Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Twilight Characters or Twilight Stephanie Meyer does.

This is my first fanfiction, so please read and review! also i have a Nessie contest going on so check that out! Thanks so much!

BPOV

After putting Renesemee to sleep, Edward and I were lying on our bed talking about the past day and all the adorable things our daughter did, when suddenly he noticed my black eyes.

"Bella, when was the last time you went hunting?" Edward asked with concern in his eyes. I didn't realize that I was thirsty until he said that because for the past 3 weeks, I have been with my baby girl afraid to leave her with anyone but Edward.

"3 weeks. I think, I haven't really noticed because I have been trying to not miss a second of Renesemee's life." I replied slightly apologetic. Edward looked at me with amazement, slightly shaking his head.

"What?"I asked him while feeling completely confused.

"I'm just still waiting for the newborn in you to show, but all that seems to show is your speed and strength," he started shaking with laughter "how can you go so long without hunting and still be in as much control of yourself as I am?"He asked after he managed to compose himself and then started staring at me incredulously trying to understand me, I just smiled at him.

"I'll go hunting today with Alice, Rose, and Esme, if it makes you happy." He nodded with a sad look on his angel's face.

"It won't make me happy but it will make me feel a little bit better," he said.

"but I will miss you." He continued after kissing my forehead and then my lips.

"Me too, I will miss both you and Renesemee." I realized that I would be leaving my daughter for the first time since right before the Volturi came.

"When will you be leaving?" he questioned me while rubbing my back.

"Right now, well after I check on Renesemee and go get the girls. I will hopefully be back late tonight if Alice doesn't get sidetracked. So you will have to take care of Renesemee by yourself today and get her to bed after a bath. Can you handle this?" I replied while trying to block my sadness from him. It didn't work; he grabbed my chin to make me look at him and said

"We will be fine, love, don't worry I'll take care of her." He then pulled me into a hug and rubbed my back I wish I could just stay like this forever but I guess I need to go. I got up and headed into Renesemee's room.

Tell me what you think, I can't read your mind like Edward can. I will update soon.