hadn't though to actually go out and look for her, but now her father has a police report out and looking for her.

If she wants to be found, then they'll find her. Sesshomaru thought as he ignored the two school mates in his face, walking past them.