A/N: this is the prologue to my story "secrets, secrets are no fun." it is short...really short, but i thought it was a nice way to start the story...chapter will get longer dont worry.

Disclaimer: owning Maximum, Fang, Iggy, Nudge, Angel, and Gazzy...i wish.

Chapter 1/Prologue

Deadly secret

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I sat in the bathroom, staring at the blood as it mixed with the water, swirling down the drain in a manner that made me mesmerized. This had become a nightly ritual for me – staring into the sink at my own blood.

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From the age of 8, blood had made my woozy with good reason, and it still does 'til this day. But how else could I clean my wounds, I was alone it this, alone in everything that I did. Being squeamish towards my own blood went out the window at the age of 8 and a half.

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I know what you're all thinking. I'm not stupid. You're probably wondering what I'm talking about, questioning whether I made my wounds myself – if they were self inflicted.

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You see, that question brings us to a whole new, personal, deeper level, a level which, at the moment, I'm not comfortable sharing with you. It's not 'cause I don't want to tell you, believe me if I did I could finally to free…

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I have already watched my mother be murdered right in front of my eyes – 5 feet away from me. I have witnessed neighbors become involved with terrible, horrible, unfortunate 'accidents.'

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I can't watch someone else get hurt on my account, even if it is a complete stranger like you.

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Just telling you all this, right now, can put you in danger, but like I said before, I can finally be free.

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It is such a relief to finally let someone in, even if it is just one person.

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You remember that saying, "secrets, secrets are no fun?"

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Well this is my life

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This is my hell

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That is my blood running down the drain

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And this is my secret

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The secret that I just involved you with. The secret that can get you killed. The secret that will never see the light of day.

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This is the secret that no one, other than you, can know about. Not your friends, parents, siblings, uncles, aunts, or nephews.

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No one can find out about my secret.

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-No one-


A/N: hoped you all enjoyed...plz comment...i read all of them and take them into account.

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yes the flock will come into play...in the next chapter or two.

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~$tarr