A/N: I have 4 chapters done already. I have no beta.


It's been a week since my birthday and Jerry and I have not went further in our relationship than the oral stage. On other news, I keep seeing flashes of Bronze hair and Black spiky hair around campus, but whenever I look no one is there, which is strange. I keep having this feeling like I am consistently being watched and followed. Today I am heading to my human sexuality class and I am looking down at my phone, when I bump into what feels to be a cold, solid brick wall and before I can fall I feel hands grab on to my arms to keep me from falling, which shoots electric shocks through me.

I know this feeling. I have not felt it sinceā€¦HIM!

I look up slowly and I see the eyes of the last person I ever though I will see again.

"Bella" his stupid musical voice says.

I try to move out of his grasp, but he won't let go.

"Let go of my Edward" I say with as much venom in my voice as I can come up with. I don't need him to know he still affects me.

Slowly he lets me go and I see hurt flash across his face before it's gone.

No, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I step back away from him. I can't believe my eyes. It's him!

"What are you doing here?" I gasp out.

"Bella, I couldn't take being away from you. Alice saw you making the decision of coming to the school we picked out. So I came back." He says this with something that looks like pleading in his eyes.

I learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

"I've moved on, it's too late" I need him to understand I can't risk getting my hopes up just to experience the pain all over.

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

"Love, please let me explain. I know it's not too late"

"Don't call me that! You lost that right when you stabbed me in my heart, then ripped it out and shredded it!" I'm pissed, how dare he think I will just fall down on my knees just because he got bored and came back just to pass the time by playing games with me again.

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

"Sorry, you have no idea how hard it was to tell you those lies. Please I am begging you to just hear me out."

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

"Funny, I remember begging you not to leave me. How did that work out for me?" I scoff. I go to move around him but he places a hand on my arm to stop me.

"Please" he whispers, and I stare up into his eyes trying to read the silent message that is there.[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I shrug out of his hold. "It's too late. You gave up your chance. I won't let you play me again." I then continue on my way to class and try to hold on to my sanity over what happened and it takes everything in me not to look back.

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back