6A/N: Just a flash over my head. R&R. Thanks to reviewers of 'A Whatever In Need'. This is for you guys.
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Chi, or maybe Chi-chi, I shouldn't call you pet-names—I don't have the right to—I know that it's not fair. I see you cry for me, I see you curse me, I see you struggling to bring up Gohan and the baby. I see you suffering everyday, because of me. And my heart bleeds, believe me it does. My conscience bites me. I can blame Cell and shut it up, but you and I know that I can't. I know I left you there, alone with the kids, and that it does not mean anything to you that I did it for the Earth. I now have begun to doubt if I did the correct thing. Was I the one to decide? Shouldn't I have asked you and the others? I don't know. I've never been used to complex things. I take decisions too quickly sometimes. Maybe, instead of sending in Gohan, I should have let him take over after I die… my death in battle would have been less shocking to you, and I might have not thought of not coming back… these thoughts conflict with my previous logic. I know you love me, and I know I don't deserve it.
I've let you down. I can't explain to you how much of turmoil is going on inside me… I would've felt better with you on my side, but where I am, I can't even want you to be here. I love you, Chi-chi. I don't know if you'll believe me, considering what I've done. I have no right at all, but I still beg you to forgive me. And I watch you, so I'll know if you have. Move on if it helps you and the kids… and if it makes you happy, Chi. I can't help calling you that. The Briefses help you a lot, I know, and I'm grateful to them. I don't want you to love me, or remember me even, if it increases your suffering. I can see you all, but I can't hear you, I can't feel you. I really miss you all. Does Gohan hate me? Does the baby know he has a poor excuse for a Dad?
I can only say that I'm sorry. Whatever I've done is irreparable now. I love you, and the kids, tell them that, will you? What am I saying… you can't here me. Vegeta's right, I'm a fool. A big fool. I remember all the others too, and I say things like these to them in my mind. But I don't have the face to telepath them. I took a decision that has let everyone down… everyone whom I love, and who love me. Bye, Chi. I love you.
Goku turned on his bed in Grand Kai's palace. He really was sorry, and the guilty feeling was eating away at his simple mind. But he still didn't know if what he had done was right. He was too simple at heart to handle it. He realised that thinking of Chi-chi made him feel guiltier than thinking of anyone else whom he had left behind on his foster home planet—the planet he had died saving—Planet Earth. But thinking of it took away the good feeling that was coming in, and brought him back to where he was. Tired of his inner turmoil, after years, Goku cried. He cried till midnight, and then he slept—he slept the guiltiest sleep that any saviour of Planet Earth had ever slept. He was sure, he would never spend a better night—the following days would torment him even more.
*End of DBZGT fanfic 'I'm Sorry' By FanficMogul*
A/N: Review, please. All those who didn't like my first fic, I hope you liked this. Sayonara.