It turned out, as usual that my dad. Adopted, had played his part. I was expecting it so it didn't sting as much as it should have. I still hadn't forgiven sylar for killing Nathan, but I never forgave my dad for everything he has done and I still love him. Could I come to love sylar?

I was lost in thought, however much Gretchen (Was maria) was distracting me. Sylar had gone. He got me and knew that I needed to be alone with my thoughts. Gretchen was a whole different matter. She was everything that I wasn't. Could I live a normal lif?. Or was it too much to ask?. I looked around the room and knew my answer. I did not belong.