[A/N: Hey hey :) Another story :) this starts from the part in Frostbite, where Dimitri and Rose kiss. Ha ha :) Hope you like it =D I wrote a bit from frostbite, so that you could grasp the concept. The part I extracted from frostbite is in Italics.]

Disclaimer – I DO NOT own Vampire academy. It belongs to Richelle Mead.

"Do not do that again," he said stiffly.

"Don't kiss me back then," I retorted.

He stared at me for what seemed like forever. "I don't give 'Zen lessons' to hear myself talk. I don't give them because you're another student. I'm doing this to teach you control."

"You're doing a great job," I said bitterly.

He closed his eyes for half a second, exhaled, and muttered something in Russian. Without another glance at me, he turned and left the room. (Know where I'm up too? Its page 112- 113 in frostbite, my story carries on from that =D)

I didn't know whether to run after him or not. I thought about running after him, but that would make me seem like a desperate child and I did not want Dimitri to think of me like that.

Instead, I walked out of the gym, into the freezing cold. I had taken off my coat for the training and I had obviously left it in there. All I had was a tight fitting t-shirt and track pants, and it was freezing. I didn't want to go back in there either, so I sat down under the tree in a pile of snow. Tears of rejection I had been holding in emerged out, and in a few minutes I was crying full ball.

There was nobody around as Classes hadn't started yet, and it was too cold to be loitering around outside. My skin was turning blue, but I didn't care.

He doesn't want you Rose, just give up. Was what ran through my head. I ignored it, but in the back of my mind, I thought it was possible right. My thoughts were interrupted by a highly annoying pain in the ass.


"Little Dhampir, don't sit in the snow, you don't want to freeze your ass off. I say, It's too nice too freeze." He said, taking off his coat and handing it to me. I didn't take it.

"Go away," I told him.

He obviously wasn't listening. He pulled me up and brushed the snow of me. It was probably just some excuse to touch me. He wrapped his coat around my shoulders and put his arm around me. "You're so cold" he said, emphasis on the cold.

I didn't respond. Tears fell down my face but I didn't bother to wipe them away. Adrian's arm tightened around me and his other hand brushed away the tears that were continuing to fall. As peculiar as it was, I didn't even brush Adrian's arm off. It felt nice to be wanted.

"Did you want to get something to eat or something?" Adrian said, in a nice tone that was rare for him.

"Yeah, I guess." I said in a quiet voice. "I am pretty hungry. Let me just run and get changed, me wearing your jacket may attract unwanted attention ..." This earned me a laugh from Adrian.

I ran to my dorm as quickly as I could. As soon as I got there, I threw off my clothes, and put on some different black tracksuit pants a new t-shirt, and this time a big puffy jacket.

I ran out of my dorm just as quickly as I had gone in and found Adrian still waiting outside. I smiled a warm smile at him and he put his arm around me again and I didn't brush him off. At least he wanted me.

We walked halfway there until we were stopped by a pair of people I hated.

Jesse and Ralf.

"Well if it isn't Mr. Playboy and his brand new Dhampir toy." Jesse said.

"What's she like Ivashkov? Any good? Jesse said she's awesome. I have never experienced it." Ralf said, with a malicious grin on his ugly face.

"Shut up fat boy, I think you've ate a little too much fatty bacon. I'll have to let the cooks know you're on a diet" Adrian said.

"Well seeing as we are talking about diets, what does she taste like? Dhampir's taste better than feeders?" Ralf said, his eyes glinting with amusement.

I was about ready to throw a punch at him, when he burst into flames. Ralf screamed so loudly it was going to attract attention. I looked around and saw Christian standing in the middle of the path, laughing. When he put out the flames, Ralf was unharmed.

"Well if it isn't the Strigoi Wannabe" Ralf said, still having the nerve to laugh.

"Shut your gob Porky Pig" Christian said, fire spurting from his fingertips.

"No wonder your parents didn't turn you; imagine having you around them all the time. They were probably glad when they died that they finally got away from you." He said, the malicious grin spreading from his face to Jesse's as well.

Christian was speechless. The emotions running though his eyes were a mixture of hurt, sadness and pure anger, but he didn't act on them.

Unfortunately I did.

I landed a huge punch right in the middle of Ralf's face. There was a cracking sound, and then there was blood. Ralf let out an agonised scream and nearby guardians ran over to see what the problem was.

