13A/N: I was listening to The WayI loved you by Taylor Swift (I'm absolutely in love with this song) and I was kinda bored so I wrote this.. It's with my character Rachael but a different paring... ( it doesn't have anything to do with Fearless, a completely different story line) Rachael was dating Reid but they broke up and now Rachael is with Caleb. So now Rach is thinking of all the times she was with Reid... so enough of me rambling and hopefully I didn't ruin it for you (if you listen to the song, you'll get why I did it the way I did)
P.S I don't own the song it's Taylor Swift's and I don't own the covenant boys... I only own Rachael.
Enjoy!
The Way I loved you
He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine
I twirled my hair as I was sitting in class, bored listening to the teacher talk about Conformity. Hoping the time would pass faster. I sigh and then felt someone squeeze my hand. I look down then look back up. My new boyfriend: Caleb Danvers. I smile up at him and lean my head on his shoulder. I was perfectly happy. I was fine.
On the other side of the class, my ex was glaring at other older boy, who was holding my hand. Yes, Reid Garwin is my ex boyfriend. We dated on and off for a year. We'd fight, then break up then kiss and make up. The ongoing of breaking up and getting back together, put a new kind of strain on our relationship. So instead of me ending up crying over him, I ended it for good. It broke my heart to end it, but I felt like it was what was best; for the both of us. I was free to move on and he could live his life without being tied down.
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2 AM and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
Reid and I had just had another fight. I stormed out of his room and ran out of the dorms. Not even caring that it was now raining, well more like a down pour. I didn't even notice that someone was behind me, screaming my name.
"RACHAEL!"
I froze and angrily turned around and glared at my boyfriend "WHAT?!"
"Can we talk about this?" He asked his voice lowering
"NO WE CAN NOT! I'M BEYOND PISSED AT YOU" I yelled back, turning away and continued walking to anywhere to get away from him.
"RACH you can't be pissed at me... this is what we do... You yell at me and call me a stupid ass and I call you a stubborn son of bitch" Reid pleaded, hoping I'd take him back. He was actually begging.
I stop walking and I turned around abruptly. I stared him down, thinking of all the things he's done to me. All the times he made me cry, how many times he hurt me and yet every time I'd forgive him take him back. But this time, I wasn't going to do that. I wasn't buying it, even though he did look really hot wet from the rain. Without thinking I ran straight into his arms and kissed him with everything I had. My head wasn't working, it was all coming undone and it felt like a roller-coaster. This was us, me and him. I loved him.
He respects my space and never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing and I'm comfortable
I snap out of my day dream, remembering everything that happened with Reid made me miss him even more. Then when I think about Caleb, Reid disappears from my thoughts. Caleb always respected my space and never pressured me in any way. He never stands me up and never makes me wait. When he says he'll do something, he'll actually do it.
When the class is finally over, we walk out hand in hand. Not noticing the blonde who was still glaring at us.
Caleb he's perfect. He gets along great with my parents. He's actually pretty close with my mom and isn't scared of my dad. He actually talks to him and my dad actually listens. But even though I like him a lot; I feel like there's something missing.
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2 AM and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
Reid was a different story when it came to my parents. My mom liked him and Reid was charismatic whenever I brought him home. It just didn't sit well with my dad that I was dating Reid Garwin. It didn't even matter what Reid said nor did, my father wouldn't budge. He thought that Reid and I were moving too fast, in our relationship anyway. I didn't listen to my father though when he told me I couldn't see Reid anymore. I kept seeing him and was getting in too deep. I never thought about the consequences of my actions whenever I was with Reid. I just jumped and didn't think much of it till after.
He can't see the smile I'm faking
And my heart's not breaking
Cause I'm not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating intoxicating complicated
Got away by some mistake and now ..
Caleb nudged my shoulder, trying to get my attention.
"Rachael, what are you thinking about?" he asked as I looked up at him.
"Nothing" I smiled even though I'm totally faking it. I like Caleb a lot but I don't feel the same. I don't feel the fireworks or the crazy butterflies in my stomach.
Reid was wild and crazy. He was frustrating and intoxicating and so complicated. I felt so stupid, for letting the best thing happen to me, get away. I really missed him. More then I'd like to admit but I'd never say the words out loud.
I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It's 2 AM and I'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you uhhh
Whooa whooo oh oh
Oh and that's the way I loved you
oh, oh oh uhh .. oh oh oh whoow
Never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
A/N: *sniffles* I was tearing up a bit when I wrote it...
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Peace, Laterz
Dramaqueen
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