No, Jacob….

This is a new edition. Edited 13/2/2014

Bella's POV

This was it…

I'll have to tell him everything, I can't take it anymore and I needed to get my message across. I drove in my truck, the Chevy's engine was roaring, protesting my speed. This would be the last time I'd drive it, there were too many bad memories attached. I had to leave it behind. I asked Angela to come and pick me up; she complied and stifled her obvious curiosity. The pack couldn't come onto Cullen land and the Cullen's couldn't come to La Push.

I stopped the truck outside his house, although he had probably heard it miles away. I took a deep breath and hopped out, walking straight to the front door. I stood for a moment, hesitating. Then I gathered my limited courage and knocked. The door flew open.

He smiled and said "Bella" then he started to lean forward, looking at my lips. He was going to kiss me. I took a step back. He took a step forward and held my arms so I couldn't move, I was locked into place. I wasn't having any of that, I turned my head. He looked confused and hurt. He held my head this time, I was angry so I waited until he was two inches away. I let my anger, bubble and simmer untill I was ready to explode. And I did.

"What the hell do you think you're doing?" I spat in his face.

"If I wanted to kiss you I would! But since I clearly don't want to, I won't! So back off!"

He leaned backwards, surprised, dumbfounded and opened his mouth. Maybe to gape or maybe to speak, but it didn't matter; I was on a roll.

"You were supposed to be my best friend! If I loved you then I would tell you! If I wanted to be with you I would be!"

I could feel the blood pooling in my face now and my angry tears were steaming hotly down my cheeks.

"But I don't feel that way or want that so I won't! I don't know where you get off telling me how I feel all the time. I don't have to love you. I don't have to kiss you and I never will, because I don't want to! This is America dammit so get used to it!"

Now he was starting to look angry.

"You were like a brother to me and all your stupid, disgusting fantasies about being with me would be like you imagining the same thing with one of your sisters!"

"You know what Bel –" he started to say, speaking in a low cutting voice, but I interrupted him.

"No, I'm talking now so shut up. You keep trying to push a relationship on me and I don't want it! I don't want you. You keep going on about how much better you would be for me than Edward. But you wouldn't be and you're behaviour the other day proves it. Edward would never ever force me to kiss him because he loves me and respects me. Where was your respect, huh? And if you really loved me you would accept my decisions and just be my friend! That's all I ever wanted from you; friendship."

I could hear a car idling on the drive behind me so I hurried it up.

"It doesn't matter why I love him, it just matters that I do. Edward and I are meant to be together and you ridiculous fantasies disgust me! I've chosen Edward, not that there was any doubt. So get over it, and get over yourself because I've reached my limit. You've manipulated me one too many times and I can't put up with any more of your shit!"

I dropped the truck keys on the porch and run to Angela's car. I hop in, roll down the window and yell

"Screw you Jacob!" at his shocked face.

I was glad to see a familiar silver Volvo in parked in front of my house when I got home.

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