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Ladies of SAMCRO-Wendy Part 2
Wendy sat next to Gemma and tried not to cry. A funeral always did that to her. Made her think of how final some things could be. How in a lot of ways there was no going back. Big chunks
of her life were like that. As the minister started talking she thought back to her time in the hospital. When she woke up after using what was in the syringe she felt like she had been hit by
an 18 wheeler. Groggy, dry mouthed, in pain and incredibly enough itching for another fix. (would it never end?) She glances to her left and thought of the confrontation with Gemma. The
threats which were unnecessary. She may be a worthless junkie, but she wasn't stupid enough to say how she got the syringe. Although she would like to know some of the secrets hidden
away in Gemma's mind. She was right about one thing she never let her conscience get in the way of protecting her family. Wendy wished she was that strong of a woman. To be able to do
anything to protect her family but she knew most times all she wanted was more junk. And the worst part was when Jax came to see her. He actually apologized for their whole relationship,
for leading her on, for not ending it sooner. That hurt the most. Hearing him say that the whole thing was a mistake. She actually felt her heart break. Jax was the one thing she wishes she
could change. To have him really want her like he does Tara. Even though they broke up she is fully aware that he still wants her and would take her back if she wanted him to. But the
worse part is Tara being a better mother to Able than she will ever be. She could take care of him and set an example of what he should want to be in the future. Not that she would ever
admit that to anyone. Another funny thing was when she got out of rehab and the sober living house she thought Gemma really meant it when she told her she would do anything to help
her get her family back together. What a crock of bullshit. Gemma just wanted Tara out of the way and would do anything/use anyone to achieve that. But she should have had enough
brains to know that. For awhile she really thought things were going to work out. Especially since the night Donna died and Jax had come to her wanting to make love like before. And the
night of Able's homecoming when she had showed up and kissed him in front of everyone had made her want to puke. Then they had went to talk and she had heard the slap and saw Tara
walk out. She thought good now he will be mine. But deep down she knew it was temporary. There was something going on between Jax and Clay and it was effecting everyone around
them. Making them do and say things that were out of character. Like fighting with each other and taking sides. She was trying real hard to stay out of it but if need be she would take Jax's
side. It would look good to him plus hopefully make him see that she would be good for him. She looked around hoping to see him but so far nothing. She couldn't believe he would miss
Donna's funeral. Opie was his best friend since they were babies. As she took another look around she saw Jax walking up and she was about to smile when she saw Tara get up, take his
cut from Juice, look back to give her and Gemma a dirty look then go to Jax. They talked for a couple minutes then kissed and she held out his cut for him to put on. A sign to everyone that
she was accepting him and SAMCRO for good and wanted to be in his life. Wendy felt her heart break for good as the only man she had ever loved was taken away from her.
Well this is the final part of Wendy's story. Please review and let me know what you think. If you do I'll send you the son of your choice.