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Italics = thoughts
If she seems like a hysterical woman, she's going into shock. Her life was never great before but now is hell. So just hold on until the next chapter, she starts to see the glass half full instead of half empty or as she would call it, "Life's harsh reality.". P.S. All life is not like this, her's is just . . . difficult in so many ways. Give her a little slack, she could have been worst than Gaara at his worst and be psycotic with homicidal tendencies. P.S.S. Gaara is cool but it is true when you first meet him, he IS psycotic and had homicidal tendencies. Later he gets better and is just unstable. Go Gaara!
Tobi decided to carry me and I was starting to get severally agitated. Without meaning to, he kept jostling my many injuries causing me to hiss almost continuesly in a low monotone. By the time we were in the meeting room, my eye was twitching every few seconds and I was ready to bite off anything that came my way. I have been in continueous pain almost the entire three years, I have been starved, poisoned and experimented on, and now I was to be jostled around by an IMPICULE! I twitched one more time before saying, "Screw this." and punching Tobi in the shoulder and catching myself before I fell on my face. I growled, "I have had ENOUGH! I will NOT be carried around like a weak child, I still have my pride. I don't care anymore, I'm walking and I can just inject my special metal to fix any permanant damage I may do to my bones. I have been treated worse than a fucking animal!, I will not be motherfucking jostled around till TOBI decides to stop!". My eye was twitching non stop and Conan approached me like a wild animal, through she was correct to approach like that, I WAS acting feral. I stepped towards her and the simple action of lifting my leg was too much, I crumpled. My body started to shake incontrolably. The world was fading in and out . . .
I woke up with Conan above me and I asked, "What did I do?" before I sighed. She looked at me and said, "After you were on the ground, a red haze envolped you. Your hair crackled with lightning, an aura of power just seemed to radiated from you . . .". As she spoke it was coming back to me in snippets.
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"This world had decide to put me in a state of BloodRage. If I don't kill my enemies while like this, I'll continue to either I am killed or I kill my enemies. Given the taste of blood will give me more time before the experimental stage is up before I go into Total BloodRage and burn the world. For they have killed my "family" and for that they must DIE!". I screeched to the heavens before the world once again went black . . .
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I rubbed my temples as I groaned. "The pain I have been in for three years was enough to drive 99.9 of the shinobi population to insanity after the first three months let alone the "special" treatment I had. The remaining .09 would go mad in the remaining nine months. The last .01 would already be insane. I was already unstable before I was captured so if I went insane or am tettering on the edge, I don't know. I have a knockout drug that is strong enough to knockout three blue whales for two months but is only strong enough to knock me out for about a week. During that week, I would get as far as you can away from me. The BloodRage is something once entered is rarely exited alive. I would be nearly immortal to mortal wounds, only decapitation or the destruction of my heart would kill me in that state and even then, I live for five minutes afterword.". Conan nodded solemnly and her hand came towards the scar over my eye. I barely flinched and said, "I got that years ago when I was seven, a kind lady called Mara was helping me after . . . A difficult time and the rest of the villagers wanted me gone. I was trying to leave but Mara wanted to care for me, I found out later she was infertile and couldn't have children of her own. I was to be family for her and I despartely wanted that. They came for me and Mara refused them and they threw stones, glass, knives, almost anything they could get there hands on. I was knocked to the ground and a crazy women tried to gouge out my eye but only got to what should have blinded me. Instead my 'ghost eye' was formed and I'm forever reminded of what happened that day. Mara covered my body with her own when a knive headed straight towards me, pierced her heart killing her almost instantously. She whispered, Thank you, and died in front of me. Before even thirty seconds was up, they had doused the house with gasoline and lit it. Her entire house went up in smoke before my eyes. I had lived with her for three months . . . Some of the happiest times I've had.". Her face appeared impassive but her eyes were sad. We would have continued to stare at each other when Pein came close.
Pein had come supposedly to check on my condition and at that, I flipped a nearby table but didn't get up. They don't care if I'm okay. Very few have ever cared about me and they are dead or with Konoha. I sighed at that and just stared at the ceiling with lifeless eyes and an air of uncaring around me. I just sat there while people came and went and I just stared at the ceiling. I snapped when I heard whispering, "She's been staring at the ceiling for hours now. I'm starting to get worried-". He didn't finish because I screeched, "Yeah right! No one cares!" and started to laugh hysterically. If only they knew . . .