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3 months later...
I've attempted to call Paul a few times now, but I just can't bring myself to say it out loud and specially to Paul. I don't know how he's going to react, or if he'd ever want to see me again, I mean I don't blame him I ran away.
Enough of that now, I'm going out to lunch with my (Step)mom today so I'm going to tell her she usually talks sense so I'll see what she's got to say.
*At lunch*
"I'll have the Panini and salad please" I said, and gave the waiter my menu.
"Can I have the Salmon sandwiches please" said mom, the waiter took our menu's and left.
"So what is it you want to tell me?" she asked.
I sat back on my chair, okay here goes...
"Well ages ago, I went to live with my mom's friend Emily, and I fell in live with a guy there (It was kinda weird talking about Paul like this...) and so we were really happy and that"
"Aw young love" she joked.
I rolled my eyes "Well I came back, and we really missed each other but we lost contact, but he was the one, I knew it, he knew it but we lost conact...and 3 months ago I went back to see him after all these years"
"That's where you went...what happened?" she seemed intrigued now.
"I was scared when I pulled up he was outside that same house... Paul" I sighed.
Paul... I should be talking to you right now
"Do you still love this man?" she asked.
I nodded.. I guess I did.
"Honey what are you doing here? You should be with him!"
She was right but I hadn't told the best part yet...
"The thing is, we talking a bit and then we... ya know and then I freaked out the next morning and I drove off because I was scared and now i don't know what to do because I'm pregnant and I don't know what he will say!" I said all I'm one breath, while I breathed, I let her talk.
I looked up she was pretty shocked.
"How long have you been..pregnant?" she whispered.
"3 months.." I said, quietly.
"And he has no idea?"
"I'm scared he probably hates me... I never meant for any of this to happen! I should of never went, he would of been better off without me..."
I looked down ashamed.
"Okay I have salmon sandwiches?" asked a fake bubbly voice.
"Oh that's me ...thankyou" her tone of voice had changed, it was all happy again.
"And the Panini and salad"
"Thankyou" I said, she slid the plate in front of me.
"Is there anything else you'd like? Sauces?" she asked.
"No thankyou" I said, and she was gone.
"You need to tell him" her tone resumed.
I took a bite.
"Sweetie, are you listening to me?"
"Yes!" I shouted.
"But like I told you he will hate me and I don't know if I can handle that from him" I admitted.
"So your keeping this baby? And your sure it's his?" she asked.
"I confirm it" I said, always wanted to say that...confirm.
"Well, that's that" she concluded, "You're calling him, when we get home"
I looked up "No I refuse!"
*Later on...
"Okay so you know what you have to say?" she asked.
"Yes I'm ready" I said, she'd written everything I needed to say on some paper which laid out infront of me.
"Okay, go on then" she ushered, and sat across the table.
I pressed in his number, every button sent more nerves in me, but I kept going.
Now it was ringing.
"hello" said a manly voice.
Oh my god no I can't do it! I slammed the phone down.
"I can't I just can't!" I said, putting my head in my hands.
"Yes you can, be strong, what can he do? Make you run around naked?"
"Okay your right, again" I said.
The phone was ringing once more.
He can't make me run around naked.
He can't make me run around naked.
He can't make me run around naked...
"Hello?" said the voice, more aggravated.
"It's me...Lauren" I said.
I listened to him breath.
"I wondered when you'd call" he simply said.
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