Hi my name is Leah Clearwater and this is my story.

it all started with Sam the love of my life or so i thought, Sam had been missing for two weeks and i was starting to get worried. so i went down in the forest and started calling his name but there was no responce he's dead i though 'no' and i broke down crying

"Leah" i knew that voice it couldn't be, SAM! i turned my head and there was sam running towards me i met my half way and crashed into him. huged him tight against me and he started to cry

" its okay Sam I'm here" everything calmed down a couple if months later he asked me to marry him and i said yes of corse he was his grandmorthers ring for me. i had to have my best friend Emily come and help me with things.

That was a HUGE mistake

when she cam i was showed Sam to Emily, i didn't like the way he was looking at her like he was a blind man seeing the light for the first time. the next week sam have not talked to me or even seen me for that fact out wedding was in three weeks and he was no ware to be found

that following week i ran into him and starting crying i was scared he would leave me again, that day he told me to meet him at the beach and so i did

"Leah we can't do this anymore" I was looking him in confousion

"what do you mean"?

" we can't be together anymore" he said

"who is she"? i asked in a cold voice

"Emily" MY BEST FRIEND i was mad, no i was more than mad he leaving me for my cousion that bitch!

"what please just let me explain" he said moving to me trying to touch me. i was backing away took the ring off and threw is at him he looked like he was going to cry i starting walking away i couldn't handle this anymore i turned around and said over my back

" i am going to pick-up my stuff from the house tomorrow" and with that i walked away crying i blew into a full sprint and ran home i slam the door and never came out for a whole month my mom was worried for my mental state but not my dad he always saying 'its was not his choice' or ' you just don't understand'

i was mad

"Why can't you have my back I'M YOU DAUGHTER" i screamed

"Leah, baby doll please calm down" he pleaded

"NO" i roared and starting shaking he stared wide-eyed at me and what holding his heart

"no please not my girl not my baby girl" he said and fell to the floor , when we got the hospital it was to late he was gone and i couldn't do anything. i was fulled with guilt that i kill my own father because of what i had become

not the long after the memorial was done i just stayed there in daze crying at his grave i started shaking and i couldn't stop someone picked me up and threw me into the forest i landed on all fours...

till this say i still hate Sam Uley and well always well, i went to Jake's pack to be away form the pain but before i did that i let Sam have it i let all my feelings out the say he left me for my cousin he droped down to the floor and whined. i couple of days later i started feeling better is Jake's pack for happy i was grateful the Jacob made his own way because if not i would still be in sam's head in my own personal hell

and this is how my life begins...

Savin' me by Nickelback

Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus:]
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus]

Hurry I'm fallin'

All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh, I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus]

Hurry I'm fallin'