I was still punching Ralf when Stan and Alberta pulled me off him. Jesse has already made a run for it.

10 minutes later we found ourselves in Kirova's office, listening to her lecture on about hitting Moroi, and hitting in general. Two guardians stood at the door, Stan and Dimitri.


"Why can't you control yourself!? You have the least control out of any student here!" Kirova said. It made me flinch.

"As for you Mr. Ozera, I have spoken to you before about using magic on other students. Both of you are not going to be attending classes today. You will be staying here. Jesse, Ralf and Adrian got up to leave but Kirova stopped them.

"Ralf, you will be staying to." Kirova Snapped. "You are never to discriminate against Christian's background! The rest of you can go"

The rest of the day passed in a blur, we sat in Kirova's office glaring around at each other until my training time started.

"Miss Hathaway, your training begins with Guardian Belikov soon, you are to leave and go straight to training. I have spoken to Guardian Belikov and he agreed to punish you in his own way.

And what would that be, another verbal slap in the face? I thought to myself.

"Right." I said, "Straight there, okay"

With that, I grabbed my coat and walked out of her office, slamming the door on the way out. I found Adrian hanging around outside.

"Little Dhampir," He said, "I missed not seeing your face around today"

"I'd love to stay and chat, but I have to make my way to training now." I told him

"I'll walk you" he said.

He put his arm around me, and I sighed and gave in. We walked along like that until we reached the gym.

"See you" He said, leaning to kiss me on the cheek. Just as he was, Dimitri stepped outside. I jerked my head away as fast as I could and pushed Adrian away. He didn't need any more encouragement to leave. He darted off quicker than I've ever seen him run.

I understood why when I saw Dimitri's face.

He was furious.

"Get in Rose." He said stiffly.

I walked in and sat on one of the mats.

"What were you doing with Ivashkov?" he said, making it obvious that he was angry.

"Nothing, he was just saying goodbye that's all" I told him, being truthful.

"Some goodbye for someone who doesn't usually even let him near you." He grunted.

At least he wants me. I thought to myself. I must have said it out loud because Dimitri's face turned from furious to absolute pure anger.

"Don't you dare say that again! You have no Idea what I want or how I feel" he yelled.

"I might not have an idea about some things, but there is one thing I know for sure!" I said, my voice growing louder with each word. "You. Don't. Want. Me!" I shouted at him, my voice filled with fury.

He grabbed me harder than he had ever grabbed me before, his fingers were pressing into my skin. "Don't ever say that again!" He said in an icy whisper. "You don't know anything"

"No that's right, I don't know anything, and I'm just a child. If you did want me, you wouldn't push me away when I try to kiss you. You would let me." I said, on the verge of tears now.

"Roza..." He exhaled, "When I push you away, it's not that I don't want you, I'm only doing what's right." He said.

Tears that I had been holding escaped. "If you did want me, it would be hard for you to push me away, it would be hard, to say no. But you just shrug me off like a fly!" I said, crying harder.

"You don't know how hard I fight the urge to just slam you on the floor and kiss you every time you walk in the door, everyday. I love you Roza, I do want you, and I want you more than anything in this world." He said, wiping the tears away from my face. He was letting his guard down. His guardian mask disappeared completely, something that was very rare for him. Emotions flashed through his face. Anger, sadness, desire. If I could only push on the desire...

"If you really loved me, you would let me do this" I said, and pressed my lips onto his. He showed no sign of resistance, as his hands slid into my hair for the second time that day.

I was the one to break the kiss. "If you wanted me, you would make the first move, not me" I told him. I stood still, waiting for him to say something. He didn't. This time he leaned into me, and crushed his lips on mine, he pushed me onto a near-by mat and hovered on top of me, still managing to kiss me. His kiss was filled with passion, want and complete, utter desire. At this moment I knew I had to be wrong, he did want me, more than I ever imagined. The way he moaned my name in Russian between the kisses, felt just about as great as the kisses themselves. He slid his hands up my shirt and played with the clip of my bra. As much as I wanted him, I didn't want to do anything more here.

I broke from the kiss and pulled him off me. "Training Is over Guardian Belikov, I'll see you tomorrow morning" I added, and I gathered my belongings and with a little flick of the hair he loved, I walked out of the gym with a smile on my face.

So yeah :) What do you guys think :) Love/ Hate?

If there are any grammar errors tell me the spell check was stuffing up. LOL.

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