Why The Hell Is It Always Me

Chapter Five: Show Me What I'm Looking For

Wait Your Turn by Rihanna

It's just the way
The game is played
It's best if you just
Wait your turn

The wait is ova
The wait is ova
The wait is ova
The wait is ova
The wait is ova
The wait is ova
The wait is ova
The wait is ova

A/N:-

(Leah's POV:)

I felt cold hands on my arms start to shake me , as someone was chanting my name

" Leah, Leah wake up please!" I didn't want to get up I just wanted to sleep it felt so good.

" No don't go to bed Leah stay awake" I didn't know who was trying to wake me up but, I wasn't going to be happy when I am. As I was waking up all my thoughts disappear from my mind as I look up to find Edward starring down at me with a panic expression look on his face.

That look reminded me of the day I found out I want going to have a baby, when Dr. Cullen the news I though I wan going to die there was no way I was going to make it threw it alone my parents were not going to be proud for what I have done in the first place.

" Where have you been we have been looking all over for you" He said looking straight into my eyes.

I pitch with a grenade
Swing away if you're
Feeling brave
There's so much power
In my name
If you pop off in your seat
Steady
I'm gonna do the wave

I'm such a
Such a lady
You don't have to be
So afraid
Cause I got room
Up on my team
You can play
But hold up

What where have I been The blond bitch was being a Ass whole and I wasn't going to stay somewhere where I'm not appreciated , most would just tell me to get out and don't come back I would usually give them a bitch-en about it but I wasn't in the mood and these pregnancy hormones are just messing with me

" oh Rose didn't mean that she's just cranky all the time , don't worry about her" uh I know I didn't say those things out loud and I now for a fact he can't read my mind

when I thought that there was a panic expression that crossed his face and than was gone in a second.

" come on Leah we need to get you back to the house before you catch a cold" he said as he was picking me up I blushed red and my mind felled with inappropriate thoughts

he hissed and began to run back to the house.

...30mins later...

We came up to the door not even opening it emse let out a scream of joy and pulled me into a bone crushing hug.

" oh Leah I was so worried about you I though something bad had happened to you" emse said as she was sobbing but no tears came from her honey gold eyes.

I hugged her back and held tight I didn't want to hurt esme she was the sweeties woman in the whole world and to hurt her would be like a crime

or a sin.

" I"m fine really, I just wanted to take a walk in the forest it kind of calms me and I needed a breathe of fresh air" I told her not looking into her eyes , I didn't want to lie to her face but I just can't tell on one of her kids it would be right

" Well come In deer I was just about to make supper and I know that you well be hungry" she said dragging me into the kitchen as she was making dinner I just sat at the table waiting. I didn't talk to anyone even when they were asking me questions

It's just the way
The game is played
It's best if you just
Wait your turn

It's getting crowded
Over here
But babe
The wait is ova
Sometimes it takes
A thousand tries
To win
The wait is ova

Fumble
Don't you fumble
That's a flag on the play
Babe if you don't wanna
Then you don't have to wait
But together
We gon' be taking over

I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock
I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock Girl
I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock
I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock

She Got That Good Good,
She Michael Jackson Bad

my iphone started to ring it was my baby brother Seth

( Leah bold and Seth italics)

Leah!

Seth, what's wrong whats going on?

Where the hell are you Leah mom and dad were going crazy trying to find you

I'm sorry Seth but I'm not coming home for awhile

what are you talking about Leah and why aren't you with Sam right now?

I felt tears coming to my eyes just thinking about that man that broke my heart and left me to rot

Leah? Leah you there ?

Yea, yea Seth I'm here but I'll tell you were I'm staying and we can talk ok just don't tell mom and dad they would freak

ok Leah I'm just really worried about you everybody though you skipped town because of what happen.

No Seth I'm still here and you well find out why I'm not coming back for awhile I got to go ok I love you Seth

t's just the way
The game is played
It's best if you just
Wait your turn

So you don't wanna wait
I hate to hear
That's such a shame
'Cos if you play it sideways
Ain't no timeout in my game
They already underway

I know you want to win
And you wish
I would let you in
Get in line over here
You can play
But hold up

love you to sis see yea.

I pressed end and looked up to see the whole family looking at me with pity in there eyes. I looked away I didn't like people who pitted be and I hate being pitted on

" here you go deer I hope everything is going to be ok" esme set a plate of food I look down and was surprised on what was on it it was shrimp Alfredo my favorite

I ate quickly and excused myself so that I may go to bed

" uhh esme where am I sleeping" I asked her

" oh this way this way second floor and the third door to the left is where you are staying Leah, good night deer" I thanked her and ran up to my room pulled out my suite case and got my charger for my phone and my apple laptop ( imac) and was checking my e-mail

It's just the way
The game is played
It's best if you just
Wait your turn

It's getting crowded
Over here
But babe
The wait is ova
Sometimes it takes
A thousand tries
To win
The wait is ova

Fumble
Don't you fumble
That's a flag on the play
Wait your turn
Just wait your turn
The wait is ova
The wait is ova
The wait is ova
The wait is ova

my clock said 2 am and I I closed my mac and got into my covers and closed my eyes..

tomorrow was going to be hell and I have to get my car back and talk to Seth, but I'm not sure if he can keep a secret about whats going on with me and my baby

It's just the way
The game is played
It's best if you just
Wait your turn

It's getting crowded
Over here
But babe
The wait is ova
Sometimes it takes
A thousand tries
To win
The wait is ova

Fumble
Don't you fumble
That's a flag on the play
Babe if you don't wanna
Then you don't have to wait
But together
We gon' be taking over

It's just the way
The game is played
It's best if you just
Wait your turn

Baby put the work in
Like a champion
But the crowd is screaming
With their hands way up
Couldn't be with no one else
You're the only way
I win

Baby got the whole world
Standing up
Damn I'm glad I picked ya
Took a chance on love
Baby love

The time is now
And now
The wait is ova

The wait is ova
The wait is ova
The wait is ova
The wait is ova
(just wait your turn)
The wait is ova
The wait is ova
The wait is ova
The wait is ova
(just wait your turn)

It's getting crowded
Over here
But babe
The wait is ova
Sometimes it takes
A thousand tries
To win
The wait is ova

Fumble
Don't you fumble
That's a flag on the play
Babe if you don't wanna
Then you don't have to wait
But together
We gon' be taking over

It's just the way
The game is played
It's best if you just
Wait your turn

Just wait your turn
The wait is ova
The wait is ova
The wait is ova
The wait is ova


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