Ladies of SAMCRO- Tara

Tara sat on a couch in the doctors lounge trying to relax after a 16 hour day. An accident on the interstate had spilled over to St. Thomas and she was on duty when it happened. Now all she

wanted to do was go home, take a shower, make love to her man and sleep. She started to think of all she had been through since she had moved back to charming. Getting back together

with Jax, making friends with Gemma and raising Able as her own son plus helping the club with "problems". She had made peace with herself about that. It was a part of who Jax was and

he was a part of her. They had both changed so much when she was in Chicago. He had grown as a man and wanted to take the club in a newer more peaceful direction and she had come

to realize that the world wasn't black and white all the time. More like shades of grey. Like her helping Gemma after the rape by that bastard Watson. It never occurred to her to say no or

betray what Gemma wanted just to help her heal and recover, and when Jax had killed Joshua she had helped wrap the body and clean up the mess. After she had thought and knew that

was the only way to deal with it. He would have never left her alone. But the biggest way she had changed was helping Jax get Able back when he had been kidnapped. She did things

she never thought she was capable of. But that's what a mother does to save her children. For she did consider Able her's in every way and she would do anything for him including killing

someone which she did twice with no regrets at all. She would do it again too without thinking about it. Maybe her time away had been a good thing for both of them because she had

grown stronger and able to handle things better concerning the club. Now she looked on them as her family for they truly were the only family she had. Funny how things had turned out.

She was no longer the scared little girl she had been when she had first got with Jax. She felt like she could handle anything and the crow tattoo on her back somehow gave her a sense

of empowerment because she knew SAMCRO had her back. Literally. She laughed when she thought of what Gemma had said to her awhile ago about someday taking over the Queen's

spot when Jax took over as president, which didn't seem too far off with Clay's health being what it was. She had said "Doc I know you can handle it but don't forget who the Queen

mother is". Like she would ever let anyone forget that. Tara wasn't sure about taking over but she would do her best to make Jax proud of her and help him take the club to a better place

so if one day Able wanted to take over he would have something to be proud of. But the one thing she thought of the most was how to tell Jax that he was going to be a father again.

With everything going on now it might not be a good time but she would make sure he didn't have any stress about it because he had a lot to deal with right now. Plus that's what a good

old lady does, make things easier for her man. He had been there for her when she needed him the most and she would return the favor ten fold because he was the other half of her

soul and the father of her babies plus he helped make her a stronger person by showing her that she could make it through the worst of times. She laughed and thought so this is what

growing up feels like.